Guest guest Posted November 5, 2008 Report Share Posted November 5, 2008 namaste shree maa and swamiji and all members of this group this may sound very weird i started the jaap but after 2 days i started feeling feverish so had to stop now i do it only 11 times or 1 mala . now the weird part...when i was doint it intitally 21 times twice for first 2 days i cudnt concentrate and was getting all bad thgought or visions if at all i donno if i was doing something wrong or if it was my mind which was restless...by bad vision i mean skull ,skeleton , rakshas etc. anywaz when i started feeling feverish and felt i cudnt do it i stopped on sunday. on sunday when i was praying god it was nag chaviti we pray naags on this day...so when i concentrated n prayed i saw a vision of a cobra only the cobra was black in color...but i also saw visions of kali and tiger ( tiger roaming in the house) and also of rakshas now the most weird thing ....today morning my papa got up early and was brushing his teeth at around 3 am in the morning. when suddenly he saw a snake a python next to him ...he got scared he turned to see it but nothing was there ... he felt the snake right next to his face. and he searched the whole house checked eevry window and all but there was nothing....he told me it was brown colored python with something like black stripes or spots....my dad never gets scared or anything but he was shaken with this. then he went to exercise in another room but still tht feeling of eerinees was there. i m worried as to y this is happening...have i done something wrong? is there any danger or anything. please guide. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 8, 2008 Report Share Posted November 8, 2008 The Divine Maa would not bring about these things in your life. Is there a belief in your mind that there is some black magic on your family, if so read Swamiji's recommendations on his website in FAQ section under 'nightmares' recommendations are given from the Chandi Path, this will get rid of it all. You need to strengthen yourself. Also the image of the Goddess you have is partial, there is also a kind, lovng beneign quality, you need to focus on this, you could do dhyana of Saraswati to see beauty, also add more beauty into surroundings. Thirdly this may sound weird but to make your mind stronger do some physical excercise, also check your nutrition, B vitamins etc. Are you sleeping well, is your father sleeping well? you could get halluncinations if you don't enough hours sleep. Japa is the biggest healer, if you have a fever work through it with Japa, it can only give you power. Check your beliefs around the Chandi, are you afraid of things that are not there? fear attracts that which you fear. Do japa at night untill you fall asleep and eventually when you are in a nightmare you will find yourself chanting and the nightmare will fade. Jai Maa glassfairy_14 <glassfairy_14 Wed, 5 Nov 2008 8:22 [www.ShreeMaa.org] very urgent- plz guide namaste shree maa and swamiji and all members of this group this may sound very weird i started the jaap but after 2 days i started feeling feverish so had to stop now i do it only 11 times or 1 mala . now the weird part...when i was doint it intitally 21 times twice for first 2 days i cudnt concentrate and was getting all bad thgought or visions if at all i donno if i was doing something wrong or if it was my mind which was restless...by bad vision i mean skull ,skeleton , rakshas etc. anywaz when i started feeling feverish and felt i cudnt do it i stopped on sunday. on sunday when i was praying god it was nag chaviti we pray naags on this day...so when i concentrated n prayed i saw a vision of a cobra only the cobra was black in color...but i also saw visions of kali and tiger ( tiger roaming in the house) and also of rakshas now the most weird thing ....today morning my papa got up early and was brushing his teeth at around 3 am in the morning. when suddenly he saw a snake a python next to him ...he got scared he turned to see it but nothing was there ... he felt the snake right next to his face. and he searched the whole house checked eevry window and all but there was nothing....he told me it was brown colored python with something like black stripes or spots....my dad never gets scared or anything but he was shaken with this. then he went to exercise in another room but still tht feeling of eerinees was there. i m worried as to y this is happening...have i done something wrong? is there any danger or anything. please guide. AOL Email goes Mobile! You can now read your AOL Emails whilst on the move. Sign up for a free AOL Email account with unlimited storage today. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 15, 2008 Report Share Posted November 15, 2008 donno abt black magic ...but i know now tht god & goddess is there...probably my body was not strong enough to withstand the meditation so felt the burning etc. as for snake yea well when i meditated i wud see it...and dad too wasnt sleepin an dreaming he felt itmaybe imagination though we didnt discuss abt me seing snake...then again i always see snakes right from teenage hood. when its black snake i m 200% sure somethings gona be bad . but this time it was during meditation and tht too in worship place of god and thtt too along with visions of god and it wasnt hissing or anything so donno. maybe i have made peace with it eventually. and as for black magic trust me i m a living eg of how durga protects against tht. someday i may tell u my exp on tht regard. jai mata di , Dhani <miztrance wrote: > > The Divine Maa would not bring about these things in your life. Is there a belief in your mind that there is some black magic on your family, if so read Swamiji's recommendations on his website in FAQ section under 'nightmares' recommendations are given from the Chandi Path, this will get rid of it all. > > You need to strengthen yourself. Also the image of the Goddess you have is partial, there is also a kind, lovng beneign quality, you need to focus on this, you could do dhyana of Saraswati to see beauty, also add more beauty into surroundings. > > Thirdly this may sound weird but to make your mind stronger do some physical excercise, also check your nutrition, B vitamins etc. Are you sleeping well, is your father sleeping well? you could get halluncinations if you don't enough hours sleep. > > Japa is the biggest healer, if you have a fever work through it with Japa, it can only give you power. Check your beliefs around the Chandi, are you afraid of things that are not there? fear attracts that which you fear. Do japa at night untill you fall asleep and eventually when you are in a nightmare you will find yourself chanting and the nightmare will fade. > > Jai Maa > > > > > > glassfairy_14 <glassfairy_14 > > Wed, 5 Nov 2008 8:22 > [www.ShreeMaa.org] very urgent- plz guide namaste shree maa and swamiji and all members of this group > > this may sound very weird i started the jaap but after 2 days i > started feeling feverish so had to stop now i do it only 11 times or 1 > mala . > > now the weird part...when i was doint it intitally 21 times twice for > first 2 days i cudnt concentrate and was getting all bad thgought or > visions if at all i donno if i was doing something wrong or if it was > my mind which was restless...by bad vision i mean skull ,skeleton , > rakshas etc. anywaz when i started feeling feverish and felt i cudnt > do it i stopped on sunday. > > on sunday when i was praying god it was nag chaviti we pray naags on > this day...so when i concentrated n prayed i saw a vision of a cobra > only the cobra was black in color...but i also saw visions of kali and > tiger ( tiger roaming in the house) and also of rakshas > > now the most weird thing ....today morning my papa got up early and > was brushing his teeth at around 3 am in the morning. when suddenly he > saw a snake a python next to him ...he got scared he turned to see it > but nothing was there ... he felt the snake right next to his face. > and he searched the whole house checked eevry window and all but there > was nothing....he told me it was brown colored python with something > like black stripes or spots....my dad never gets scared or anything > but he was shaken with this. then he went to exercise in another room > but still tht feeling of eerinees was there. > > i m worried as to y this is happening...have i done something wrong? > is there any danger or anything. > > please guide. > > > > > > ______________________ > AOL Email goes Mobile! You can now read your AOL Emails whilst on the move. Sign up for a free AOL Email account with unlimited storage today. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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