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Dear Family Members,

 

I have been trying to pen down my experience ,the privilage of being near in person of two divine entities few times but this keyboard cannot express my feelings now ....................

 

Few times my pranam to Ganesaji and Saraswathi Maa to allow me success in this attempt but only tears come . This predicament wholly caused by Swamiji and Shree Maa .It was like a dream being in their presence with my family .Devotees flock every moment in their feet, on their lap, even if physically they could not be near their "eyes" devotedly blinks only for mili-second as not to lose them from it sights.Sweet was my "tongue" with their prasad offering after every prayer in Mira Mandir . Proud was the "ears" to confirm these audio recording was truly Shree Maa's beautiful lovely voice .My body shivers in shyness seeing how Swamiji and Shree Maa physically not being well but spiritually moving with out any bound with their children

 

Finally in front of them I was lost for words. ( I think now asking boon in Chandi Path for only true devotion was lot more easier than this !)Swamiji exclaimed, " Mantra ? mantra ?"when i came to garland both this spiritual divinities and I felt how unfair was this test . My tongue could not say anything when Maa Saraswathi and Brahma is sittng in front me she is not sitting on my tongue anymore but in FRONT of me ! I was lost in their spiritual aura . That was it ! After years of practice and I could not even say a word in front of them only hand stammering and and eyes locked into deep blue eyes of Swamiji. I saw Shree Maa smiling knowlingly at my predicament .Maa, only you understand this child's state ........

 

It has been so many years in this earth not meeting somebody you want to meet to so much ....and when the moment come ,no words to describe it . So many time my son Trilochan ask his mother why father in tears . He have not seen me like that before . Even now I can see Swamiji smiling knowing how this all have unfolded...........It is difficult to pen my experience my brothers and sisters, so many thoughts are rushing , I really dont know where to start. I am overwhelmed by wanting to share what I felt on those moments but sad words are not coming to my aid .

 

All I could say right now is Maa thanks for everything for letting me see Swamiji Maharaj . To whomever that arranged for this trip and Mira Mandir thank you for making it possible . Sanjayji what can I say ! Thank you for saving Maa and Swamiji from our mad rush of devotion by ushering them to their rest room . Parvathi Maa you are the avarana devatas of that divine being -it beatiful to see your seva for that Divine Mother of Universe !Kamala Maa without you it would be not possible for us to understand what is next in this divine play.........Sushilji priviliged are you to been serving and continue to serve Swamiji, I take the dust of your feet always,Swami Vitalananda your concern for us while we are lost in swirl pool of devotion...........Thank you Swamiji.Not all names come to mind as Swamiji's vision even this moment does not allow the rest thinking to be done fairly

 

And this time it was more HARDER to let go when Swamiji was leaving I was clasping his hand hoping not to let go but it has to happen . Seems like her children's prayer in Napa Calfornia have won the boon again !! Now I will bury my self deeper in Chandi Path recitation to take away my sadness and again attempt the boon of pure devotion -to tear apart the thought of separation from loved ones !

 

I thank you all here for making this beautiful incident possible in my life......................

 

All I can say for now Jai Maa!!.

 

 

 

 

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Dear Kanna,

 

thank you for your beatiful post; the love that you convey is beyond

words and flows directly through your heart into mine,

 

thank you for sharing,

with love,

Henny

 

 

, kanna krishnan

<kanna_krishnan2002 wrote:

>

> Dear Family Members,

>

> I have been trying to pen down my experience ,the privilage of

being near in person of two divine entities few times but this

keyboard cannot express my feelings now ....................

>

> Few times my pranam to Ganesaji and Saraswathi Maa to allow me

success in this attempt but only tears  come . This

predicament wholly caused by Swamiji and Shree Maa .It was like a

dream being in their presence with my family .Devotees flock every

moment in their feet, on their lap, even if physically they could not

be near their " eyes "  devotedly blinks only for mili-second as not

to lose them from it sights.Sweet was my " tongue " with their prasad

offering after every prayer in Mira Mandir  . Proud was the " ears "  to

confirm these audio recording was truly Shree Maa's beautiful

lovely  voice .My body shivers in shyness seeing how Swamiji and

Shree Maa physically not being well but spiritually moving with out

any bound with their children 

>

> Finally in front of them I was lost for words. ( I think now asking

boon in Chandi Path for only true devotion was lot more easier than

this !)Swamiji exclaimed, " Mantra ? mantra ? " when i came to

garland both this spiritual divinities and I felt how unfair was this

test . My tongue could not say anything when Maa Saraswathi and

Brahma is sittng in front me  she is not sitting on my tongue anymore

but in FRONT of me ! I was lost in their spiritual aura . That was

it ! After years of practice and I could not  even say a word in

front of them only hand stammering and and eyes locked into deep blue

eyes of Swamiji. I saw Shree Maa smiling knowlingly at my

predicament .Maa, only you understand this child's state ........

>

> It has been so many years in this earth not meeting somebody you

want to meet to so much ....and when the moment come ,no words to

describe it . So many time my son Trilochan ask  his mother why

father in tears . He have not seen me like that before . Even now I

can see Swamiji smiling knowing how this all have

unfolded...........It is difficult to pen my experience my brothers

and sisters, so many thoughts are rushing , I really dont know where

to start. I am overwhelmed by wanting to share what I felt on those

moments but sad words are not  coming to my aid .

>

> All I could say right now is Maa thanks for everything for letting

me see Swamiji Maharaj . To whomever that arranged for this trip and

Mira Mandir thank you for making it possible . Sanjayji what can I

say  ! Thank you for saving Maa and Swamiji from our mad rush of

devotion by ushering them to their rest room . Parvathi Maa you are

the avarana devatas of that divine being -it beatiful to see your

seva for that Divine Mother of Universe !Kamala Maa  without you it

would be not possible for us to understand what is next  in this

divine play.........Sushilji priviliged are you to been serving and

continue to serve Swamiji, I take the dust of your feet always,Swami

Vitalananda your concern for us while we are lost in swirl pool of

devotion...........Thank you Swamiji.Not all names come to mind as

Swamiji's vision even this moment  does not allow the rest  thinking

to be done fairly

>

> And this time it was more HARDER to let go when Swamiji was leaving

I was clasping his hand hoping not to let go  but it has to happen .

Seems like her children's prayer in Napa Calfornia have won the

boon again !! Now  I will bury my self deeper in Chandi Path

recitation to take away my sadness and again attempt the boon of pure

devotion  -to tear apart the thought of separation from loved ones !

>

> I thank you all  here  for making this beautiful incident possible

in my life......................

>

> All I can say for now Jai Maa!!.

>

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Namaste Dear Brother: great is Maa and Swami's Grace. Your pure

devotion brought them to India to see you face to face, but for years

they have watched over you as you prayed and chanted. They are never

parted from us. It is only we who cannot see them for our eyes and

hearts are filled with the images and emotions of everyday life.

But they are always with us.

Take solace in this fact. Close your eyes and still your mind, and

they are there waiting for you.

10 years ago I too had this same experience. And I have never been

the same since. I moved my family to Napa to be with them because

their power and glory surpasses the sun and moon and the stars together.

Know too that each of us here in the Mandir family, whether living in

Napa, or wherever in this world, feels the joy and love that you feel.

You have touched us all, and that is a great blessing.

Maa and Swami gave you this gift so that you can go forward and share

this love with the entire universe.

Be at peace, and take the hands of those who love you, and thank them

for being on Earth with you. For now they too have been blessed a

million times a million to see Maa and Swami in the flesh.

 

Please continue to share with us all here. though the miles maybe

great between us, there is no distance between hearts full of love.

 

God Bless You and your family.

 

Jai Maa Jai Swami

 

vishweshwar

 

 

 

 

-- In , kanna krishnan

<kanna_krishnan2002 wrote:

>

> Dear Family Members,

>

> I have been trying to pen down my experience ,the privilage of being

near in person of two divine entities few times but this keyboard

cannot express my feelings now ....................

>

> Few times my pranam to Ganesaji and Saraswathi Maa to allow me

success in this attempt but only tears  come . This predicament wholly

caused by Swamiji and Shree Maa .It was like a dream being in their

presence with my family .Devotees flock every moment in their feet, on

their lap, even if physically they could not be near their

" eyes "  devotedly blinks only for mili-second as not to lose them

from it sights.Sweet was my " tongue " with their prasad offering after

every prayer in Mira Mandir  . Proud was the " ears "  to confirm these

audio recording was truly Shree Maa's beautiful lovely  voice .My body

shivers in shyness seeing how Swamiji and Shree Maa physically not

being well but spiritually moving with out any bound with their children 

>

> Finally in front of them I was lost for words. ( I think now asking

boon in Chandi Path for only true devotion was lot more easier than

this !)Swamiji exclaimed, " Mantra ? mantra ? " when i came to

garland both this spiritual divinities and I felt how unfair was this

test . My tongue could not say anything when Maa Saraswathi and Brahma

is sittng in front me  she is not sitting on my tongue anymore but

in FRONT of me ! I was lost in their spiritual aura . That was it !

After years of practice and I could not  even say a word in front of

them only hand stammering and and eyes locked into deep blue eyes of

Swamiji. I saw Shree Maa smiling knowlingly at my predicament .Maa,

only you understand this child's state ........

>

> It has been so many years in this earth not meeting somebody you

want to meet to so much ....and when the moment come ,no words to

describe it . So many time my son Trilochan ask  his mother why father

in tears . He have not seen me like that before . Even now I can

see Swamiji smiling knowing how this all have unfolded...........It is

difficult to pen my experience my brothers and sisters, so many

thoughts are rushing , I really dont know where to start. I am

overwhelmed by wanting to share what I felt on those moments but sad

words are not  coming to my aid .

>

> All I could say right now is Maa thanks for everything for letting

me see Swamiji Maharaj . To whomever that arranged for this trip and

Mira Mandir thank you for making it possible . Sanjayji what can I

say  ! Thank you for saving Maa and Swamiji from our mad rush of

devotion by ushering them to their rest room . Parvathi Maa you are

the avarana devatas of that divine being -it beatiful to see your seva

for that Divine Mother of Universe !Kamala Maa  without you it would

be not possible for us to understand what is next  in this divine

play.........Sushilji priviliged are you to been serving and continue

to serve Swamiji, I take the dust of your feet always,Swami

Vitalananda your concern for us while we are lost in swirl pool of

devotion...........Thank you Swamiji.Not all names come to mind as

Swamiji's vision even this moment  does not allow the rest  thinking

to be done fairly

>

> And this time it was more HARDER to let go when Swamiji was leaving

I was clasping his hand hoping not to let go  but it has to happen .

Seems like her children's prayer in Napa Calfornia have won the

boon again !! Now  I will bury my self deeper in Chandi Path

recitation to take away my sadness and again attempt the boon of pure

devotion  -to tear apart the thought of separation from loved ones !

>

> I thank you all  here  for making this beautiful incident possible

in my life......................

>

> All I can say for now Jai Maa!!.

>

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Wonderful devotion! You conveyed very much in few words. What sweet

sorrow to be in the presence of the Beloved for a few swift moments.

 

, " inspectionconnection108 "

<inspectionconnection108 wrote:

>

> Namaste Dear Brother: great is Maa and Swami's Grace. Your pure

> devotion brought them to India to see you face to face, but for

years

> they have watched over you as you prayed and chanted. They are

never

> parted from us. It is only we who cannot see them for our eyes and

> hearts are filled with the images and emotions of everyday life.

> But they are always with us.

> Take solace in this fact. Close your eyes and still your mind, and

> they are there waiting for you.

> 10 years ago I too had this same experience. And I have never been

> the same since. I moved my family to Napa to be with them because

> their power and glory surpasses the sun and moon and the stars

together.

> Know too that each of us here in the Mandir family, whether living

in

> Napa, or wherever in this world, feels the joy and love that you

feel.

> You have touched us all, and that is a great blessing.

> Maa and Swami gave you this gift so that you can go forward and

share

> this love with the entire universe.

> Be at peace, and take the hands of those who love you, and thank

them

> for being on Earth with you. For now they too have been blessed a

> million times a million to see Maa and Swami in the flesh.

>

> Please continue to share with us all here. though the miles maybe

> great between us, there is no distance between hearts full of love.

>

> God Bless You and your family.

>

> Jai Maa Jai Swami

>

> vishweshwar

>

>

>

>

> -- In , kanna krishnan

> <kanna_krishnan2002@> wrote:

> >

> > Dear Family Members,

> >

> > I have been trying to pen down my experience ,the privilage of

being

> near in person of two divine entities few times but this keyboard

> cannot express my feelings now ....................

> >

> > Few times my pranam to Ganesaji and Saraswathi Maa to allow me

> success in this attempt but only tears  come . This

predicament wholly

> caused by Swamiji and Shree Maa .It was like a dream being in their

> presence with my family .Devotees flock every moment in their feet,

on

> their lap, even if physically they could not be near their

> " eyes "  devotedly blinks only for mili-second as not to lose them

> from it sights.Sweet was my " tongue " with their prasad offering

after

> every prayer in Mira Mandir  . Proud was the " ears "  to confirm these

> audio recording was truly Shree Maa's beautiful lovely  voice .My

body

> shivers in shyness seeing how Swamiji and Shree Maa physically not

> being well but spiritually moving with out any bound with their

children 

> >

> > Finally in front of them I was lost for words. ( I think now

asking

> boon in Chandi Path for only true devotion was lot more easier than

> this !)Swamiji exclaimed, " Mantra ? mantra ? " when i came to

> garland both this spiritual divinities and I felt how unfair was

this

> test . My tongue could not say anything when Maa Saraswathi and

Brahma

> is sittng in front me  she is not sitting on my tongue anymore but

> in FRONT of me ! I was lost in their spiritual aura . That was it !

> After years of practice and I could not  even say a word in front of

> them only hand stammering and and eyes locked into deep blue eyes of

> Swamiji. I saw Shree Maa smiling knowlingly at my predicament .Maa,

> only you understand this child's state ........

> >

> > It has been so many years in this earth not meeting somebody you

> want to meet to so much ....and when the moment come ,no words to

> describe it . So many time my son Trilochan ask  his mother why

father

> in tears . He have not seen me like that before . Even now I can

> see Swamiji smiling knowing how this all have unfolded...........It

is

> difficult to pen my experience my brothers and sisters, so many

> thoughts are rushing , I really dont know where to start. I am

> overwhelmed by wanting to share what I felt on those moments but sad

> words are not  coming to my aid .

> >

> > All I could say right now is Maa thanks for everything for letting

> me see Swamiji Maharaj . To whomever that arranged for this trip and

> Mira Mandir thank you for making it possible . Sanjayji what can I

> say  ! Thank you for saving Maa and Swamiji from our mad rush of

> devotion by ushering them to their rest room . Parvathi Maa you are

> the avarana devatas of that divine being -it beatiful to see your

seva

> for that Divine Mother of Universe !Kamala Maa  without you it would

> be not possible for us to understand what is next  in this divine

> play.........Sushilji priviliged are you to been serving and

continue

> to serve Swamiji, I take the dust of your feet always,Swami

> Vitalananda your concern for us while we are lost in swirl pool of

> devotion...........Thank you Swamiji.Not all names come to mind as

> Swamiji's vision even this moment  does not allow the rest  thinking

> to be done fairly

> >

> > And this time it was more HARDER to let go when Swamiji was

leaving

> I was clasping his hand hoping not to let go  but it has to happen .

> Seems like her children's prayer in Napa Calfornia have won the

> boon again !! Now  I will bury my self deeper in Chandi Path

> recitation to take away my sadness and again attempt the boon of

pure

> devotion  -to tear apart the thought of separation from loved ones !

> >

> > I thank you all  here  for making this beautiful incident possible

> in my life......................

> >

> > All I can say for now Jai Maa!!.

> >

>

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Namaste Kanna,

 

Your devotion has touched many hearts.

 

It is true that Maa and Swamiji inspire the highest devotion. They

have touched our lives in different ways.

 

They embody the presence of The Divine. Yet they are so human and so

humane.

 

I have learnt so much from their Bhava.

 

They are with me all the time... It's like being in love. The

'presence' of the beloved becomes so real after a while that everyone

begins to 'see' it.

 

I live the moments I shared with them, in my mind. Their embrace,

insights, their 'leela', love, encouragement, advise and just the

simple feeling of sharing the air space....What a treasure we share!

 

Kanna you are becoming an epidemic. You are infecting us all with your

virus....

 

Jai Maa and Jai Swamiji!

 

Manjushri

 

 

, " mjfisher2005 " <mjfisher2005

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>

> Wonderful devotion!

> >

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