to Vaisnavi: 60's speak and more

[Guest guest]

Dear Vaisnavi ~ first, I want to say that I don't believe there is anything

wrong with a poetical/mystical way of thinking/feeling/being. This is the

place from which music, poetry and art are born, and where would we be

without it. Some of my earliest spiritual experiences were through this frame

of mind, and whenever I wrote music or poetry, I never felt like the doer,

only that the Sacred was speaking through me. I am believing your creative,

beautiful daughter knows a lot about this state.

 

I am so sorry to hear about the police. I had to do that once, and it was

frightening ... also they called an ambulance and made me go to the

emergency room because my partner had punched me. Please stay with the group.

All

here save one support you. The best we can all do is to stop replying to his

posts and put our minds on another topic. And I hope you will continue to

feel that you can share your hard times with us. That is part of being in

satsang. Jai Ma

~ Linda

 

 

Vaisnavi wrote:

 

I did not know my " 60's " speak would offend, and I know Mother knows my

heart. I really need the support of all of the devotees, as I support them.

I do what I can. I was simply at a really terrifying place and Tom I wish

you could have had my " Back " when the Police were here the other night.

I am a frightened, verbally abused woman my husband drinks 10 hrs a day. How

was Amma fousted upon my Husband? Amma is my Guru, I gave her my alcohol,

my ciggerettes, my drugs, and I am trying to rid the vasanas. I will get

off the group if I'm not intellegent enough. I'm not always suffering and

sad. Gosh this was my safe place. Love to all vaishnavi