to Vaisnavi about difficult choices

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Dear Vaisnavi ~ your path is so hard. I know something about having a

chronic illness as part of my journey, and sometimes I feel despair, and

sometimes I don't want to go on. Part of what keeps me going is my faith, this

group and my own beloved daughter, Amy.

 

Please leave the abuse; it only makes the illness worse. And please don't

stop taking your meds. They are there to help you. Please go to your

daughter if that is an option, or to San Ramon. You need freedom from the

abuse,

dear sister, and I am having tears of empathy because I understand all too

well that difficult choice. Take care of yourself and that is doing the best

you can for Amma, for your daughter, for your loved ones. And please keep

sharing your path and the difficult emotions with us. We are here for you.

Jai Ma

Blessings ~ Linda

 

 

Visnaivi wrote:

 

Heavy stuff going on , very painful, I don't lnow wheather to give up on

the interferon, and stay in the abusive bardo, or go home to the ashram, my

daughter, and just take the time I got left heppy you know?

 

Attacked this AM, should I leave everything in Illinois and go to San

Ramone? Abandon this " health plan " and go on faith?