Need Advise from Sai Devotees

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Sai Ram,

 

I need a little advise - well a big one which will shape my future.

 

Let me tell you a little about the background - I had graduated from

college with comp sci 5 years ago, however in the mist of getting

married, juggling with family and in-laws (i had a love marriage

after knowing each other for more than 5 years (we went college

together) but my in-laws didnt like me and always use to put me down

and tried to get my husband and i into fights and pull us apart and

they eventually got successful and my husband and i are no longer

together)

 

My husband's family were very advert devotee of Sathya Sai BABA, we

have even been to Puttaparthi after marriage to receive BABA's

blessings. I guess I didnt have that much firm faith in BABA when my

husband and I were together, (I had firm faith in Lord Krishna)

however during our separation, i really developed firm faith in

BABA. And i always used to tell BABA that BABA YOU have to get us

back to gether as I am born in Hindu family and for Hindus we only

get married once and it is a sin for married girls to return back to

the parent's family (Like Sitaji didnt not got back to King Dashrath

after she was abandanded by Lord Rama - she went to forest and lived

in an ashram) But I guess i had to face the inevitable and got

separated...

 

I still have my sympathies for my ex-husband and will not get married

again... So in this case I would need to come up and stand on my

feet. I have already dedicated my life toward BABA's devotion and

service. I know that i am going thru a deep deperassion. How can

your world be the same if your best friend/companion/husband

abandanes you and he was the center of my world for more than 8 years

of my life... I am going thru deperassion However at this point i

need to think about my career (as i have never done that before - I

always gave priority to my husband and his family - but when i was

working they always had issues with me)

 

So my question is --- since i have always worked as an assistant or

seceratory i am not able to get a job. I came across this " Quality

Assurance Analyst " training that they train you, help you prepare the

resume and also do mock interviews and then place you on projects.

My question is that i think when they help me re-do my resume they

will be putting projects that they taught me but i was not involved

or part of but will be on my resume. Ethically, i dont think this is

right, but to get a secure/stable job, i would have to do this.

 

I need advise on this... should i persue this training. I kind of

know that this is not ethical, but i have been looking for a job from

last 10 months and still have not been able to place myself in the

market... I hate to be a burden to my parents. and i really need to

do something... could you please suggest or share your thoughts on

this...

 

Thanks for reading my story and thanks in advance for your help.

 

BABA ki

mina