To Jatin / Clearing of confusion...Help need to decide

May 13, 2008

Dear Raja,

Great advice for Jatin, you've expressed your thoughts better than I

could, thanks!

Om Namah Shivaya

, " Raja Gursahani "

<rajagursahani wrote:

>

> yes please trust lord shiva. this sounds evagelical once again, but

like

> narasimha has said just trust the process and trust lord shiva. the

most

> important thing is that when you first wore the beads did you feel

closer to

> him. i did for some reason. i started repeating mantras of lord

shiva. yes

> it was like a magical force but not powerful like a nuclear bomb

but more

> like a subtle energy of gentless and love. then you do get excited

because

> you realize the beads are really connected to him and that he did

give them

> to us to realize compassion. he gave those beads because when his

tears came

> down his face he realized from his sadhana how much people have

suffered and

> continue suffer so out of his great intelligence and compassion

from this

> sadhana he gave compassion towards us. the most important lesson of

the

> beads is not what he gives you materially or spiritually for that

matter of

> fact. the most important thing is that you recognize the virtue of

> compassion in your life. you must now share this compassion with

others. so

> in essence i think you are resisting your development of the beads

you

> already have and look up the word compassion. by the way i just

provided the

> link for the word so you can understand its meaning. if you don't

understand

> the meaning then how can you become it?

>

> http://www.google.com/search?hl=en

> <http://www.google.com/search?

hl=en & defl=en & q=define:compassion & sa=X & oi=glos

> sary_definition & ct=title>

> & defl=en & q=define:compassion & sa=X & oi=glossary_definition & ct=title

>

> hope this helps you and begins your journey to a new divine self!!!

>

> namaskar,

>

> __________

>

> Raja Gursahani

> (: 559.474.8576

> ,: rajagursahani

>

May 14, 2008

i hope i am just assisting your narasimha. i am just pouring out this as a result of the beads. as you notice before the beads i didn't really participate in the group list as much as now. the beads actually have encouraged me to write more about it. the beads have strengthened my spirituality.

namaskar,

__________

Raja Gursahani (: 559.474.8576 ,: rajagursahani