Guest guest Posted August 2, 2008 Report Share Posted August 2, 2008 Namaste Anupriya, Long time no see. Sorry to hear you generally find life depressing. Please cheer up and see things from a different perspective. Generally if there are changes but nothing else goes badly wrong, rudraksha is doing their work of protection and gradually removing dense layers of karma incurred by us from previous lives. Through cleansing of these karmas, we can then have a new window or new avenues to pursue. It takes time to clear things up. Suggest you to be more patient and keep faith. There are many people who manage to get through hardships and come out the other end with success. Rudrakshas are like kavachs and they also assist in making a person stronger (builds inner strength and insight or wisdom with the passage of time). Please understand that career moves have to be planned sometimes. If you are unhappy in one company, try and seek a better position with better pay. Everyone needs to be proactive if they want a satisfying career. About parents, many folks have elderly parents whose health aren't good. As people get older, there are bound to be some health matters that require care from doctors, taking of medications, eating correct diet, taking enough exercise and rest. If allopathic medicine cannnot help, try to find an expert Ayurvedic physician. Ayurvedic herbals and minerals have been known to remedy or control the most difficult problems. About puja and mantra, don't reproach or punish yourself about maybe not performing them correctly. Not all people can perform perfect pujas and God/dess understands this and forgives. Keep your faith up and it will carry you to brighter horizons one of these days. Stop feeling like a failure. We all fail at some point in life. In order to succeed, we must first taste the bitter fruit of failure and learn from it. Then we become experienced how to deal with things and move on from there. Please cheer up and lift up your chin. Nothing can be that bad and know that God/dess can see and hear. One day you will be surprised by the blessings that will come your way. When they do, remember to give thanks, even for small blessings. Then bigger blessings will appear. About marriage, I'm not sure of your exact situation but would like to suggest meeting some guys recommended by a relative or a matchmaker. You don't have to be shy. This happens a lot in India and other countries where Indian families live. Its a good way of meeting people to see if they interest you, etc. After all, many matchmakers will not introduce someone with a bad history. If you are a homebody, try going out a bit more with friends and do things that girls normally like doing and enjoy the activities. Don't brood at home as this will not help your emotional state of mind. If you have a 12 mukhi bead, you can meditate on it with the mantra : Aum Kraum Sraum Raum Namah. Twelve mukhi Lord Surya Rudraksha is ruled by Lord Sun and also contains th 12 Adityas that bring brightness, radiance and brilliance. Alternatively, you can consider an Akarshaya Siddh Mala: /dispProduct.php?prodId=1222 If you wish to discuss the above mala and what other materials it can be strung with, please send an Enquiry to Rudra Centre at: /sendEnquiry.php Om Namah Shivaya , itsmeanupriya <no_reply wrote: > > Namaste, > > I had started wearing rudraksha by way of a lagna yog mala, followed by > Saraswati mala since last one and half year and till today i recite the > mantra daily. Though I found a lot of changes during the last year, i > did not find any 100% positive results. My career is still unsettled, health > of parents is not good, my post graduation studies not going good, > nothing positive on the marriage front and generally life seems > depressing. I feel like a failure on all fronts sometimes. > > Sometimes i question myself, there must be shortcomings in my puja or > way of worship. May be i have been following the wrong path all this > while. Please guide me what can i do to regain my confidence. How can > i improve upon my condition. What combination of beads can i add to the > existing mala to remove the negativity? > > > Thanks > Anupriya > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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