Guest guest Posted August 17, 2008 Report Share Posted August 17, 2008 Namaste Raja & Clandestinely, Thank you so much for bringing this up. I have been going through this same experience in the past many months and was completely unaware that it could be a resurfacing of bad karmas which are being expunged by rudraksha. I clearly remember having this feeling a few months after wearing every new rudraksha mala and was always confused thinking the same as Raja that Rudraksha is supposed to bring out more sattvic tendencies and not to eat non-vegetairan food and other unwanted thoughts. This feeling is like an On and OFF thing. When the urge comes to eat meat it is very intense and eating little quantities is just not satisfying and I end up eating more than required. The feelings after eating meat is so disgusting at times that if I don't take my thoughts else where or get busy with something I will end throwing up. Then I make a resolve not to eat meat from next time onwards but when again meat is presented with its tempting names and wonderful colours I end up on the loosing side. One particular thing I have noticed after wearing Rudraksha's for some time is that you can visualise things in detail, especially if you have seen or know what you are thinking about. This makes it tough to fight of urges like eating meat as it appears tempting beyond compare. After a few times of eating meat the urge to eat more meat completely goes off and Iam not at all concerned if the person next to me is eating it while Iam not. Then after a few weeks again the urge builds up and this time it is even more forceful than the previous time. Iam so glad that I read this post as it relieves me to know that there are others going through similar situation and its just not me alone. Infact it never occured to me that I could discuss this feeling here. Clandestinely's message just gave a good moral boost to stick to our guns and not let go off of ourselves and be happy in the fact that it is not the end of the world and Bad karma's will eventually get cleared up. Dhanyavaad once again, Aum Sree GauriShankaray Namah --- On Sat, 8/16/08, clandestinely <clandestinely wrote: clandestinely <clandestinelyRBSC : Raja / this may sound odd but to be honest Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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