To Anil / this may sound odd but to be honest

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Thank you Anil ji. Glad to give back an iota of what I have received

from this forum for years.

 

Life on earth was never meant to be fun. It was supposed to be one

battle after the other(so that we could learn the reality of our

physical transcience. But Rudrakshas are SUCH a wonderful cushioning

in times of fall, with the fall also turning to a small pit instead

of the deep recesses of some dark valley...We not only survive the

falls with them, but get up each time with more strength and

conviction in the divine source.

 

Om Namah Shivaya

 

 

 

, Anil Kumar

<yogi75ank wrote:

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> Namaste Raja & Clandestinely,

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> Thank you so much for bringing this up. I have been going through

this same experience in the past many months and was completely

unaware that it could be a resurfacing of bad karmas which are

being expunged by rudraksha. I clearly remember having this feeling

a few months after wearing every new rudraksha mala and was always

confused thinking the same as Raja that Rudraksha is supposed to

bring out more sattvic tendencies and not to eat non-vegetairan food

and other unwanted thoughts.

>  

> This feeling is like an On and OFF thing. When the urge comes to

eat meat it is very intense and eating little quantities is just not

satisfying and I end up eating more than required.

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> The feelings after eating meat is so disgusting at times that if I

don't take my thoughts else where or get busy with something I will

end throwing up. Then I make a resolve not to eat meat from next

time onwards but when again meat is presented with its tempting

names and wonderful colours I end up on the loosing side.

>  

> One particular thing I have noticed after wearing Rudraksha's for

some time is that you can visualise things in  detail, especially if

you have seen or know what you are thinking about. This makes it

tough to fight of urges like eating meat as it appears tempting

beyond compare.

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> After a few times of eating meat the urge to eat more meat

completely goes off and Iam not at all concerned if the person next

to me is eating it while Iam not. Then after a few weeks again the

urge builds up and this time it is even more forceful than the

previous time.

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> Iam so glad that I read this post as it relieves me to know that

there are others going through similar situation and its just not me

alone. Infact it never occured to me that I could discuss this

feeling here.

>  

> Clandestinely's message just gave a good moral boost to stick to

our guns and not let go off of ourselves and be happy in the fact

that it is not the end of the world and Bad karma's will eventually

get cleared up.

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> Dhanyavaad once again,

>  

> Aum Sree GauriShankaray Namah

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