To Raja/ this may sound odd but to be honest

[Guest guest]

Dear Raja,

 

Felt so happy to read that you have worn your beads again. Also, was

particularly happy to read,

 

" ....what i am going through is also normal and there is no need to

feel that i can't share because of the feeling that i am supposed to

look perfect "

......when I read this, I thought about your message where you

mentioned that you were doubting your beads because you felt they

were not helping your ego. Well, your own words today are a

testament of the working of your rudraksha beads.

 

I understand that it is hard to show one's human side

professionally, but we have to remember constantly that none of us

are perfect.....we are all humans of the Kali Yuga! I teach in

University time and again, and as a teacher am supposed to be

balanced most of the time...but, does it happen ? Not always-- I

have my days of negative energies and Bhuktis that take away the

balance. Was hard to pacify myself that I am not perfect while in my

professor shoes....But, then I made peace with the fact that its

alright to be human...and I find that students not only learnt much

better in my class, but respected me and looked up to me.

 

And this is just a personal thing I am about to share: One lesson I

have learnt along the way of life is to not have the future read by

clairvoyants/ astrologers for the purpose of forecasting(ESPECIALLY

when going through a rough patch.) During such times it has helped

to only know religious remedial measures and not minute dasha

forecasting details, etc..... I found myself expecting hardship when

told of a bad time even when things were not as intense! I found it

hard to be optimistic... long story cut short: I TOOK AWAY THE

ABILITY OF MY AJNA CHAKRA to help me see what was my path, and

relied instead on the readings of my chart. With Rudrakshas, karmas

change and bring to us benefits that are beyond the charts. With

good Karmas and penance, etc. we create new avenues in our charts.

Never in my wildest imagination had I expected things that

Rudrakshas have given me: and they have not been read in my chart by

experts. Try leave everything on to Bholenath and he will save and

protect you through all dashas and bhuktis.

 

Lastly, dear friend, I wanted to suggest that if you are not already

wearing, please wear a Siddha bracelet or mala: it is extremely

beneficial in balancing negativities and is a perfect " circuit " (as

qouted in the forum before) in itself that intensifies the effect of

the other mukhis worn separately.

 

I hope I did not say anything to upset anyone's views or beliefs.

 

Om Namah Shivaya.

Om Namah Narayana.