Knowing Nothing and Asking for Answer.. Simona from NY City

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Sai Ram to ALL,

 

While I was writing, I heard the voice within telling me to pass on this message that might help

many who are confused and lost in the darkness of their own minds as I was...and we still are from

time to time...but God is right here, just be open to receive the answer...SURRENDER...love, Simona

 

 

Dear Satish,

 

I got powerful messages from the divine ...I will tell you when the time comes ok?

What I can tell you now is this...last year when I was very sick...many panic attacks...

one evening before I went to sleep( I could not even go out for 2 months) so, that night

I was feeling very confused about God... about all I studied as sacred healing... about all Baba's teachings...

about all enlightened beings I met in human form...I felt drained and KNOWING NOTHING...that night

I prayed crying like this" PLEASE GOD, THE ONLY TRUE GOD OF THIS UNIVERSE AND BEYOND

REVEAL TO ME THROUGH WHAT HUMAN FORM THE ENERGY OF MOST PURE LOVE THAT GOD

MANIFESTS AT THIS MOMENT OF WORLDLY TIME? PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE HELP ME UNDERSTAND

WHAT IS GOING ON WITH THIS BODY NAMED SIMONA THAT CARRIES THE DIVINE SPARK WITHIN?"

I woke up at 7 AM to go to the bathroom and when I came back in bed to continue to sleep I received the answer.

My eyes were half closed and half open and I saw very clear a round blue light like the moon and inside it started to

form the face of a human being...I remember nose first, then mouth...then the form of the face...meaning I did not know

who's face was until I've seen the eyes and Sathya Sai Baba's hair...Baba was inside the moon...I was not asleep...God

gave me the answer through what form the flow of divine love and high consciousness manifests at this moment

of our wordily time( which is very different than God's time). NOW IT COMES THE POWERFUL MESSAGE...Yesterday,

I received the book written by Anita Bacha called" MY JOURNEY WITH GOD"...it is indeed Swami that guided Anita through

every word of that book...Anita is a perfect love instrument and Swami connected us in a mysterious way as I was also

connected with other human beings like Dr, Mohan from New Jersey, USA who I also never met in person but in spirit

and Baba connected us in order to collaborate part of the divine plan in such a miraculous way that I can write it as chapter

of a book..Vijaya who I feel like my sister that I never had in this present lifetime and who mailed me the scared book

called TAPOVANAM( which you also received today from Vijaya) ..sis Vijaya lives in India and I have to believe that one day we'll meet face to face...then, granny Maria( she lives in USA) who I never met in this present lifetime BUT she was such an inspiration in those moments of fear that I experienced in the past and she still IS...

...Then, Chandragupt who also lives in India and who was blessed to hear about Swami through his guru...Steven from Malaysia who

is such a happy being( I can feel it form the distance)...Hari who lives in India and serves the sick poor people by traveling with them

miles and miles away to Swami's hospitals in order to help them being admitted in Sai Baba's hospitals without the obstacle of

paying for surgeries or medicines...then you, Satish who at such an young age ( human age) do a tremendous work through spiritual

connection with Shirdi Baba( you just have to go find Baba alive at Parthi)...I was also connected for short time with other devotees..Baba

was also showing me that not all of those that claim to be God love instruments are ready to serve without the ego obstacle but I love them anyway and I thank them for the experience that taught me a big time lesson...the lesson of REFLECTION IN THE MIRROR...also

myself to be aware when the ego gets activated...I also met a young lady from my country, Romania in a truly mysterious way...beyond

human imagination...her name is Laura but I won't go in details about our connection because she is still fragile as I was some time ago...I am writing about Laura because I feel she does not mind posting her name on Sainews...Laura is very much connected with

Jesus in spirit and she knows very little( from me) about Swami...I am passing on this message to all of those God guides me to pass it

on in order to make humans aware about THE GLORY OF LOVE that GOD IS...while I was so hurt by my own blood family, God

sent me people that I am very much aware that they are in fact my family...we are all a huge family...THE HUMAN FAMILY...and the

most powerful thing is that I never got face to face with all Swami's messengers as of now...but we are much closer in spirit than our human limited mind can even imagine.

I still have no idea how we'll pay our bills next months because I have no job( human job) since two years ago and my husband works so hard to help us survive...the money he makes does not cover at all our expenses but somehow...in the same mysterious way

that only Swami knows to manifest, we handle te bills...not easy at all...but this is between Baba and myself...when the time comes

LOVE will free us from this huge burden...I only serve LOVE...and BABA IS LOVE IN ACTION...blessed are those who can see Swami

not only as a human form but beyond this form that looks as an old and fragile human being!

What made me write this email for all of those who love God it is the present moment that I feel blessed to experience right here and now!

I have in my hand Anita Bacha's new book" MY JOURNEY WITH GOD"... on the ouside front cover of the book , it is the

picture that I was blessed to receive as the answer to my question on that night when I was lost in fear. .Sathya Sai Baba's human face inside the moon was the answer to my question" PLEASE GOD REVEAL TO ME THROUGH ME TO WHAT HUMAN FORM THE ENERGY OF THE MOST PURE LOVE MANIFESTS AT THIS MOMENT?"... I write and cry...when I opened the package and I got the book written by Anita in my hand and I saw the exact same picture that I also visualized with my eyes opened that morning when I was lost in the darkness of my own mind, I felt as I was energized at a huge vibrational frequency of DIVINE LOVE that is possible to

manifest through a human body.

I have much more to write about GOD...I feel deep down in my heart that LOVE continues to teach me the way to kindness and tolerance towards what humans call bad or miserable. The divine spirit of GOD that LOVE IS ... flowing through Sathya Sai Baba's physical form IS the best teacher, mother, father, friend, saint, master, God ..( name it how you feel it in your heart) of our worldly times and beyond!...Baba says" PRACTICE MAKES MAN PERFECT"...I still have to practice applying everyday all that I studied from Swami's teachings in order to become a more loving, kind and tolerant human being. Baba also says that practice helps us grow beyond humans which is the way to our true home...for those who feel to read Anita Bacha's new book please contact her directly at: akbauk and ask her where you can get this book...in LOVE service, Simona from NY CITY

 

 

satish kumar <gudari2986

vijay laxmi <ranawatvl65

Cc: sosian <sosian

Thu, 26 Mar 2009 10:36 am

sai books

 

 

 

hello vijay laxmi sis

 

I have received the books today..thank you so much..may sai bless you...I will start reading those....

 

sai ram

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Thanks & Regards,

Satish