Notes from My Diary: My Personal Journey to Find Swami Within part 4............to be cont........

March 28, 2009

Aum Sairam,Humble pranam at the lotus feet of Bhagwan!! I had been asked many times from my

sai family to share my story I did not know where to begin . The story

about Angel I wrote in 2001 to share with my friends who were there to

help me, I could not repeat same story again and again so I had it

written down for my friends.As swami says Birth is the truth and so is the death, we have to accept in similar way because we are beyond that.I am still getting pealed everyday like an onion, everyday is a new birth for me. I make mistakes everyday and learn from that. Now I feel whatever I go through, happy or sorrow ...I am not alone at all I have my swami with me to help me. According to e-mails I was receiving, I made your eyes wet. I am sorry. It was just one part of whole drama of life and I do not know what karma we have brought for the future but I am not

scared now because of who I have with me, It is swami. I only needed to realize that;s it.I humbly apologize if there are any mistakes. At the Lotus feet of Bhagwan,Seema rudrasaikarki Balvikas websites www.mysai.multiply.comhttp://childrenofgodusa2doneclasses.blogspot.com/http://childrenofgodusa.blogspot.com/