Bhagwan Si Sai - The Supreme Bliss! - By Sai Veena swamy mahadevan Part 01

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OM SRI SAI RAM "

 

I wud like to share some of my experiences that I have had in my daily

life....coz there are innumerable experiences out of which i wud choose few..

 

To say about my family, we are a 4 member nuclear family,My father being a

staunch devotee of Bhagwan ever since the times i can remember...and my mom and

younger brother too being devotees...

 

Just like my father i too strongly believe in Bhagwan and HE has proved for

me that HE is always with me.There was a crucial moment in my life..after i

finished my 12th in 2002,i appeared for the entrance examinations and we were

awaiting the results.I didn't have much hope that time and as I expected the

results were unfavourable...I was always interested in joining a medical

proffession(MBBS) since my childhood and my parents too had inspired me and they

too wished the same..and getting through the entrance exams was not an easy

task..

 

Disappointed,and not knowing what to do...I decided to spend an year

studying thoroughly for the same to appear for the exams next year,for i has

hopes too.. and as I suggested my parents though not willing to go by my

decision...finally approved for I was stubborn on my part.They joined me in a

reputed institution training students for the same nearly 2 hours travel from

home and I had to be in the hostel for the first time in my life...!!! I was

ready to bear the difficulties coz my aim was everything for me! I always carry

sai satcharitha with me and read it regularly.By Bhagwan's grace,I could stay

there being alone for the first time and I successfully completed my studies.

 

In 2003,we were all expecting much...and this time too when the same thing

happened,eveything turned topsy-turvy...Still my parents never uttered a word or

blamed me,though I had an ill- feeling from inside.I really prayed to Swami

grieving from inside not knowing why did all this happen....coz i was sure now

it was HIM being the only one who can help me for i have done my part....

 

Being of no use I attended the counselling,where I was given Ayurveda which i

didnt want.I was told within few days If any of the candidate leaves or any

change of that sort I would be called for.Still getting MBBS was sure out of

reach.Few months passed and many of my friends got their seats for engineering

and some other courses and few for medicine too..

 

I was still in a dialemma and was least interested in engineering..I have

heard lots of cases where Bhagwan himself paved a way for many...but that was

the time when I even couldn't believe in Bhagwan....As not to make me sit

idle,my parents asked me to join for some degree course temporarily,until

anything works out,for they feared I would lose another year of my

life.Completely out of disinterest I agreed and nearly for a month I attended my

classes.Daily morning I get up I pray to Bhagwan,looking at HIS photo and

thinking atleast today he would make my day...I had started changing from

myself really a very bad state,not knowing what i was doing...

 

Life during those times was really a hell for me,completely worthless...and I

has a feeling I was fit for nothing...It was during those times I has to face

such a situation,experiencing much mental trauma too.Things were more worse than

a student of my age can face... It was during these days when after coming from

college I prayed from the bottom of my heart to Swami...crying very badly in my

pooja room,at HIS photo,I pleaded HIM.... " SWAMI, plz..If not MBBS,BDS atleast

you couldn't get me.... " Within two days I myself experienced good changes..Then

we came to know there was a Private seat available for BDS in one

college,though it costed more my parents decided they will join me there for

they couldn't keep watching my pathetic condition...Soon after enquiring about

it,my parents saw the college and I was appointed as a student there...Even now

I remember sobbing looking at Swami's photo out of helpessness...and now I can

say that its HIM-THE SUPREME

BLISS who has fulfilled my longlasting ambition somehow at the end...I really

dont have words to express how GREAT is SWAMI!!! This is just one instance of my

life....There are still more which I will be writing about soon.

 

And now I 'm thankfull to MY SAI for his grace showered upon me and my

family...and I have never felt sad I could never get an MBBS thereaftter for am

much satisfied with what I got....still SAI is with me helping me to get through

in my BDS examinations.....I have completed my 3RD year exams now and am praying

HIM to pass me and I strongly believe in HIM.Without HIS grace i have no

existence and am thankfull to him to grant me such parents too...coz without

their support I wouldnt have had the courage to face all this!!! KOTI PRANAMS TO

SAI....BE WITH US AND BLESS US ALWAYS!

 

JAI SAI RAM!!!

Sai Veena Swamy Mahadevan

 

Continued......