Guest guest Posted March 4, 2000 Report Share Posted March 4, 2000 IN THE LAP OF HIS MOTHER Soon enough, he installed their images in his prayer room and started worshipping them in his own way. Even from his childhood, Naren evinced great interest in meditation and soon concentration and meditation became his pastime. His tremendous power to meditate and concentrate baffled his friends and parents, as he was often seen sitting in front of his idols, Rama and Sita, lost to the external world. During this period, he also developed great love for Hanuman, which he had acquired listening to a Ramayana recital in the neighborhood. He felt an intense desire to meet Hanuman in person, who reportedly had his abode in banana groves. With total " Shraddha " , he entered a banana grove nearby and started calling upon Hanuman to make this appearance. Unmindful of home, food or time, he sat there meditating on Hanuman. But the tender yearnings of his innocent heart could not bring Hanuman and he went home disappointed and crying. His mother had to come to his rescue consoling him. FRIENDSHIP WITH COACHMAN Himself physically strong, he has a special liking and admiration for strength everywhere and in every form. Among those he admired most in his childhood was his father's coachman. Naren loved his coachman with his big moustache and turban, majestically going round with a driving whip in his hand, for, in him he found his idea of strength and power. One of his childhood ambitions was to become a coachman, and he used to proclaim proudly the same. Yes, coach driver he did become, but in a different sense. As Swami Vivekananda, he did drive the Nation's coach out of its ruts and started it rolling along a bright new path to a glorious destiny. NAREN TURNS A SHIVA DEVOTEE The coachman was his friend, philosopher and guide. He was often found engaged in serious conversation with the coachman and his opinion was of great importance to Naren. One day, in the course of his talk, the coachman told Naren that it was not good to marry. He narrated his own personal experience of married life which was not at all happy and peaceful. He always had quarrels with his wife and found it difficult to manage and feed his children. Naren was convinced that a married man had to forfeit his freedom and happiness and only misery was his lot. Naren listened to this and immediately decided not to marry. Unfortunately, in his mind, there arose a small contradiction as his favorite deities Rama and Sita were married. This worried him and upset him so much that he began to weep. Later, when he confided in his mother about this, she told him that he could turn his devotion to Shiva in place of Sri Rama. That very evening he removed the image of Rama and Sita (from his prayer room) and installed Lord Shiva and started worshipping him. His decision to remain unmarried was irrevocable like Bhishma's vow and he remained a true brahmacharin throughout his life. Cont. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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