Guest guest Posted February 24, 2001 Report Share Posted February 24, 2001 DEAR SIR, CAN I HAVE E-MAIL ID OF NIRMALANANDA,WHO TALKED TO SWAMI RAMAKRISHNA PARAMHAMSA & SWAMI VIVEKANANDA. I AM VERY EAGER TO TALK TO HIM. URS SINCERELY, KIRAN. --- Vivekananda Centre <vivekananda wrote: > Sri Ramakrishna Charanam Saranam, Sri Sri Ma > > Dear Jay, > Namaskar > There is no harm in posting this letter in the list. This is a classical > example of Thakur initiating one of His disciples just by a mere glance. > Tulsi Maharaj's inner being (or kundalini ?) was lifted to create a sudden > creeping sensation in his bosom. And his ordinary life was transformed into > a life of a tireless & wonderful Missionary by just a mere glance!. > > Perhaps our Smamiji must have kept this incident of his Gurubhai Tulsi in > his mind while composing the lines, ... " jnaananjana vimala nayana veekshane > moha jaay... " in the famous arati song of our Order! > Regards > Prakash. > > ========exchange of letter with Tulsi Maharaj==== > > Sri Ramakrishna Charanam Saranam, Sri Sri Ma > Revered Maharaj, > Please accept our humble sashtanga pranams. > Today is the 137 birthday anniversary (Thithi puja) of Tulsi Maharaj (Swami > Nirmalananda). On this occassion, I am enclosing below an interesting letter > written by Tulsi Maharaj as a reply to our Madhavanandaji, the 9th President > of the Mission and the then Editor of Prabuddha Bharata regarding his > association with Thakur and Swamiji. Please note that He is addressing > Madhavanandaji by his Pre-monastic name as Nirmal. > Pranams > Prakash > > The Lotus Feet of Sri Sri Guru Deva are my refuge > Prabuddha Keralam Office > Trivandrum, > 23 Nov 1923 > My Dear Nirmal, > Received your affectionate post card here yesterday. Very glad to know that > you are all doing well. I came here a few days ago. As I was gradually > becoming weaker I have thought of staying here for sometime for treatment > under Dr. Thampi's care. It will be as the Lord Decides. From the day my > ailment has been detected, I have restricted my diet to the best of my > knowledge. Now my diet is being regulated under Dr Thampi's directions. This > is the modern method, i.e., half ration, fasting etc, alongwith some > medicine. The Sugar in the urine has been reduced to some extend. But the > weakness is there as before. Doctor says that it will continue until blood > sugar is perfectly normal. The disease is only arrested when the sugar is > reduced in the urine. When the blood sugar will become normal there will be > no longer any special ground for anxiety. > > You have asked me to write an account of how I had the good fortune to > meet Thakur with a view to incorporating it in the new life, but about that > I cannot find out any incident worth mentioning which you can include in the > new book. Besides I do not remember the year, date, thithi etc. For your > information I am stating how our first meeting took place and also one or > two incidents subsequent to it. > > One late afternoon, about 5.30pm, when chatting with some boys of our > quarter (Bosepara), it was suddenly noised about that a Paramahamsa had come > to the house of Balram Babu. Many people of the neighborhood were going to > see him. After sometime it occurred to me, " why not I go? Let me see what > kind of Paramahamsa he is. " > > Our home was quite close to Balaram Babu's. Two minutes' walk. I threw a > chaddar on my person and ran. Reaching the upstairs, I found that Balaram > Babu's parlor and veranda were packed with visitors. There was hardly any > room in the parlor. Peeping in I saw that in the centre of the room was > placed a carpet on a small cushion and a stout pillow on it. But the > paramahamsa was not there. The seat was vacant. I was then eighteen or > nineteen years old. As I was young and was not acquainted with anyone, I did > not dare to ask anybody as to where the Paramahamsa was. I, therefore, went > to the western veranda and leaning against the wall of the room, I waited. > > Some five or seven minutes later, I saw a man coming with tottering > steps; like one dead drunk from the inside of the house, along that very > western veranda. He was not looking at anything, but was absorbed in > himself, He came to where I stood, looked at me for half a minute or so and > then slowly staggered on into the parlor. He did not exchange a single word > with me and I stood nonplussed and forgot even to salute him. As he entered > the room, I felt a creeping sensation within my bosom as if my whole body, > from head to foot, became paralyzed. When this sensation awaited a little, I > ran back to my house where after some rest I recovered. > > This was my first meeting with Sree Ramakrishna. But I did not know at > the time that he lived at Dakshineswar and his name was Sree Ramakrishna. > After this meeting I did not make enquiries as to who he was, where he lived > etc. I think this incidents took place a year or little less before the > meeting of Sri Ramakrishna with Sri Girish Babu. I never kept any diary of > life incidents, and therefore I do not remember anything about date, month, > year etc. > > A few days after the incidents, one day after finishing midday meal, I > went to Hari Maharaj's house to see him. He was my friend from boyhood days, > and his residence was close to ours. We used to meet each other often. On > that day he said, " let us go to Dakshineswar and see Paramahamsa Deva. " > > We went to Dakshineswar by boat from Baghbazar Ghat. (Hari Maharaj, > Gangadhar, one or two more used to visit now and then Rani Rasmani's Kali > Temple). I thought he must be another Paramahams and he whom I saw at > Balaram Babu's house must be a different person for I never been to Kali > temple before. Unfortunately Paramahamsa Deva was not there that date. He > had gone to Calcutta. I missed him. We were looking on the different > pictures of Gods and Goddesses hanging from the wall in his room. A photo of > his was also hanging from the wall. Suddenly my eyes fell on it and i was > startled. On asking hari Maharaj, he said, " It is the photo of Paramahamsa > Deva. " I replied, " I have seen Him " He asked, " where? " . " At the house of > Balaram Babu, " I replied. " Then it allright " he said. > > Shortly after this one day I walked from my house to Dakshineswar alone. > It was half past eleven or twelve, when I reached the Kali temple. Without > stopping anywhere I went to Paramahamsa' Deva's room and found him taking > his meal. I saluted him and sat on the floor before his seat. This was my > first bowing down before him. I was so ignorant that it did not occur to me, > that I must not salute him, while he was engaged in eating or sit by him. > However he did not mind these breaches of etiquette. > After finishing his meal he washed his hands and mouth, sat on a cot > with placid face and began to smoke and chew betel leaf as also to speak > with me smiling. At that time there was no oneelse in the room. Only the > Holy mother waited on the northern varanda. (Then it was screened with > bamboo thattis) to feed him and to attend on his other needs. > > After a few preliminary questions he suddenly said something curious > which astonished me. He said, " The other day a boy resembling you came here > and asked if I could act as his go-between " . I did not quite understand him > and wondered why he used that slang expression. As I kept silent, he at once > read my mind and said, " No, No, by the word go between, I mean one who > brings about the meeting of a person with his beloved Lord. He is the Guru, > He is everything. There is no difference between Him and God. " > > I understood that it was a hint thrown out to me at that light. After a > while he came down from his cot placing his left hand on my shoulders as a > mark of favour, stepped out of his room and slowly walked towards the > Panchavati. With great tenderness he said, " Come here now and then " . > > Then my hear t was filled with joy. After reaching the Panchavati, he > saluted the spot where he practised sadhna, and sat on a lower step. Then in > an exalted mood he began to speak with Divine Mother. I did not understand a > bit of that half articulated speech, I could catch the word " Mother " at > intervals and knew that he was talking to his Mother. Shortly after he > returned to his room from Panchavati, when I bowed before him and returned > home. > > After this incident I used to go to kali Temple now and then - sometimes > with hari Maharaj and sometimes alone. Besides, when he used to come to > Balaram Babu's house I would go and meet him. When he was lying ill at > Cossipore I used to go there also. > > On hearing one afternoon the news of his Mahasamadhi on the previous > night, I went to the Cossipore Garden. I bowed down to his form for the last > time and placed my head on his feet. Then I returned home from the cremation > ground at 10pm. > > After his passing away I used to feel his want very deeply and used to > pray to him in my heart. He was compassionate enough to grant my prayer and > presented himself before me in another form fulfilling my heart's desire. > This was no other than Swami Vivekananda. He is the be all and end all of my > life. Sunnyas, renunciation, dispassion, spirituality etc, whatever I > received is all through his grace, his grace. I used to look upon Sri > Ramakrishna and Swamiji as one and do so still. > > When I used to visit Sri Ramakrishna I did not know Swamiji, I heard his > name and saw him only a few times from a distance. How I had the good > fortune to find refuge in this embodiment of love and perfect incarnation of > grace is a long story. I shall relate it on another occasion if I get the > opportunity. It was he who dragged me out of my home and kindly gave shelter > at the Baranagore Math. It had come into existence only a month or two ago. > > As I have a love for you I write this incidents for your personal > information. Do not communicate these to anyone else or incorporate them in > the new life of Sri Ramakrishna. Omitting these details you may mention in > general on what occasion I had the good fortune to meet the Master. > > If my health improves, I shall pay a visit to Mayavati Ashrama and > personally relate to you what I have heard about Swamiji from his own lips. > Thus far for the present. Please accept my sincere love and namaskar and > convey the same to others in the Ashrama. > > Very affectionately yours, > Nirmalananda > Sri Ramakrishnaye Namah > Vivekananda Centre London > http://www.vivekananda.co.uk > Get email at your own domain with Mail. http://personal.mail./ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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