Guest guest Posted February 1, 2002 Report Share Posted February 1, 2002 Dear Kendra... Thank you for your candid thoughts from your childhood. In my musings, I have also wondered what is the ingredient that gives some children complete faith in themselves and others none at all. Vivekananda as is known deemed faith in oneself as of paramount importance. Thinking about it i came to the conclusion (perhaps wrongly) that it depends on the amount of support and uconditional love we receive from our elders. Of course there is always the question of Nature versus Nurture but to the extent that nurture is responsible unconditional love is critical....i think. i was a wimp when i was young...perhaps i am still to a large extent but nowhere near what i was when i was a child!! But my faith altho lacking in myself, was never lacking in the goodness of God and the fact that He would somehow see me through all the fear and the insecurities that would beset me...! And despite my lack of faith in myself my faith in an all powerful loving God did see me through my fears....and so i still contest in my own mind the saying by Vivekananda " if you have faith in all the living gods and no faith in yourself, it is tantamount to nothing " ...i am testimony to having, literally no faith in myself and faith in God as a child and coming through... So i still have unresolved questions as to how i developed a belief or a faith or a trust in GOD when i lacked it within me for myself... Perhaps that is why such questions were resolved to the realm of previous lives ...anything that cannot be answered in this life were attributed to previous lives by the Sages of yore! There is another word that you have come up with here: Conviction. i spose anything that you are convinced about that you cannot rationalise or articulate is faith... Thank you for your thoughts..it helps me much.. >Once, when I was a teenager, I spent a Saturday night at a friend's home, >and in >the morning I went with her to Quaker Sunday school (I am Jewish). There >were >about eight kids there. The teacher asked each one in turn whether he or >she had >faith, and each one said no. I was the last one, and I surprised myself by >saying, " I have faith in myself. " He replied dryly to the effect that I was >either a genius or a fool. > Later when I thought about it as an adult, I understood that faith in >oneself is indispensable for the spiritual path. You must have the faith >that >you can be true to your ideals, in order to proceed with courage. To me >faith is >a kind of knowledge, not the opposite of rationality. But I really prefer >the >word " conviction. " An Indian friend once told me that conviction is >nothing but >realization in disguise. > >Kendra > > > >_______ > >Get your free @ address at > > _______________ MSN Photos is the easiest way to share and print your photos: http://photos.msn.com/support/worldwide.aspx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 2, 2002 Report Share Posted February 2, 2002 > So i still have unresolved questions as to how i developed a belief or a > faith or a trust in GOD when i lacked it within me for myself... > Perhaps that is why such questions were resolved to the realm of previous > lives ...anything that cannot be answered in this life were attributed to > previous lives by the Sages of yore! Maybe " you " didn't develop faith--it was a gift from God. Everything is His anyway. You may have had a sufficient degree of faith in yourself without realizing it. There are more qualities within yourself than you know--some of them are latent. Changing conditions may cause them to emerge at any time. An example of this is when people, during an emergency, discover within themselves resources of courage and strength to help others that they did not know they had. _______ Get your free @ address at Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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