Guest guest Posted October 1, 2005 Report Share Posted October 1, 2005 Dear Atma Bhanduvulara! Tani –Sarvani Samyamya Yukta Aaseetha Matparaha Vase Hi Yasyendriyaani Tasya Pragnaa Pratishtitaah - Bhagavadgeetha It means if we control our senses and if we concentrate totally on God, we can seek His blessings. In one word we should follow total surrender to God. We tuned our minds that way and controlled our senses and feelings. Amazing! We did feel god's presence through all our five senses – we saw (Visualized) god, heard his voice, got fragrance, touched God's feet (not of the image) and tasted the Spiritual Bliss. Strange , but true, every word of it. Let me detail upon our experiences at Kasi, Gaya and Prayaga. Myself, Sri. Madduri Subbarao (my pina mamagaru) and my sister Smt. Manchiraju Lalitha Devi went on this trip Our Goal: Our journey was not just a pilgrimage. We turned our minds to few things even before we started! - We planned to stay there for 9 nights since it is believed that such a stay will yield Janma Rahityam - We wanted to chant Om Namah Sivaya (Siva Panchakshari) for 5 lakh times, which means all the wakeful hours we should think of Siva nama and nothing else!! Of course it included our regular prayer, Kadga Mala for sister and Sahasra Gyatri for myself and our visits to holy temples there . Our Sojourn: God's blessings started showering on us in leaps and bounds. Our very stay at Theosophical Society was proof positive of it. We spent our time amidst God's most beautiful creation – the peacocks and other birds. The Ashram is spread to huge campus. So we were in the lap of nature with trees, birds, mongoose, squirrels, and peacocks, Mr. M V Subba Rao is the vice-president of theosophical society in Machilpatnam. Through him we could get accommodation there at Kamaccha Road, near Radha Yatra in Kasi. It is at a distance of 1 km from Lord Viswanath Temple. It is in the lap of nature. It is the place where Dr.Anne Besant resided and propagated theosophy in yester years. Most of the buildings were built in those glorious days by the grace of this divine lady. We were accommodated in Suryashram. The food served there is satvik and the life followed there is self-help – in the lines of truthful life. Our Visits: Daily we Visited Viswanathji and chanted Viswanatha Astakam or Siva Panchakshari Stotram in the Viswanathji's temple and Annapoorna Astakam in Annapoorna's Temple. We offered Sari's to Visalakshi Ammavaru and Annpoorna Ammavaru and performed Sri Charka Pooja separately at each place. My sister is well versed in Sankalpam, Namakam, Chamakam Rudram and Rudra Gayatri etc. Our Anubhutis : We purchased a Small Siva Lingam and started performing pooja to that Siva Lingam in our room with Bilva Patras , Pasupu and Kumkum. We chanted Bilvastakam and other Astakams Namakam and Chamakam. One day we were running short of Kumkum. We performed pooja with Bilva Patras and Pasupu. Next day we saw Sai Baba in the place of Siva Lingam. The Pasupu settled typically on Siva Lingam gave the exact shape of Shirdi Baba. My God, we could not believe our own eyes' our sense of sight was blessed with His miracle. Then and there we decided to gift Siva Lingam to my brother's son Mr. Prasanna. Since he was a staunch devotee of Sai Baba and turned towards Siva of late. Our sense of smell was filled with the fragrance of various things normally offered to God. My sister was the first one to decipher it and our notes tallied. It varied from Mogali Poolu to Vibhuti, from Agarbatti to Sambrani . We offered none of these in our room but we experienced these. I got the fragrance of Vibhuti once again on our return journey. I will come back to it later. One night I woke up with a jolt as if someone patted me on my shoulder!! Is it not sense of touch? I inhale the fragrance of Smabrani. I wanted to share with the others too but they were in deep sleep. I took it as God's voice to my sense of hearing to resume my prayer. So at once, with no second thoughts I started chanting " Om Nama Sivaya " . In theosophical society, there is Lord Siva's Temple, established by Annie Besant, but totally neglected in the present day. We took the keys of the temple, dusted it and cleaned it and performed abhishekam to Siva Lingam there in our humble way. We closed the temple gates and were proceeding to our Suryashram. We discovered another small temple of Lord Hanuman. My sister started chanting Hanuman Chalisa. I observed some kind of magnetic force in the deity presiding there. The force started gyrating me in all directions. I could not stand properly; in this ecstasy, I started chanting Sri Rama Varnana from Sundara Kanda " Rama Kamala Patraksha – Roopa Dakshinya Sampanna … " Suddenly our uncle excitedly let out a cry " arey… arey… See… See… He is rotating his eyeballs. " Yes it is very much true! It is not fancy. All of us experienced it. He is looking at every one of us present before him, to shower his blessings on us! We took it as a word of praise from Rama Bhakta Hanuman for our humble service to Lord Siva. As I have already mentioned, our wakeful moment was devoted to the faith of God. I faced some physical ailments. Had such a splitting and unbearable head ache one day. Another day I had such a bad throat, I could not gulp any thing. Yet another day a rickshaw spike cut though the skin of my elbow making a deep wound. It pained terribly, in normal course of life I would have gulped a handful of Medicines for each of these. But I wanted to live in God's presence and prayed to God to give me enough stamina to bear these sufferings with a grin. Mind you, I didn't have to bear them with a grin. They vanished in no time. These may look silly but I don't want to ignore these too. One day, I had a running nose on my way to temple. My hands were soiled and I wanted to clean my hands before entering the temple. We normally bought milk from a particular man. He came with a bowl of water and helped me to wash my hands. The next day I thought I would buy a handkerchief, but before this thought could register in my mind; my sister called me back and offered her kerchief to me! How nice of Siva. The Omnipotent and Omniscient Siva was like my friend, Philosopher and Guide. One day, we went to Manikarnika Ghat and performed Pinda Pradanams. When the Brahmin was chanting the Prayaschitta Mantra at the Ghat, I felt that my body is getting cleansed. All the bad in me is flowing out of me as grayish liquid. For a moment my body started glowing luminously. Another day we went to the Viswanath temple, around closing time at night. They close the temple with pomp and show by playing Damarukam and Jegantalu. The Sanctum sanctorum was fully occupied by pandas chanting Mantras. Out side the sanctum sanctorum, Bhaktas were thronging in large crowds to listen to mantras and melody of Damarukam and Jegantas. The whole place was fully charged and kept every one in ecstasy. I was standing at a remote corner to avoid stampede. As soon as the Pooja was over, suddenly one panda came out like a bullet towards me from Sanctum sanctorum. He garlanded me with a mala taken from Viswanathji and applied Chandanam and asked me to take the Harathi and later he offered the same to various people crowded there. My joy knew know bounds. We went to Gaya and offered Pinda Pradnams to all our elders who are resting in heaven. At the time of offering of the pindams, in a flash I could see huge throng of people, some our kith and kin and some were strangers. They were all in Divya kayams (Shining and Lustrous) and surprisingly, none of them look old. They were all in good mood and cheerfully laughing and coming to that place in a big crowd as though they were attending some wedding. Recent memories of my mother were those of an old wrinkled face but she looked so young and glowing. We repeated this ritual in Triveni Sangam in Prayaga. There my uncle experienced a wonderful and joyous feeling. He felt he was dragged into some huge cave and finally he saw Goddess Parvathi Devi and Lord Visweswara. He recollected it umpteen number of times, being thrilled at it. Ganga Harathi is a feast to the eyes. One should not miss it. It is performed in Dasaaswmedha Ghat. It takes place around seven during sunset. About five pandas offer Harathi from different places positioned at equal distances. They rhythmically turn their hands and offer Harathis to Ganga. At the backdrop Bajans take place melodiously. One top official was invited on that occasion he was given a special seat. He was treated like a blue-eyed boy. All the protocol was maintained for him. Suddenly it rained cats and dogs. Being fully drenched, he had to leave the place. Suddenly one lean octogenarian (80 year old person) Bhakta occupied the same place otherwise meant for the top brass and started dancing emotionally. Tears started rolling from my eyes after seeing this. See! God wanted to honor this old man instead of a top official. Three of us experienced spiritual Bliss in different ways. In Ganga Harathi I detailed upon a minute ago, my sister had a flabbergasting experience. As she was engrossed in the ritual at the Ganga, she felt some smooth touch on her feet. When she looked down a snake was passing by, causing no harm to anybody. The snake in the lord Siva's neck has come down to bless her! What else can she ask for in life? Regarding our uncle, I have already explained one. The second was while he was chanting the slokas, He first visualized a glow before him. Then he visualized Rama Pattabhishekam scene. Then Lord Siva and Parvathi. When it comes to me. I felt the presence of Lord Vishnu once, Siva and Sai Baba on my return. In Gaya, I was washing the feet of a panda. As I was about to complete it my uncle asked me to wash up to his ankle. As I was repeating the performance with extra care with Shradha and Bhakti, I felt for a moment they are the feet of Lord Vishnu. I did not leave them for quiet some time and prostrated before them. Then the panda slowly lifted me up and brought me back to this world. Soon I was told that place is known for Vishnu Padam. I knew some of you might wonder why I am pouring forth all these experiences to you. In fact we are not supposed to declare or expose our spiritual bliss as we do not dare to expose our financial details. But still I am doing so in the best interest of our Telugu Bhakti Pages Team. It was felt in the past that Kasi yatra was the terminal pilgrimage in ones life. A trip to Kasi is blissful these days which one must make it at least once in one's life time. We are narrating this to you not to boast about our selves and it is not an attempt to declare that we are great people. We do not possess any Shaktis, special qualities or powers. We are just ordinary people. What we sincerely feel is - this is a result of a spiritual experiment. It happens, just as water boils at hundred degrees centigrade. If we do not get proper results, let us not blame the experiment itself. All we have to do – do the experiment religiously - a religious result definitely follows. Uncle Subba Rao narrated his own experience! He wanted to test the nectar of Rama Nama and chanted the sacred Mantra - Sri Rama Rama Ramethi Rame Raame Manorame Sahasra Nama Tattulyam Rama Nama Varanane. (utterance of this stotram once equals utterance of Raamanaama thousand times) Hence he chanted Rama Stotram 10 thousand times which equaled one crore. So he completed chanting this stotram one crore times. Being Diabetic, he cannot eat sweets. He enjoyed sweetish feeling for some time as though he was eating the best sweet in the world. And finally I gifted my first consciously earned spiritual salary (Panchakashari Akshara Laksha Tapah Phalam) to my beloved wife who is readily helping me, serving me and always leading me to good. I am giving some references for use of our Telugu people. These are the people who can arrange for performing rituals and in arranging Telugu Brahmins. Kasi – Ramkumarji sons Ram Bhaavan Visalakshi Ghat (Meer Ghat) Dasashwamedh Road Varanasi 221001 Phone 0542 - 2401411 Prayaga – Gangaram Prabhu Lalji Sons R P Pandey 32 Daraganj, Phulwaria Road Allahabad 211006 Offi 0532 – 2500163 Mob 9415214790 Resi 0532 -2506181 Gaya – Pt. Narayan Lal Baddiha Katariyar & Sons Pindi Benchi Street, Chandchaura, Gaya 823001 (Near Vishupad Temple) 0631 –423682 We prayed for the welfare and good of all Telugu Bhakti Pages members. May Lord Viswanath and Goddess Anna Poorna bless you and your family members! 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