Oh God where are you?

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They say you are every where.They say God is within us.Then why we do

such things which are cruel and filthy or bad?Why dont you stopp us.

 

We search for YOU . We keep your statues[vigrahas]photos in front of us

that too of variouse Gods and Godesses.If you are within us why we are searching

you in Shivalinga or in Lord Venkateshvra. Why we are searching in Durga or in

Laxmi or Parvati.

 

I pray daily, not for wealth, but for guidence.I ask you not luxuries

of life but right path to follow, not for boons but to gift me the power to

concentrate on you and to bring my wavering mind on right path to know about

you.

 

I am confused.Should I pray you as Shankara or Venkateshwara? Should I

worship you as Mother Durga or Maa Parvati. When I close my eyes I want your

image in front of me,let it be Siva or Parvati or any form of God. But I fail to

see any thing clearly. May be a fraction of seccend I see image of Lord Ganesha

next nothing then for a fraction of a seccond a beautiful face of a woman with

big bindya and lot of garlends and then nothing only darkness and next seccond

brightness and colouorful flowers , trees, again nothing only traffic sounds and

music on T.V

 

What are you trying to convey? what? " all the images are one and I can

worship any form I want. Darkness and brightness come and go the reality is to

live with nature and learn to live in the presnt. "

 

Yes I got You. Thank you God where ever you are.