God in action

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Here is a phenomenon in human form, ever present, ever loving, ever

merciful, ever anxious to implant a seed of love and ecstacy in your

heart, even through you lock the door of your heart, someone inside

a room has attached himself to appreance, is in darkness.

 

Swami wants to save him, show him the reality, he wants to lead him

to light, he wants to trach him eternal truth, because he has come

for that purpose. But, the fellow inside is happy with the

appreance, dancing, putting wrong steps, stepping into bottomless

pit.

 

What can Swami do if he does not open the door? In His anxiety to

save him from tragedy of ruining himself. Swami breaks open the

door! Mercifully He does it. For instances, He broke open my heart's

door, so that He could get in.

 

Prof Kastiri writes , he says I was a devotee of Ramahrishna

Paramahansa and Vivekanda, a good m of England.an not capable of

harming anybody,a teacher in a college, being the wisest in the

class room, putting something in children's head, doing my spiritual

practices, proud of my intellectual abilties, I was humorous essays,

teasing everone, rudely out people bad deeds.

 

I got a literary award for being the best humarist in the language

of the region. There was an English magazine in Delhi to which I

contributed a column " Mere prattle, " evey week something

like " Cherivora " in the " Punch " of England. Some of my hits used to

throw one over the others, and I used to feel proud.

 

People used to keep aways from me because they were afraid that I

may redicule them! My head was getting swollen, and I used my

cleverness to hurt orhes people. I was making fum of Sai! My

cleverness has gone so far! Swami was waiting perhaps, and He got an

oppertunity. My son, who was studying in an engineering college, who

his professors were saying will get a top rank, fell ill from

typhoid, long, long before the medical world successfully treat it

and save.

 

He passed way. One of his friends who was visiting Swami and told

him, " Swami, my friend, son of Kasturi passed away. " Swami gave

him 'vibhuthi' to be given to me. He brought the vibhuthi to me. I

said, Who is this Baba ? Which Baba can help me now ?My tragedy

cannot be saved by any Baba or any vibhuthi now.

 

I don " t use the vibhuthi. " Swami was so loving, merciful and

compassionate. He wanted to save me. But, I did not welcome Him. So,

He forced His way to my heart. Suppose some tragedy is happening

inside a room and you go and knock the door to save someone inside

and he does not open the door! What do you do ? You break the door

to save him. That is what Swami sometimes does! And, we would be

thankful to Him for that.

 

Sai Ram

 

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Ram Chugani

Kobe, Japan

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