AATHREYA - JEEVAATHMA - AATHMA KATHA

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AATHREYA - Dr. BalaKrishna Murthy Ramaraju

 

AATHMA KATHA ( autobiography ) of A JEEVAATHMA .

 

In this article Jeevaathma is refered as " I " and " ME "

 

and Paramaathma is refered to with Respects and

 

Reverence as BRAHMAN ( Supreme Being ).

 

" I " am Paramaathma -: " Aham Brahmasmi "

 

" I " am part of BRAHMAN from the beginning ;

 

in fact Paramaathma has no beginning.

 

BRAHMAN is Eternal and " I " am a witness to

 

the creation of This Universe Eons and Eons ago .

 

birth of stars , Sun , Moon , Planets . " I " am a

 

witness to the birth of Galaxies and their death ,

 

Supernovas , Red Dwarfs and White Dwarfs ,

 

Giant Stars etc and their being swallowed by

 

Black Holes where even Light cannot escape.

 

" I " too was the master of all that " " I " surveyed by

 

Paramaathma , who is NirguNa = form less ,

 

and limit less. BRAHMAN is omniscient,

 

omnipresent , everywhere and yet distinct ,

 

detached and emotionless. " I " was in a state of

 

Supreme Bliss and was aware of original darkness

 

and being surrounded by an endless expanse of

 

waters when Time , Space , Light and Speed had

 

no relevance and " I " am beyond the pale of all the

 

five Elements. " I " am interstellar dust made up of

 

molecules , atoms , protons , electrons , positrons ,

 

neutrons , photons , bosons , meons , leptons .

 

Eons passed and suddenly Paramaathma BRAHMAN

 

took " ME " out and told " ME " that " I " am going to be put

 

in a Mother's womb and see what happens . " I " felt un-

 

happay and confused . BRAHMAN assured me that

 

It Is So Written And So Shall It Be Done ; however

 

BRAHMAN comforted me that " I " will come back and

 

Paramaathma will be waiting for " ME " . BRAHMAN is

 

also bound by the rules of KARMA (action) and it is all

 

part of Cosmic Exercise . " I " am anxious and at the

 

same time excited at the prospect of " MY " sojourn

 

away from BRAHMAN into the unknown .

 

Paramaathma told " ME " that even BRAHMAN is not

 

beyond the Law of Karma and Paramaathma had to

 

be born as several Incarnations more than the usual

 

Ten that humans are aware of and also BRAHMAN

 

was born several times as Realized souls , Great

 

Mahathamas and had to go through the ups and

 

downs of life on earth and BRAHMAN cannot make

 

an exception in " MY " case. SO BE IT. Om Thath Sath.

 

BRAHMAN said Paramaathma abhors inactivity , and

 

Vacum. Paramaathma assured " ME " that my sojourn

 

is for a maximum of 120 yrs and it depends upon

 

what happens to decide when " I " can join BRAHMAN.

 

Only Time will tell . Om Sahanaavavthu - Ptience.

 

By and By it came to pass that " I " found myself in " MY " "

 

Mother's womb - an ivory tower , cozy , comfortable and

 

cloistered , engulfed in darkness and surrounded by

 

water reminding " ME " of Jala Kalpam ; " I " " retained " MY "

 

memory of who " I " am and that " I " am a part of BRAHMAN.

 

So The Journey Starts . To Be Continued . - AATHREYA