Conversation with Sai

[Guest guest]

H (HISLOP): What is duty to society?

 

SAI: Duty is the exercise of your freedom, but in such a way that you

do not deny others their freedom. For example, a teacher's freedom to

leave the classroom is dependent on his duty to teach the students. A

politician's freedom to run for public office is dependant on his

ability to serve the people.

 

H: Is duty to society universal and binding on every person?

 

SAI: If a man is living on spirit, he has no duty or obligation to

society.

 

H: Living on spirit must be having total faith in God and total

dependence on Him?

 

SAI: Faith in the Divine is single and cannot be gained by reason.

Either there is or there is not faith. It can arise through sadhana…

Why are people unhappy?

 

H: Because they are not fully surrendered to God.

 

SAI: That is overall. But what is the immediate reason? The reason is

they do not live in the present. Young people think of the future.

Old people think of the past. While you are here, do not think of the

world, or the Sai Organization. Be only in the present. Think only of

Swami and be happy.

 

Transcending Humanity to Realise Our Divinity

 

H: If the world is unique, no other place like it in the universe,

then the destiny of its inhabitants must be likewise unique. What is

the man's destiny?

 

SAI: Man's destiny is to return to his source, and merge into that

source.

 

H: If the world is unique, perhaps it is an accident?

 

SAI: No, not an accident.

 

H : If there are no other beings in the universe comparable to man,

their destinies must be different from the destiny of man?

 

SAI: No. All life has the same destiny, to merge into God, just as

rain drops wherever they fall eventually merge with the sea, their

source.

 

H: How is mankind different?

 

SAI: Only man has intellect and conscience. By means of these he may

in full consciousness realize that he is the Divine. If a God,

manifest with form, should fall, he would again have to seek human

birth to again realize himself.

 

H: If the other being of the universe are lacking in conscience and

intellect (Buddhi) then how can they realize their destiny?

 

SAI: They each have their own means of fulfilling destiny, just as

man has his means. Man measures and judges by what he knows of

himself. To man it seems impossible that beings could live in

circumstances unlike his own. Whereas, in fact, countless beings live

within the unimaginable heat of the sun; other multitudes live in the

cold of ice. At this very point (Swami jamming his thumb down on the

arms of the chair) there are countless multitudes of beings. There is

life in every place throughout the cosmos. Wherever God is, there is

life.

 

H: There seems to be something about Earth, life that is different in

a different way. Swami, the Lord Himself, is giving pointed attention

to life here. Is there any other place in the universe where Baba

needs to give such pointed attention?

 

SAI: There is no life apart from God's " beingness " . God is everywhere

at all times. Man sees Him as an all-powerful being with human form,

whereas to a frog He would appear to be a giant frog, and so on.

 

H: I still don't see how other beings realize their destiny, when

they do not have the instruments of intellect and conscience.

 

SAI: Other beings do not worry about achieving their destiny. They

live happily within nature. For example, fish live and sport in water

without anxiety to be other than they are. Throughout the universe,

beings achieve their own destiny through their own unique inherent

nature. Only man transcends his humanity to self-consciously realize

his divinity.

 

H: Swami, a question I am constantly asked and which I am unable to

answer - that is, about UFO's, beings from other planets visiting us

here. This is a big thing in the USA. Books are published, and there

is all sort of verified evidence.

 

SAI: It is imagination only.

 

H: But Swami, there is evidence -- the metal of a crashed spacecraft

in the hands of the Government. People are examined by qualified

specialists and they are not inventing their experiences. When I tell

questioners that it is all imagination, the persons who ask are

unable to accept that answer.

 

SAI: Nevertheless, it is imagination. Imagination can project

physical evidence. There is life in every place and those societies

have their own cultures. They have no interest whatsoever in the

Earth or about the Earth's society. They do not visit the Earth.

 

H: Then, Swami, I should reply to people that despite all evidence

cited to the contrary that UFO's and alien visitors, the whole thing

is a product of imagination and imagination only?

 

SAI: There is no problem. You can enjoy the praise.

 

H: But I do not, Swami. There is no person there to receive the

praise. There is only a void there. No person is found.

 

SAI: You do not have to receive the praise. Regard it as part of the

impersonal stream of happenings that you see.

 

H: That which I observe is not me.

 

SAI: Exactly.

 

H: When Swami said he would give me strong sight, what sight did he

mean?

 

A Healing Gift

 

SAI: All sight. Physical sight and wisdom too. I will see that you

are dependent on no one of either physical sight, or wisdom.

 

H: Swamiji, is there an encouraging word for her illness that I can

tell Victoria?

 

SAI: (Baba, moving His hand, creates a lingam) See - this has two

different halves. One half is for your eyes. The other half is for

your wife's illness. There is nothing wrong with the body's

mechanism. It is an infection only. Put a little water on the lingam

and drink the water. Place a drop of the water in each eye also.

 

H: Swamiji, at this very moment, now, I abandon life, concepts and

individuality -- I pray there will be no need for another birth.

 

SAI: Another birth is best for you.

 

H: No freedom yet!

 

SAI: Yes, another birth is best. In that you will get total, final

Liberation.

 

H: But, Swami, I don't want to go through Youth again. Youth is not a

good experience - it is dangerous and difficult.

 

SAI: It will be better life than this one. Don't waste time thinking

of the future. Where is the lingam?

 

H: Here, Swami.

 

SAI: (Swami took the lingam and showed it to the others in the room:

Then the lingam disappeared from Swami's hand and a Shakti-Siva

symbol was there). Baba said, " This is the beginning and the end,

very sacred. The base is Shakti and the remainder is Siva. Would you

like the lingam or this? "

 

H: Swami, how can I choose? I don't know enough. (Then the Shakti-

Siva symbol was gone, the lingam reappeared and Baba handed it back

to me.)

 

SAI: You did not make up your mind. You waited too long.

 

H: Just before bringing forth the Shakti-Siva symbol, Baba asked me

if I would prefer a large lingam. I replied, `I don't know, Swami,

Swami knows what I need. He must decide.' Then, after the Shakti-Siva

was taken away from me, and after some further conversation with the

other men present, there was a moment of silence. Then I said,

 

Swami, cannot I have both the lingam and the Shakti-Siva?

 

SAI: (Laughing and poking me on the forehead, Swami then said:) Both!

You are greedy! (Then he settled back in his chair, smiling, then

moved His hand and there again was the Shakti-Siva symbol. He held it

out to me, smiling, and said): See, this is the wish-fulfilling tree -

whatever you wish for you may have.

 

H: Swamiji, even though one finds himself much devoted, the

intelligence still wants to understand.

 

SAI: When devotion grows intense, the wish to understand does not

continue. There is no further wish to understand. There is only

devotion. Body lasts for only a few days and there is only bliss,

bliss on all sides, bliss only. One only, the Ocean of Bliss.

 

H: When, I turn attention inwards, a state is found where there is no

God and no " I " can be found, no focus, no point. I see that this

state exists from the earliest childhood memories and nothing has

been learned or changed. What should be my next step?

 

SAI: That is very good. Just continue with that. No Hislop and no

God. That state is called Samadhi. It is correct.

 

H: When I look at myself inside, just beyond the surface of

consciousness, it seems to me that it is Swami there, not me.

Finding the Right Level

 

SAI: That is not permanent. It comes and goes. It will become steady.

Then there is Swami only. In your talk to the foreigners yesterday,

you confused people.

 

H: How is that, Swami?

 

SAI: You said ideas above their understanding. Then they would ask

questions based on what you said, thus creating further confusion.

Your understanding is very high; theirs is very low. They need to

know Swami's teaching, not concepts above their understanding. Your

replies have great value, but it is beyond them. You should evaluate

the level of a group and tell Swami's teachings at their level.

 

H: But Swami, if I do not say what I understand, I feel that I am

cheating them.

 

SAI: It is not the medicine they need. It is your medicine. They have

need of Swami's teachings said in terms of their level.

 

H: Very well, Swami. I will do better next-time. But Swami, you are

in this small room and the lecture hall is far away. In this room

only these walls can be seen.

 

SAI: Yes, these walls only. But don't you know that Swami has a

thousand ears, a thousand eyes? He hears and sees everything.

 

H: But in what aspect of Himself does Baba see all and hear all? Is

it His aspect as Iswara?

 

SAI: Swami sees all and hears all as Universal Consciousness. (Note:

The question-answer session which Swami was fully aware of as

Universal Consciousness, hearing all questions and answers and

knowing the reactions in the various minds, was some 300 yards away

from the interview room in the Mandir).

 

H: (The following day) Swami, did I do any better with the Italians

yesterday?

 

SAI: Yes, better. You spoke of Swami's teachings. One person was

confused about what was said about Jesus, and there was a language

problem.

 

H: Yes, Swami. Only the interpreter spoke English.

 

SAI: How many there?

 

H: I think about 60 people.

 

Note: Shed #25 where I met with the Italian group is a long distance

from Swami's room in the Mandir. There are multi-story residence

buildings in between.

 

Pure Untainted Witnessing

 

H: Swami, liberation does not make much sense to me. What can be the

value of that idea? There is always manifestation. If not the Hislop

form, then some other form.

 

SAI: There is a conscious being; then consciousness- awareness

universal. That is liberation.

 

H: Swami, as I watch, I see what it is to be conscious of experience

moving across the field of being conscious of things - fear,

pleasure, anger, events observed and events happening to me, but at

the same time there is the watching of that, not affected by what is

watched. But I wonder if all that is not just a division in the state

of being conscious?

 

SAI: Yes, there can be a mixture. Watching mixed with consciousness,

back and forth, mixed up. But there is also the pure untainted

witnessing, and that itself is liberation.

 

H: Swami, the witnessing is by itself, not involved with the

happening. Is it correct, then, to continue watching and seeing the

witnessing as separate from experiencing?

 

SAI: Yes, that is good. That is the correct way. We will talk further

about your sadhana.

 

Balancing Discipline with Love

 

SAI: How are the American Sai Centres?

 

H: Slow, Swami. We should have 300 or 400 instead of just over 100.

 

SAI: One reason for the slow growth is that Hislop's discipline is

too harsh. The Sai Organization works through softness, kindness,

love and harmony. In America the people are outspoken with strong and

often harsh ideas and opinions, and when they are confronted with an

equally harsh ruling there is a confrontation and cessation of

advancement and progress. Persuasion should be applied softly and

with kindness. Before long the people will accept that and they will

change and do as they should.

 

H: Swamiji, I do months of soft persuasion without effect; then I

have to act with firmness.

 

SAI: That is because people see you in the disciplinary role and not

as a spiritual leader. In America, the women are like the men. They

face life with the same strong and harsh opinions as do the men. You

have considerable spiritual power, long and broad experience in

spiritual matters and you are a perfectionist in your devotion to

Sai. This perfectionism is viewed as harshness by the devotees. You

must modify so that people will see you as a spiritual man and as a

spiritual leader, then they will agree to do the things that are

essential for the Sai Organization.

 

When you apply discipline and are met with resistance it affects you.

You feel depressed and your mind is agitated and worried. You are

advancing in age and the depressed feeling and worried mind affect

the body. The body suffers from this and gets older. Swami tells you

the plain truth for your own good.

 

The identical situation arises in your house. Your wife is a

spiritual lady with long and deep spiritual experience. She has a

short temper and this temper and worry affect her health. You react

to this and this adds to the factors which diminish your own health.

All this does not affect your spiritual power which exists

undiminished. You must resolve to be happy and not accept or tolerate

worry and depression.

 

Because of your spiritual power, your long experience and your

devotion to Sai, you are the senior devotee in America. Sai has

absolute confidence in Hislop. There are some organizational matters?

H: Yes, Swami. Since I am held responsible, it is necessary that I

have the authority to veto when needed, and act when needed.

SAI: You have the authority to say what is needed. Then use gentle,

patient persuasion. In all matters concerning America, you can

consult with responsible people there and see if general agreement

can be reached. But you have the authority to say what you see to be

correct.

 

Ram Chugani

Kobe, Japan