Ramana Maharshi Recollects His Experience About Karathala Bhiksha (Alms In The Palms)

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20th June, 1947

 

Four or five days back, a notebook of Madhavaswami was found. As Bhagavan

was looking into it, he saw a Tamil verse in it written by him, long ago. It

was in Malayalam script, and while transcribing it into Tamil he told us its

meaning: “When a man attains jnana, he will not have any regard for this

body.

 

Just as, after taking food, the leaf on which it was taken is thrown away

however nice it may be, so also after attaining jnana one will be waiting

eagerly for the time when it can be thrown away. This is the essence of what

is stated in this verse.”

 

He then wrote it in Tamil script and began telling us further as follows:

“The symbol of the used leaf has been given by many people. However nicely a

leaf-plate is stitched, it is useful only until the meal is over.

 

After that will there be any regard for it? It is immediately thrown away.

Rich people have food on silver plates with gold flowers inlaid in them. Why

are such things required when we have hands given by God?

 

“When I was on the hill someone got a leaf plate made of silver and

requested me to eat from it. I sent it back saying that I did not require

it. When the food can be eaten out of the hands, why silver and gold? For a

long time I did not eat food from a leaf.

 

If anybody brought food, I used to stretch out the palms of my hands and

when the food was put in them I used to eat it. It is only of late that I

have begun eating food served on a leaf.”

 

When you have hands, why all these things? It used to be an exhilarating

experience in those days. When I was going out for bhiksha, I used to take

the alms in the palms of my hands and go along the street eating it.

 

When the eating was over I used to go on licking my hands. I never used to

care for anything. I used to feel shy to ask anyone for anything. Hence that

karathala bhiksha (alms in the palms) used to be very interesting.

 

There used to be big pundits this side and that; sometimes big government

officials also used to be there. What did I care who was there?

 

It would be humiliating for a poor man to go out for bhiksha,but for one who

has conquered the ego and become an Advaiti, it is a great elevation of the

mind. At that time, he would not care if an Emperor came there.

 

In that way, when I went out for bhiksha and clapped my hands, people used

to say, ‘Swami has come’, and give me bhiksha with fear and devotion. Those

who did not know me used to say, ‘You are strong and sturdy.

 

Instead of going out like this as a beggar,why don’t you go out to work as a

cooly?’ I used to feel amused. But I was a Mouna (silent) Swami and did not

speak.

 

I used to laugh and go away feeling that it was usual for ordinary people to

talk like that. The more they talked like that the more exhilarated I felt.

That was great fun.”

 

“In Vasishtam, there is a story about Bhagiratha before he brought Ganges

down to the earth. He was an Emperor but the empire seemed to him a great

obstacle to atmajignasa (Self-enquiry).

 

In accordance with the advice of his Guru and on the pretext of a yagna

(sacrifice), he gave away all his wealth and other possessions.

 

No one would, however, take the empire. So he invited the neighbouring King

who was an enemy and who was waiting for a suitable opportunity to snatch it

away and gifted away the empire to him. The only thing that remained to be

done was to leave the country.

 

He left at midnight in disguise, lay in hiding during day time in other

countries so as not to be recognised and went about begging alms at night.

Ultimately he felt confident that his mind had matured sufficiently to be

free from egoism.

 

Then he decided to go to his native place and there went out begging in all

the streets. As he was not recognised by anybody, he went one day to the

palace itself. The watchman recognised him, made obeisance and informed the

then King about it, shivering with fear.

 

The King came in a great hurry and requested him (Bhagiratha) to accept the

kingdom back,but Bhagiratha did not agree. “Will you give me alms or not?”

he asked. As there was no other alternative, they gave him alms and he went

away highly pleased.

 

Subsequently he became the King of some other country for some reason and

when the King of his own country passed away, he ruled that country also at

the special request of the people. That story is given in detail in

Vasishtam.

 

The kingdom which earlier appeared to him to be a burden did not trouble him

later when he became a Jnani. All that I want to say is, how do others know

about the happiness of bhiksha? There is nothing great about begging or

eating food from a leaf which is thrown out after taking food from it.

 

Source: Letters from Sri Ramanasramam VOLUMES I, II & Letters from and

Recollections of Sri Ramanasramam By SURI NAGAMMA Translated by D. S. SASTRI

 

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