visit to Dakshineswar / Belur Math

[Guest guest]

May the mother bless one and all in this world.

 

I have been to Kolkata on the 8th of dec'05. my long cherished dream

of experiencing the holy place of the mother finally came true.

 

All the while on my way to the temple at Dakshineswar I wanted to

ask one question to the child like master " what is the goal of my

life? what am i supposed to do in life? Will i ever understand you? "

 

even the thought of these questions never arrived once I was in the

master's room!!!! I was looking at the bed and talking to the

master, is this where you lived? looking at the porch I asked is

this where you have touched and cried for Swamiji?

 

When i went to the place where the master worshipped mother I asked

here is this where he has seen you? is this where the master slapped

Rani Rasmoni because she was not concentrating on the divine?

 

I was too overwhelmed by the sight of this place. i had confusing

thoughts, all very unclear and clear..............but never for a

moment did i remember the fact that I had some original questions

that i thought through and was supposed to question the

master ....but i never achieved it.

 

 

I went to belurmath the next day. Again overwhelmed by the sight of

the place i could not think much nither the questions raised in my

mind.

 

Now that i'm back home today, I strongly feel I have no control of

my mind and hence the revered master did not want me to ask

questions until I atleast practice enough to control my emotions so

as to think clear!!!!

 

May be, i don't know ....just my thoughts for the day.

 

 

Om namah Shri bhagavate Ramakrishnayathe namaha!

[Guest guest]

hi, it was awful nice of you to share your experiences with us. may shri ramakrishna bless you. Varun Ramasubramaniannaren_ragani <naren_ragani wrote: May the mother bless one and all in this world.