Edharkum Aasai illaiyea - Baba

October 29, 2004

I dont have any desires - Edharkum Aasai Illaiyea.. - Baba

You cannot understand me WHOLLY because I am HOLY.

Irakkavum Aasai illai- IppadiNaan Irukkavum Aasai Illai!Pirakkavum Aasai Illai- OorellaamPeriyavar Periyavar enru Sirakkavum Aasai Illai

Visithirangal Seyyavum Aasai IllaiThurakkavum Aasai Illai- ThuyararindhuThoongavum Aasai Illai- Vallalar has sung about his feelings in this Tamil song

I don't have any desire of dying nor do I feel like being like thisI don't have the desire of taking birthI don't feel like getting the respect in this world as a Big person and getting fame.I don't have the desire of doing any miracles.I don't have the desire of renouncing this world - Knowing the sufferingsI don't have the desire of sleeping.

My whole predicament was HIS (Vallalar) predicament. What if people respect me or not?What do they know about my heights?

Seeing this, I feel that Vallalar ( Vallal Ramalinga Swamigal at Vadalur) was also in a similar state. I feel happy when I hear about this state, which is similar to the state I am in now.

I have done so many miracles But I don't have interest in anything. Why do I say that I don't feel like renouncing is not because that I need some benefit out of it by being in this world. I didn't tell in this meaning. I have seen this world. "My Life's cup of joy is filled to the brim with happiness. I have no regrets in leaving this world. But, I have only one regret as to why I came into this world."

Why I told that I don't have the desire of renouncing is because... What you understand by renouncing is - this eversilver plate, nice dress and watch? I have renounced everything.

Renouncing is the inhibition. It is not just donning the saffron robes and telling that you have renounced the world. There are enough actors in the name of religion. Only if you shed your inhibitions, can you become like a Athma Gnani like ME.

There are many Samratchana children who don't know about pooja, rituals, God, temple etc. But their Love is Total and True. So, I respond, because I see them as the Athma. The don't have Wisdom ( Gnanam). But there is True Love. They don't feel like displeasing Baba, because they fell that Baba will like it. That's why, they do their respective jobs, they wash vessels, just Because "Baba likes it", they wipe sandas and do service at he chappal stand. Just because, they have that Love, that is why I am caught by them.

If I had worn saffron robes and told "I am God, you all please stand far off". This is not True Renunciation. It is leaving all your inhibitions ( Dhehabimaanam). I have crossed the level of a Man, beyond relationship. I am linked to you by Athma. That's all.

There is some link between your Athma and my Athma. I play that role. That is all. mother, father, friend ro brother, some relationship. Even I don't know that. It is spontaneous. I do not plan it. That is what is crossing the level of Inhibitions. This is what I told about - not having the desire of renouncing the world.

Even Vallalar would have told in the same predicament. That is going beyond bodily Inhibitions and becoming an Athma. NOw in the state of a Athma Gnani, If I think of my body & think that this is a 18 year girl. Why should I be loving towards her.? If I think this way, then I am a fool.If I think like that, I have still not renounced everything. It means that I have Inhibitions.

Leaving the Inhibitions is only True Renunciation. I have renounced everything. I have crossed the barriers of man/woman. I see everyone as the Athma.

"Thurakkavum Aasaiyillai- ThuyararindhuThoongavum Aasai Illai. == Vallalar has sung

Everything is very boring, lost interest in everything. I don't need anything. I like to be

sitting in solitude in penance. I don't feel like sleeping also.Vallalar didn't mention the normal sleep.

"I don't need all this. I feel like closing the eyes and peacefully and calmly sit and do

penance. I don't have the desire for this also. So you should think carefully.

This is exactly MY PREDICAMENT. What Vallalar has felt. Even I don't know what I should do. The only option left for me is to become a yogi and sit secluded in a forest.

The second option is to free myself into Sagaja Bhavam and become secluded.

Whoever truly wants to progress, then for such Athmas, how will they get the balance, If I change my pattern of working. I get a lot of experiences. I don't tell lies.

I am at a very hig celestial heights. If anybody is not interested in raising. then why should I scold and tell him to do the work properly. Okay, today you leave this job. We will give

instructions in writing. Then I will start to treat this way.

The God will give an interesting Episode in order to motivate me. If I take thsi step, then in the next half an hour, God will give an event which will rejuvenate Me. He will make me cool and He will reduce my anger. That way, I have had so many experiences.

To tell you more, I feel many times, that I also should be a strict Samy like Pazhani Andi

Murugan and not mix freely with people. The next second, God will force me to continue in this path. God wants me to continue in the normal path. I can give you so many examples. I don't have interest in all these things. Nothing can pollute me.

That is why, when I saw that Vallalar also was in a similar state like me, I was very happy and I am really impressed. Vallalar wore very simle white sanyasi robes. Compared to the people in this Kaliyuga iwth so much of violence, hatred, jealousy and bad happenings. But before 150 years, people were with so much of devotion and moral values and ethics. Now only, it has become worse.

Now, after 150 years, the same feeling what I got in this bad time in this world of Kaliyuga is correct only.

Vallalar was not read nor a Modern Management man like me. His circle of people were only very normal simple people. His biggest job was writing and singing songs for God, and explaining the details of the songs. He stopped with that. He never went in for any projects like me. Everyone also do projects. But, nobody can do it like me in a different way. I have kept a Management technique and plan in such a way which will come out correctly with no wastage of even one rupee.

Irakkavum Aasai illai- IppadiNaan Irukkavum Aasai Illai!Pirakkavum Aasai Illai- OorellaamPeriyavar Periyavar enru Sirakkavum Aasai IllaiVisithirangal Seyyavum Aasai IllaiThurakkavum Aasai Illai- ThuyararindhuThoongavum Aasai Illai

Love- Baba

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