step sharing of experience

[Guest guest]

>Dear all,

As a first step let me post my experience on the first day of meeting Baba and

then i could continue my experiences.

Sankaram shiva sankaram

 

I don't exactly remember the date and month but should be somewhere in 96 ,end

or 97 starting , I don't exactly remember but it happened in my life which had

tuned my soul

My Dad used to insist me to watch Deva nilavukku oru thevaram,I was not a

regular

Observer sometimes I use to see but while seeing televisions I use to like the

humor and the authoritative way of his conversations like " if you come it is good

for you am not benefited " .my Dad and myself use to discuss about this and we

will laugh .once during that period I wrote my PG exams MA public admin ,for one

subject I have not touched the book also ,next day morning when I watched raj Tv

,I told if all children in this programme says that they have not studied but

passed by the blessings of Baba is true then I should also pass in my exam. when

I sat in my exam room and started writing my exams it was unbelieving that

everything was general questions and the flow of thoughts was so vigorous and it

was nonstop and my writing was also the same and I scored 76 in the same subject

and I could visualize the rotating globe with Babas face as we use to see in

Tv.This was my first experience even before meeting Baba.this was a sample as he

says.

 

After this event I use to think of visiting Baba but some how it was delayed

and one day I had a personal problem so I thought ok let me go to Baba and check

out some remedy

That time I didn't realize how great He is .when I have visited ,the

gate was locked it was Monday I was standing out confused whether to stand or

move then the miracle happened which had changed my whole life. Yes Baba was

coming down from the steps and when he stood in side the campus I could feel as

though God himself has

Come down, the ,I have lost myself my eyes started watering my heart was so

melting I couldn't stop my tears rolling down my cheeks and I was holding the

gate forgetting

Everything around me iwas weeping, I didnt know why but am crying then Baba told

to

Open the gate,it seemed as though the gates where open only for the sake of me

that time there were some people inside who had brought some food for baba to

eat he had told someone to give the prasadam to very few persons present there

even this seemed as though it was only for me ,but my tears were rolling down I

started weeping I had no control on myself when I slowly asked nearby persons

whether I can talk to Baba

They told today no one should talk .i was just sitting there but I couldn't

control my bursting cry. then after sometime unable to control myself I felt

that people might think bad about me for crying but am not able to control I

left the place. during those days I had not understood the reason behind this

but now I realize my athma would have found that God is back after long yugas it

should have been longing so far ,when it had found back it wanted to break in

tears .this was my first day experience would continue all of experience step by

step.

Regards,

kavitha