My Goodness, Kel!

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My Goodness, Kel! We need to take care of you here! I

understand the depression, trust me! 2 1/2 years of

severe disthymia accompanied by 5 different severe

anxiety disorders. It's funny I just found out that my

panic attacks were the most severe you can have. I

thought that all panic attacks were the same! And I

had 4 or 5 a day, everyday! That is the primary reason

I started looking at the earth based religions. I

started doing alot of the things associated with

those, chakra meditation and the other things I

mentioned before. I lost my medical insurance, so I

had to treat myself. It's funny how I had much greater

success than the professionals did! In my state of

mind at that time, I had forgotten that I had a

supplement to beat the depression and had heard the

testimonials to back it up. When I did finally

remember, I was out of depression in 3 months! All

that wasted time! I understand what it's like to feel

like giving up hope for anything good. I know what is

like to set aside your art and your writing (yes, I do

those things too!), to not even be able to get up and

make a meal or go out to the mailbox! And to wonder

why God spared my life just to let me suffer so much

afterward! I know when you are in depression there are

many things you can't do for yourself and need someone

to step in and get things done for you, even though

you may not even want that assistance. Unfortunately,

I didn't have much assistance. I completely isolated

myself from the whole world. I would see my mom's

number on my caller ID and not pick up the phone! My

own mother, who I love dearly! But fear not, Kel! I'm

here for you!

I would strongly recommend that you start using

Reneu. And I'm not just trying to sell you a product!

I think you know that though. You can have my entire

distributor discount, 40%. You have to look at the

ingredients and be sure there is nothing there to

produce the symptoms of your lupus. I wish I could get

some kind of testimony from Jeanette Richardson, a

friend thru First Fitness. While she was still in her

20s, she had all kinds of colon problems, including

polyps. Her doctors told her she absolutely had to

have a colonoscopy. She wasn't even 30 years old yet!

She spent about $400 a month on herbs and mixed them

herself to try to correct her colon problems. Then

someone showed her Reneu. All the herbs she was

spending so much money on were in the Reneu. Jeanette

never had a colonoscopy and all her colon problems are

gone, even the polyps. And she, like me, preaches

Reneu to everyone who will listen! Reneu also has the

probiotics to kill the candida albicans and prevent

yeast overgrowth. It is the one thing that stopped my

cancer from advancing further up into my colon and

getting into my inguinal lymph nodes for a free pass

to all points beyond! I would actually recommend Fiber

1st for you. It is the powdered version of Reneu. It

is something for you to consider. I'm trying to save

your life here! I wouldn't recommend it if I didn't

believe with all my heart and soul that it would do

just that! Colon cancer is the #2 killing cancer in

the U.S. It's my cancer. It put me in the high risk

catagory for every type of cancer there is now. I

don't mess around when it comes to colon health. My

kids get regular colon detoxes, the older two with

Reneu, my baby, the 5 year old, with Fit to a Tea.

When I did the Relay for Life walk in June there

were signs all over reading that colo-rectal cancer is

the #2 killing cancer in the U.S. There were more

signs saying to get a colonoscopy at age 50! I WON'T

BE 50 FOR ANOTHER 7 YEARS BUT I WAS TOLD I WOULD BE

DEAD FROM COLO-RECTAL CANCER 3 1/2 YEARS AGO!!!!

(Actuall that statement will be 4 years old next

month!) That recommended age should be dropped to at

least 30! And trust me, I have spoken with the

American Cancer Society about it. Maybe if I'm

persistant enough and get enough people to back me up,

I can do something to make that change. Yes, I can be

a pain in the rear sometimes! But only for the right

reasons!

Are you starting to feel like you've just butted

heads with a bull here? (lol)We're gonna take care of

you here, Kel. That is what this site and sites like

CancerCure are all about, supporting each other and

sharing with one another. I am so happy to have this

support. At the Relay walk, I met absolutely no other

survivors of my type of cancer. When it came time for

the silent, luminary lap and team leaders or members

told why they are involved year after year, I heard

several stories of their loved ones who were taken by

colo-rectal cancer. The whole thing became way too

emotionally overwhelming for me. After the silent, lap

I had to leave, asking myself " why am I still here and

all these other wonderful people aren't? " . Of course,

in my heart, I knew the answer. But it was a very

stark reminder that 3 years later I still need at

least a little support, if not alot! That is one

reason I love being here with all of you. You're all

getting to be like my extended family! So let us

support you here Kel. We aren't gonna let you suffer

through anything we can help you prevent.

As far as the depression - let yourself be sick

and also know that you will get well. I was in so much

denial about my depression that it just paralyzed me

even more. When I finally accepted that depression was

an illness, just like the cancer was or the flu or

anything else, is when I actually started getting

better. That is probably because I could then focus on

being sick and the things I could start doing to get

better, instead of using all my energy and focus to

fight it with denial.

And it would be great to get together sometime. A

Buckeye, heh? lol. That is what my football fanatic

son would say! I drive all over for my mental health

job. And early on in my electronics career, I repaired

computers and drove way up north and down to Ohio and

Indiana and still got home in time for dinner! So it

would be no big deal for me to drive. I'm only an hour

from the Ohio state line to begin with. That would be

so fun though. We'll have to plan something. Take

care, Kel!

 

Blessings, Renee

 

--- " Kelly W. " <kellykebby wrote:

 

> Renee, you are a true inspiration. I have had

> ulcerative colitis for a while now on and off since

> my

> teens and I am at great risk for the fast-growing

> kind

> of colon cancer which is on the rise in younger

> people. I try to tell myself that I should change my

> diet for the rest of my life, etc. but sometimes

> depression makes me think " what is the use? " . My

> father died of bowel cancer, grandma did too. So as

> you can see I fight depression. It's the number one

> reason I haven't adhered to my dietary beliefs so

> far.

> I think, what's the use? I'm probably going to get

> cancer anyway. Terrible, eh? As a matter of fact,

> depression is why I don't stick to anything,

> painting,

> poetry, etc. I like that saying, I mean, I would

> love

> to truly realize that - the only thing we have to

> fear

> is fear itself. Franklin Delano Roosevelt. At the

> very

> least, I need to do all the things I know are right,

> to prolong my life for my kids' sake. I live in Ohio

> and you in Michigan right? Perhaps we can meet

> someday

> and you can smack some sense into me. Good night!

> lol.

> Kel

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