Jeannie's NDE- long

[Guest guest]

Jeannie,

I just read your post to Florie. I don't know how to explain how I feel right

now, but here goes. As I was reading what you wrote I had this over powering

feeling come over me. One of peace and content. I'm not afraid right now. I

feel that I will be all right with the operation I will have to have. My

breathing is much calmer and even. Thank you for the words that you wrote and

MAY GOD BE WITH YOU ALWAYS.

Love to you,

Ellie

[Guest guest]

Dear Florie: Thank you for asking about my ndes. I don't have very exciting

details and as time passes I notice I become more 'awake' to the details.

 

I was a Corporate Controller in what now seems like a past life. Coming home

from work (I'm told) I went to vote as it was Nov. 8, 1994, then I cooked dinner

and then sat on the living room sofa with my sixteen year old daughter, and my

Mother to watch TV, as my hubby went to a Bible study class. Then, I am told, I

simply plopped over dead in my daughter's lap.

 

My daughter knows CPR (because of Granny living with us.) and revived me five

times prior the paramedics arrival. The paramedics claim they had to 'bring' me

back six times before I reached the hospital (10 min drive.)

 

This is my experience: I 'awoke' in what I 'knew' was a waiting room. Like at

the doctors only it was immense. In fact I couldn't see any walls except the

nearest one to me.

There were an assortment of living beings awaiting 'return' to their physical

bodies. I saw a young blond boy eagerly talking away to a beautiful horse with a

blond mane. I saw dogs and cats running around but they seemed to be 'talking'

to each other and laughing. There was incredible laughter and friendship and

love all around me. I saw a Tree that had golden sap and somehow I 'knew' it was

being treated for a disease. I saw crystals and gemstones glowing and vibrating

at different frequencies. Then I turned and talked to a being of light. This

being doused his aura so that I could see him. He was a Tibetan Master Teacher.

He was there to be my guide while I waited to return. A second being of light

(only blue-ish light) came and lowered his frequency and I saw my Father.

Everyone 'knew' I was returning to my physical body and that I was just waiting.

On the wall behind me was a (only description that is close,) plate-glass

window. Only it wasn't glass but like a force-field set up by vibrations.

Through it you could see a Crystal city.

Also, immense gardens with a music humming through-out.

The flowers and plants and even the buildings seemed to communicate through

vibrations and changing of their frequencies. F# seemed to be the basic chord (I

have a backround in music so I recognized the note.) I was 'told' in my mind,

that I would see the city later. I have written down more details but would have

to get them out. I wrote about the conversations years ago. Time is dulling my

memories like a journal entry.

How did I feel. Peaceful, loved and a warmth that filled my being. Everything

came down to love. There is a God (for lack of another name.) and he/she is

co-creating this Universe with free will to make a Friend/Family for and of

itself. I know that is confusing, but it seems so clear to me.

God is a he/she. Wanting to Love someone he created the Universe in steps to

make a friend/family of and for God. Since we are of God we are in his/her

likeness. So is the tree and so is the pebble and so is the mighty oceans.

I'm sorry that I'm not more eloquent. This is why you don't see my name with the

best sellers.

The result of this first (yes first of six ndes) was an insatiable thirst to

take up my studies I had begun as a child, re-learn about lost civilizations,

Edgar Cayce, Raymond Moody, Reincarnation, crystals, essences, Reiki, Chakras ,

Esp and so on....

I hope this explains why I felt 'drawn' to your group.

Yes, I'm dying. However, as the Electrophysiologists will tell you -When? They

haven't a clue anymore. It was supposed to be years ago.

I have been given an artificial magnetic energy field created by my heart unit.

This has made life fun. The vertigo I feel when Mother Earth is in distress -

Volcanos etc. is incredible and I can't even sit,walk,or stand. Others feel

earthquakes, me I predict volcanos.

I am now partially psychic and awakening to my attributes.

Any help I can receive to ease my condition would be willingly accepted with my

frustrated specialists blessings.

I am open to all subjects.

Thanks for reading, Jeannie

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Oh Ellie, I know you will be fine. Just a 'knowing' thing again. Perhaps I

was supposed to come along just now for you. I have 'died' so many times

that the nurses are getting scared of me. Each time has been a wonderful

peaceful experience with a great deal of learning. Just remember to tell me

when you are going in so I can pray a little 'extra' for you. Love, Jeannie

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<GRANDMABEAR712

 

Monday, November 06, 2000 6:48 PM

Re: Jeannie's NDE- long

 

 

> Jeannie,

> I just read your post to Florie. I don't know how to explain how I feel

right

> now, but here goes. As I was reading what you wrote I had this over

powering

> feeling come over me. One of peace and content. I'm not afraid right now.

I

> feel that I will be all right with the operation I will have to have. My

> breathing is much calmer and even. Thank you for the words that you wrote

and

> MAY GOD BE WITH YOU ALWAYS.

> Love to you,

> Ellie

>

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[Guest guest]

I'm not receiving all of my e-mail these days--slow server.

 

Jeannie--please forgive me for not responding. I have not seen the post

(although I want to very much). Could someone please forward it to my

e-mail address?

 

Thanks.

 

Florie

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<GRANDMABEAR712

 

Monday, November 06, 2000 9:48 PM

Re: Jeannie's NDE- long

 

 

> Jeannie,

> I just read your post to Florie.

[Guest guest]

Have just done so Florie, Love Jeannie.

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" Richard M. Gray, Ph.D. and Florence Tomasulo Gray "

<florie

 

Tuesday, November 07, 2000 7:39 PM

Re: Jeannie's NDE- long

 

 

> I'm not receiving all of my e-mail these days--slow server.

>

> Jeannie--please forgive me for not responding. I have not seen the post

> (although I want to very much). Could someone please forward it to my

> e-mail address?

>

> Thanks.

>

> Florie

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> Monday, November 06, 2000 9:48 PM

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>

> > Jeannie,

> > I just read your post to Florie.

>

>

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[Guest guest]

Thanks for sharing!

 

I have only had a " near death-like " experience, as Kenneth Ring calls it.

He is a psychologist from the U. of Conn. who has done research for

years in this area. If you aren't familiar with him, you might enjoy his

book, " Heading toward Omega. "

 

I have been given a wonderful crystal symbol for meditation that turned

into a plan for an At-one-ment Healing Center. I haven't been able to

find a way to concretize this vision so far. Maybe it is only for my own

healing as I have had metastatic tumors of the spine for 22 yrs. I,

also, have outlived many prognoses but, then, we are all terminal aren't

we? That is actually a goal in my thinking. I have no fear of the

afterlife although I do have fear of living sick with an extended

illness. I'm still working on that.

 

I'm sure you know that God is with you. May you be ever aware of

His/Her Presence in your life.

 

Celeste

[Guest guest]

Thank you Celeste: I just had a mild heart attack and your post meant the

world to me. Love, Jeannie

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" celeste m sullivan " <csull3

 

Thursday, November 16, 2000 5:13 AM

Re: Jeannie's NDE- long

 

 

> Thanks for sharing!

>

> I have only had a " near death-like " experience, as Kenneth Ring calls it.

> He is a psychologist from the U. of Conn. who has done research for

> years in this area. If you aren't familiar with him, you might enjoy his

> book, " Heading toward Omega. "

>

> I have been given a wonderful crystal symbol for meditation that turned

> into a plan for an At-one-ment Healing Center. I haven't been able to

> find a way to concretize this vision so far. Maybe it is only for my own

> healing as I have had metastatic tumors of the spine for 22 yrs. I,

> also, have outlived many prognoses but, then, we are all terminal aren't

> we? That is actually a goal in my thinking. I have no fear of the

> afterlife although I do have fear of living sick with an extended

> illness. I'm still working on that.

>

> I'm sure you know that God is with you. May you be ever aware of

> His/Her Presence in your life.

>

> Celeste

>

>

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> For administrative problems -owner

> To , -

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>

[Guest guest]

Jeannie--

 

Thoughts are with you during your recovery. Please keep the list posted

about your progress. There are many people here who would be happy to offer

you energy, prayer, distance healing, etc.

 

Florie

 

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" oplbeach " <oplbeach

 

Friday, November 17, 2000 5:18 PM

Re: Jeannie's NDE- long

 

 

> Thank you Celeste: I just had a mild heart attack and your post meant the

> world to me. Love, Jeannie