Guest guest Posted June 9, 2001 Report Share Posted June 9, 2001 Crow and dear people of this group there is a thing i wanted to comsult with you. yesterday i attended A capoiera lessoN . i was not cautios enough (carelessness is my enemy) and got a strong hit in my right eye. the plsce swelled , i felt dizzy and my sight became not balanced.... i panicked inside,,,,and even started to cry . it was not painful but the fear was painful and the dizzy sight. if any one know how to heal this problem please let mer know but the reason i am writing about this prosaic story is an inner feeling that whenever i meet a specific lady - sdomething bad happens, a week ago i met a travel agent - she is an ambivalent lady. she has a strong personality and can be rude to people but she has also asofter side. we taled and she told me the story of her life... twice divorced , a beloved son who is addicted to an infallible master ,financial problems, lonliness ..... etc. she liked her because i felt intelligence yet i could feel , somehow, beneath the word some jealosy...she mentioned that she notice how much my husband respects me, i do not know how to explain thisa but this sentence made me feel uneasy, although i am sure she did not mean to. than i went to the capoiera and got the hit,,, a week before same thing happened. i met her and few hours later i had a bitter fight with my husband. she admitted rthat she thougjht about me a lot,,,, and i feel so unprotected when i am in a focus of someone else thoyught ,,, thought is an energy,,,, strong energy that affects me,,,, help! so inside i felt a connection between the two incidents. it's not reason , it's my guts, I need your feedback to this inner voice. now i hesitate if to contunue the deal with her. We still have not bought the tickets via her and i can retreat. what say you? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2001 Report Share Posted June 9, 2001 Anat: I dislike suggesting this to you, but there is probably an energy dynamic at play here. I dislike suggesting it because I do not want you to become paranoid or avoidant of her. Shoes come in pairs. This person may be energetically very needy... you've described her as envious and almost ubiquitous, and how your energy level seems to alter after encountering her. It could be that the 'silent dynamic' between you throws you off kilter, resulting in the sort of episodes you described, like your accident in class or your fight with your husband. It *could* be something more sinister, but I tend to doubt it. A lot of things happen because we are distracted, unbalanced or ungrounded. As you noted, not paying attention to what is going on. You have to remember that all energetics deal with exchange. If you were not open to sharing your energy in the dynamic on some level, there would be an immediate change. This does not have to be conscious, but I think you have a good heart and you have probably sympathized with her in the past. I am not suggesting walls or avoidance... what I am suggesting is that you become a mirror for her instead. When she says something, reflect it to her. Do not sympathize, stay compassionately neutral. Maintain your healthy boundaries and simply notice when she is seeking buttons on you to push. Once you manage to disconnect those buttons, she'll give up the game. Sometimes people get a little flustered when this happens, they are not expecting their gravy train to derail and may become a little hostile at first. Don't be surprised. Just be as zen as possible, pleasant and courteous and keep your energy to yourself. Sorry about your eye... will be sending you energy. Blessings, Crow pine wrote: > > Crow and dear people of this group > > there is a thing i wanted to comsult with you. > > yesterday i attended A capoiera lessoN . i was not cautios enough > (carelessness is my enemy) and got a strong hit in my right eye. > the plsce swelled , i felt dizzy and my sight became not balanced.... > > i panicked inside,,,,and even started to cry . it was not painful but the > fear was painful > and the dizzy sight. > > if any one know how to heal this problem please let mer know > > but the reason i am writing about this prosaic story is an inner feeling > that whenever i meet a specific lady - sdomething bad happens, > > a week ago i met a travel agent - she is an ambivalent lady. she has a > strong personality and can be rude to people but she has also asofter side. > we taled and she told me the story of her life... twice divorced , a beloved > son who is addicted to an infallible master ,financial problems, lonliness > .... etc. > she liked her because i felt intelligence yet i could feel , somehow, > beneath the word some jealosy...she mentioned that she notice how much my > husband respects me, > i do not know how to explain thisa but this sentence made me feel uneasy, > although i am sure she did not mean to. > > than i went to the capoiera and got the hit,,, > a week before same thing happened. i met her and few hours later i had a > bitter fight > with my husband. she admitted rthat she thougjht about me a lot,,,, and i > feel so unprotected when i am in a focus of someone else thoyught ,,, > thought is an energy,,,, strong energy that affects me,,,, help! > > so inside i felt a connection between the two incidents. it's not reason , > it's my guts, > > I need your feedback to this inner voice. > now i hesitate if to contunue the deal with her. We still have not bought > the tickets via her and i can retreat. > what say you? > > **************************************** Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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