Healers healing

[Guest guest]

Hi all, Apparently, I help (or heal) alot of people. Empathy, is wonderful

for insight into others, and 'feeling' their inner pain is a gift, but one

must protect ones self also, to not be 'sucked into that negative path. The

halts, or 'brakes' have to be put on when you feel that --'getting bottled

up' feeling. You must get away from it to re-fresh, --or you too are in

trouble.

I personally walked away from all that I have done in the past. EVERYTHING!

It took courage. I was so overwhelmed, and I could not go forward without

any 'dedicated' assistance from those who 'wanted' --what I had. Needless to

say, --that is what I was trying to give them, and they could only 'accept'

small bits at a time, thinking they had it all! --Interesting! SO, I gave it

ALL away! Sold a few items. This satisfied the receivers, thinking they

were 'getting what I had or have!

It didn't work for them. They are now experiencing the 'VOID' that goes with

not having spiritual or otherwise--coach. I do not work with them any

longer, and they now experience the just norm!

Healers must continually support their clients, to help them grow. No, not

being co-dependent, but supportive. When that support stopr, so does ones

growth, IF they are not on their OWN path. Many of those who seek healing

are --co-dependent. They feel like someone took a crutch away from them.

Perhaps the best thing they could experience for self growth! Sometimes, I

have wanted to whoop them with their own crutches, but being 'kind' I direct

them to their own strength, --over and over.

It can be exhausting!

I have taken a one year sabatical, to write, and get a website, workbook etc

started.

Then, I went to do a clinic over 500 miles away. I felt so bottled up, I

felt I could burst! This stayed with me for the entire 4 days, plus one day

travel, when I finally started to 'let down'.

I have since slept many times through the day, and all night as well. I too

am trying to figure out just why, and how I could do what all I did when I

was practicing, with all the responsibility that I had. I don't know how I

did it.

It seems that I am getting back to normalcy, and healing of ones self.

Learning, can be burdonsome. You want to do so much, and give more to

'watch' the healing in others. As a Christian, it has been like 'Carrying

the Cross', --giving from the heart. Even Jesus had to go into the

wilderness. I wonder how HE felt...

The overflow is and has been immediately there, when helping others. Healers

MUST take time for themselves, or the overflow decreases. Your own power is

limited.

Taking 'time off' is to re-charge ones self.

Anyway, I will work differently from now on. I do NOT want as much

responsibility. I now want MORE freedom! I do not really want to be locked

down, in any way. I desire my spirit to flow in the gentle breezes of

Spiritual saturation,--and continued growth, and understanding. I myself am

ready for the next level of learning.

Anyone else with similar comments? Solutions? Observations? Please

comment.. Rose

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Wishing you all the best on your inner journey, Rose. Im in the same place,

taking time out (once again) to rejuvinate my tired and worn out spirit, I feel

like I want less responsibility and more freedom, I saw myself like a bird with

chipped wings, my spirit couldn't lift off.

 

But, Im in a place now Im so glad to be in. I cant imagine I would have gone

here willingly, it took my illnesses to get me here to realise what is

important in my life.

 

ME!!

 

Kate