relocation

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regarding Crow's remark about the weather, internal and external:

My internal mood fluctuates regarding the external weather. If it's sunny

and hot, i become joyous and happy, when it's grey and cold - i tend to feel

slow and fatigue and down. I adore summers and can not stand winters

although i'am a little bit hyper thyiroid (tendency). People say they are

inspired by winters. I am not anf i think this is in the body level.

physiological.

 

This is not an ideal situation. Next year we want to immigrate to Canada and

i'm scared of its weather and its influence.

 

This relocation is intimidating. my brains say : " go ahead. you live in war

here (israel), go and seek a normal place " my guts also urge me to do so.

but my heart belong to Jerusalem. what a mess.

SOmehow i am not afraid of external problems like finding a job, settling,

residence etc. I am afraid of the inner demons: missing my beloved homeland

and its wondeful sun.

 

Crow, you once told me " bloom where you are " and i agree - but the situation

deteriorates here in the mid-east. there so much killing around so i keep

telling my self that we must do this difficult move. I try to talk to my

heart and tell him that its not forever, that we might come back one day,

and that relocation is another lesson to learn.

 

would love to hear your thoughts.

 

Thank you

Anat

 

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> I have been out of town for a couple of days, assisting at a workshop

> in Maine with my Medical Intuition mentor, Winter Robinson. Surprised

> to see the list so quiet.

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> It was a wonderful couple of days in the woods with a goodly amount

> of focus time to meditate, journal and stretch. The sun even managed

> to come out for a while, a rarity this blustery New England summer.

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> How is everyone? Doing a weather report with you... how are *you*

> (not necessarily the place that you live), clear weather, partly

> cloudy, flash floods, thunderstorms?

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> Blessings,

> Crow

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