Gifted (was: Carl Brown (was: New Members

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Caroline,

 

> I was not aware that you and I

> share these gifts. I was not fully

> aware of the extent of my MI gifts

> for years, though I did know I was

> empathic and that my work in nursing

> was often exhausting in ways it

> should not have been.

 

I think many people have them without knowing. Some people use energy

system to channel their perception into a common system. Systems help us in

the we can predict outcomes better because we know that if we do a specific

thing in response to a set of criteria that we can expect certain results.

However systems are confining.

 

I guess that part of what contributed to my ability to move outside of the

comfort of defined systems it that when I was an LSD trip guide I took a bad

cut of acid and took about 4000 mcg (250-300 is a normal dose) and that

drove be into an ego death state. This is not something that I recommend.

Many people never recover form it. I was lucky that I had the experience of

helping others deal with bad trips. It is one thing to work within

realities that are so inexplicable that you cannot carry the memories back

to a normal state of mind. Imagine a place where time space, color and even

awareness of self is gone. From this I have come to see that what we

perceive as reality is a construct to protect our self to what we can

handle. As light workers we sometimes reach around reality and shake hands

on the other side.

 

My daughter has the gift. She can feel in horses legs what most vets cannot

find. I also think that we pay the price. We can't be like others because

we would be overrun by our sensitivities. Part of out training should be to

use our empathy to see things in other people as their feelings and not take

them on ourselves. It goes from white light shielding to a totally

different way of perceiving.

 

I believe that your exhaustion was just this problem. Somehow I don't think

that dealing with these gifts is very well taught or mentored.

 

I believe that doing energetic work is one way to shield oneself. It

filters the right brain perceptions into the left brain. It is like the

expression " Time is nature's way of keeping everything from happening at

once. "

 

Carl