Guest guest Posted November 3, 2006 Report Share Posted November 3, 2006 Hi Josee, Thanks for your support. I can identify with you. Only last night did I begin to realize part of what is wrong with me, and at this point I really don't know how to deal with it. For some time now, I've been aware of an uncomfortable feeling of what I thought was disappointment in myself. This happened most evenings, and I put it down to not having performed to my satisfaction during the day. Last night I knew that what I was really experiencing was unfulfilment. Something is missing. Right now I feel that I can only meditate on it (I'm new to meditation too!) and see what comes up. Pam in Qld. Australia > > Hello Pam, > > I was compelled to answer, just because I started my path like yours. I denied a big part of > who I am for 15 years, for fear of the way others would see me. I was not happy with my > " little Witch " myself: very afraid of her indeed. > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 5, 2006 Report Share Posted November 5, 2006 Hello Pam, I found that as much as I liked to believe I really liked, not loved, one step at a time, myself, I found the obstacle was that I was truly uncomfortable by the disappointment I had for myself during a very rough patch in my life. I lacked self-esteem nourishing tools as I left those in the 'shed' and came out holding nothing but shame, disappointment and regret, later, for not realizing this fact much, much sooner. Congrats for maturing ! Kudos to achieving self and Self actualization, I send you positive vibes. sharing the light, Erica Pamela Bearman <pambear wrote: Hi Josee, Thanks for your support. I can identify with you. Only last night did I begin to realize part of what is wrong with me, and at this point I really don't know how to deal with it. For some time now, I've been aware of an uncomfortable feeling of what I thought was disappointment in myself. This happened most evenings, and I put it down to not having performed to my satisfaction during the day. Last night I knew that what I was really experiencing was unfulfilment. Something is missing. Right now I feel that I can only meditate on it (I'm new to meditation too!) and see what comes up. Pam in Qld. Australia > > Hello Pam, > > I was compelled to answer, just because I started my path like yours. I denied a big part of > who I am for 15 years, for fear of the way others would see me. I was not happy with my > " little Witch " myself: very afraid of her indeed. > > > > Ms. Erica ~Enlightenment Host~ Featured Author Access over 1 million songs - Music Unlimited Try it today. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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