RE: the accidents that have happened since then can be because of homolateral.

September 7, 2005

Great, Doc! What you're saying rings all the bells. What got me thinking was why become more homolateral after hard clearing. I'm observing this with curiosity: It's like I was standing over a big pile of garbage, and I began to dig and clear this pile, and there was this river of homolateral under it. Digging made me dive in it. What I mean is, with the stress I wasn't as homolateral (or, let's say wasn't manifesting homolateral) as after. I do the cross crawl and Wayne Cook everyday, plus Zero Point clearing for homolateral, TW and Energy Grids(sorry if I can't mention other methods, but it's just that this one was mentioned before).

What I actually feel is that there's a part of me that's getting each time more scared with what I'm doing, while part is centered and knowing I have to keep doing it. Doc recommeded once (long time ago) the integration drill (put one part in one hand, the other part on the other hand, etc...), and the scared part calms down for a while.

Now I'm working on doing everything in Hakalau, so that part shuts up. The mental noise is really reduced (even though I'm having these side effects), but nothing like being in Hakalau.

My questions to the group are: 1) Can the clearing be digging up garbage that's making me more homolateral (I'm asking because I've always had this notion that the more I clear, the less homolateral I'd be)?

2) I've read in other lists that the more you clear, the more your ego or whatever you wanna call it will try to make you stop (like generating Psychological Reversals). Is that the experience of those who are already beyond all the inner crap? The reason I ask this one is because the more I do "The Work", the more I manifest. But manifest everything, good or bad. I ask something (as long as it "small", meaning there's no charge against it), and it appears (thank you Doc and all the other masters). But then I have never had Kidney Stones. My friend had it and I took him to the hospital. I think "Hope I DON'T get this". Don't is ignored, and next thing I see I have one. On the other side, there was this task I had at work that would demand I work during vacations. I think "I bet that this will be canceled, but only at the last minute, after I send my vacations working for nothing". Guess what?

Thank you very much, Doc!

Mário

On Behalf Of docspeed2001Tuesday, September 06, 2005 9:48 PM Subject: the accidents that have happened since then can be because of homolateral. , "mcaliffa92" <mcaliffa92> wrote:> The point is: is this coincidence, or can> part of me be rebelling against all the clearing? > Thank you very much! > MárioSince you were is stress before it occured, I'd sure check out homolateral.Because all the accidents that have happened since then can be because of homolateral.Sincerely,

September 10, 2005

Hello, Doc and all. Sorry for the long post, but I want to be specific.

Yes, homolateral possibly. What I don't get is how. I do the energy drills everyday. I do Cross Crawl everyday. I'll begin to include the grab over your head-I own this anger drill too, but I'm more scared than angry.

Began as twitching in the muscle between thumb and index finger in the right hand last Saturday. Then on Tuesday my right and left hand were sore and my wrists stiff. On Wednesday they began to feel like small needles were pinching them (like when we sit on our hand and the blood begins to return to the area). So I began taking 500mg of B6 and do the thumping with bristles of a hairbrush from neck, down to shoulders, back of the arms until the back of the hand, and then front of the arm until wrists and hand. Also put one magnet on each wrist. The needles were concentrated more on my hands, but they would appear on other parts of the body too, like chest, feet, shoulders, etc... And I was very, very stressed. I sedated the TW several times, and did EFT.

During the night I couldn't sleep because of stress and needles. When I slept I had a nightmare where I was trapped somehow in my room, and there was fire. I could see my friends running away, but I couldn't move or scream. I forced myself to scream, and I woke up with my scream. Did a lot more EFT and slept a little. Woke again, more EFT and slept a little more.

In the morning the soreness was gone, and I felt less needles. Went to a Neurologist. She said the needles were from the stress, and I could have Carpal Tunnel. She also considered overweight and my father's diabetes. I'll do blood tests, but the one for Carpal Tunnel will only be on the 22nd this month. She didn't recommended anything.

I'm not sleeping a lot, but I'm not sleepy during the day. Yesterday I woke up with my left eye blood red. Did EFT and it was gone. There are less needles, but they are still there. I'm still taking the 500mg B6. No finger twitching anymore (few contractions sometimes in the back of my right arm). My hands and wrists seem ok, except for a few contractions when I'm watching TV or relaxing.

Today needles seem less than yesterday, but still there. The seem to increase a little bit at night. I went to the pharmacy and sprained the same ankle again! I'm much less stressed, but it's hard not to be stressed. I use EFT, but I'm not sure what to use it on. I don't want to put magnet in my ankle because I'm afraid it can bring the hand thing back ( I was using it in my ankle when right finger began twitching). I don't believe in bad luck, but I'm at that point where I called a lady to make a pray, and am considering some curse. I know that each time something happens I focus more in the negative and attract more crap, so I'm putting the curse on myself it seems.

I'm feeling less needles now, but there are a few there. And from time to time I feel the stress of not knowing what's going on. Do some EFT but it comes back.

So, Doc and group, any suggestions? For the homolateral, is there anything else I should be doing?

Thank you Doc for your recommendations. Should I continue with the 500mg B6 and brush thumping (it is MUCH better, I have to tell).

Mário

On Behalf Of docspeed2001Tuesday, September 06, 2005 9:48 PM Subject: the accidents that have happened since then can be because of homolateral. , "mcaliffa92" <mcaliffa92> wrote:> The point is: is this coincidence, or can> part of me be rebelling against all the clearing? > Thank you very much! > MárioSince you were is stress before it occured, I'd sure check out homolateral.Because all the accidents that have happened since then can be because of homolateral.Sincerely,