How to cleanse aura/mind of fear + destructive thoughts?

[Guest guest]

Hi

 

Awful thoughts involving harm coming to myself or others keep appearing in my

thoughts, particularly when I'm trying to meditate. For example,when trying to

calm myself, I've imagined my brain exploding or things happening to my eyes.

I've also had images of awful things happening to my cats. It's really

disturbing. It's almost as if I've got Tourette's syndrome in my head.

Sometimes a horrible thought about someone will come as i'm talking to them.

None of these thoughts are intentions, quite the opposite. It's like I'm

possessed sometimes, or an evil entity has access to my thoughts.

 

I am Reiki 1 and try to do the Hatsurei-ho, but my mind gets side-tracked and

don't always feel I'm connectiong properly. I am cleasning the house and giving

myself Reiki. I have bought some protective crystals (see below).

 

a heart-shaped snowflake obsidian palmstone to put in my pillow (for protection,

getting to the root of the problem, and releasing " wrong thinking " )

prehnite with epidote (to release fears and heal the cause; protecting and

calming)

a chunk of rose quartz (for drawing off negativity and replacing it with love,

healing and self trust)

a piece of charoite (to align body, mind and spirit, drawing out fear,

pinpointing the cause of dis-ease and tramsmuting it to healing)

 

I'm new to crystals and very inexperienced, so I'm open to all your thoughts and

advice and would be very grateful for your suggestions.

 

Love and light

 

Cheryl x

[Guest guest]

Cheryl,

 

I suggest black tourmaline (schorl) for protection, or natural smoky quartz.

Awesome, powerful protectors.

 

You could probably do with some agates around all the time--blue lace agate, and

botswana agate if you can find some. These are very calming, soothing stones.

 

When those thoughts and images pop into your mind, say, " That has no place

here, " or " That is not necessary. " Brush the thought away as an annoyance rather

than a threat, and get on with the meditation. Obviously you have some important

work to do here, or you wouldn't encounter opposition. Let yourself be filled

with light, surrounded and protected--nothing can harm you.

 

And hang on to the tourmaline

 

Love and Light,

 

Cindy

[Guest guest]

I also find great comfort when I feel scared or a really foul mood to call

on Arch Angel Michael. I ask that he come and surround me and protect me and

only allow high vibrations to come through to me. You can feel the

difference very quickly.

 

I agree with the black tourmaline completely. A VERY protective stone and it

sounds like you may need to have some shamanism done to you. It sounds like

you have some clingons (A technical term ) that don't want you

progressing. I would locate someone as soon as you can.

 

Healing thoughts to you,

Stephanie

 

 

 

> Cheryl,

>

> I suggest black tourmaline (schorl) for protection, or natural smoky

> quartz. Awesome, powerful protectors.

>

> You could probably do with some agates around all the time--blue lace

> agate, and botswana agate if you can find some. These are very calming,

> soothing stones.

>

> When those thoughts and images pop into your mind, say, " That has no place

> here, " or " That is not necessary. " Brush the thought away as an annoyance

> rather than a threat, and get on with the meditation. Obviously you have

> some important work to do here, or you wouldn't encounter opposition. Let

> yourself be filled with light, surrounded and protected--nothing can harm

> you.

>

> And hang on to the tourmaline

>

> Love and Light,

>

> Cindy

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Kirby and I always got along very well.  But there was this one week where we

didn't connect well,  almost as if we were acquaintences rather than two in

love.  We both felt it, but neither of us mentioned it (also unlike us).  We

also didn't bring up the fact that for that whold week, both of us kept seeing

things moving in our periphrial visions.

      Then one afternoon, while I was home alone, I was in the den looking at

the calender when I saw something moving out of the corner of my eye. This time

I said aloud, " There is

DEFINETLY someone in this house! "   There was no question at all.

     I went to see what the heck, or WHO the heck was there and as I stepped out

of the den, about 2 feet directly in front of the den door, was an ICE COLD

SPOT. ICE cold!  I walked another foot past and the room felt normal.  Stepped

back into the spot and ICE COLD.

     I knew this was the sign of a negative entity.  I immediately lit some

sage. Wafted it over the Cold spot and prayed that the entity be escorted into

the light and prayed the house would be filled with white light and loving,

positive energies, etc.  I went from room to

room and saged and prayed in every corner.  I wafted the sage all over me.

     When Kirby got home from work, I told him what had happened---that's when I

found out he had ALSO been feeling alienated and weird and negative towards me.

He'd also been seeing things out of the corner of his eyes. 

      He mentioned how what a relief the air felt now that the rooms had been

blessed and saged.  I also covered him with the sage as well.

     Kind of different from what you're talking about,  but the negative

feelings and thoughts

had been there,  and just wanted to let you know that the sage/blessing is

really strong and I would hightly suggest you try it.  Please let me know how it

works for you.

     I'll send you saged energies this evening as well.  We're all pulling for

you!  Jackie

 

--- On Thu, 5/28/09, cindy_midcalf <cindy_midcalf wrote:

 

 

cindy_midcalf <cindy_midcalf

[CrystalHW] Re: How to cleanse aura/mind of fear + destructive

thoughts?

 

Thursday, May 28, 2009, 1:54 PM

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Cheryl,

 

I suggest black tourmaline (schorl) for protection, or natural smoky quartz.

Awesome, powerful protectors.

 

You could probably do with some agates around all the time--blue lace agate, and

botswana agate if you can find some. These are very calming, soothing stones.

 

When those thoughts and images pop into your mind, say, " That has no place

here, " or " That is not necessary. " Brush the thought away as an annoyance rather

than a threat, and get on with the meditation. Obviously you have some important

work to do here, or you wouldn't encounter opposition. Let yourself be filled

with light, surrounded and protected--nothing can harm you.

 

And hang on to the tourmaline

 

Love and Light,

 

Cindy

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Oh Yes, I agree, sage yourself and your home. Make sure to open a window in

each room as you do it to give the negative energies a place to escape. I

would also try and find some franchensinse (sp) and myrrh (sp) incense to

burn after. My Reiki master says it brings a very high vibration to a room.

It is a lovely, non overpowering, scent.

 

Please let us know if things get better!

 

Stephanie

[Guest guest]

" Awful thoughts involving harm coming to myself or others keep appearing in my

thoughts, particularly when I'm trying to meditate... "

 

Cheryl:

 

How long has it been since you received your Reiki attunement? You could still

be in detox from it. Was that explained to you? My detox started about a month

after I received my first attunement. I was so NASTY! I was angry all the time

and at everyone and everything. Since I had been told to expect it, I just

tried to remain calm and hurt no one. My husband and I had the worst fight we

have ever had in the 20 years that I have known him. It passed after about 3-4

weeks.

 

The attunement also changed my in other ways. I used to drink wine socially.

Sometimes too much. Now, I might have one glass a couple a times a month. I

just don't have the need or desire for alcohol.

 

Also, I couldn't stand the taste of meat. I'm still not crazy about it. I do

eat it a little now mostly out of social necessity. But I primarily eat

vegtables,soy protein, eggs and cheese.

 

When I read your post, I too thought of black tourmaline. Carry a small piece

with you. If you don't have pockets, tuck it in your bra! Yes, I sometimes

have rocks in my bra(wink). I'm also sensing you should carry a rose quartz.

 

Namaste

DebiP

Reiki Master/Teacher

[Guest guest]

Thanks to everyone for your advice, and I hope you don't mind that I have

e-mailed a couple of you.

You know, I'm going through a spiritual and kundalini awakening, and though I'm

keen to connect with angels and guiddes, I think I'm partially blcoking things

beacuase I'm scared of lower vibrations getting to me. I'm just going to keep

postive, keep using the crystal and Reiki and keep cleansing.

 

On the subject of cleansing, I don't have sage, but I do burn nag champa insense

and use my tingshas and tibetan bowl, and well s cleansing meditations. It's

all going to help, and I can feel things getting better. I stayed in a B & B by

myself this weekend 'cos I was on a course- a really old and quite dingy place,

and frankly, I thogut I'd be terrified BUT I has taken mt tibetan bowl, insense,

statue of Sekhment and Buddha, and I slep through with the light of and without

fear. (I sould like a kid!). Anyway, that has to be progress. I'm getting

better at letting any nagative thoughts just pass.

 

I do feel a bit isolated in this psychic development I'm on, but I've joined an

onlie psychic circle with exercises and live chat, and I got a book about

getting to know your Guides. I'm on my way.

 

Thanks again, everyone. I feel supported and your comments have been very much

appreciated.

 

In gratitude, love and light

 

Cheryl x

[Guest guest]

IMHO... it could be Ego's way of saying " You aren't acknowledging me and I don't

like it, so this should get your attention " .  I had a hard time meditating at

first.  My Ego fought hard!  I found a technique that worked well for me.  I

visualize the numbers 10 to 1 and on 1 the mind is quiet and the ego is no

longer fighting (as hard).  It takes practice.  If thoughts do come in, don't

acknowledge them.  Say ok, and let it go and try not to think about it.  If my

ego is fighting then I just concentrate on visualizing the word PEACE.  Seems to

work for me.  I can relate to those disturbing thoughts... don't think you are

alone in that.  You could also be picking up thoughts of those nearby.  I also

found it helpful to play nature cd's low to help block out outside noises.  It

gives my ears something to do while trying to quiet the mind.  I found that

ocean waves work best for me.  I also picked up eye covers (used for sleeping)

to keep the

light from filtering in.  I found Selenite is a good meditation stone for

me.... good luck!  If you  haven't tried yoga, that also helps to get into

meditative state.

 

Talkingfeather

 

 

--- On Wed, 5/27/09, sherry.l <sherry.l wrote:

 

 

sherry.l <sherry.l

[CrystalHW] How to cleanse aura/mind of fear + destructive thoughts?

 

Wednesday, May 27, 2009, 9:32 AM

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hi

 

Awful thoughts involving harm coming to myself or others keep appearing in my

thoughts, particularly when I'm trying to meditate. For example,when trying to

calm myself, I've imagined my brain exploding or things happening to my eyes.

I've also had images of awful things happening to my cats. It's really

disturbing. It's almost as if I've got Tourette's syndrome in my head. Sometimes

a horrible thought about someone will come as i'm talking to them. None of these

thoughts are intentions, quite the opposite. It's like I'm possessed sometimes,

or an evil entity has access to my thoughts

 

I bought a heart-shaped snowflake obsidian palmstone to put in my pillow (for

protection, getting to the root of the problem, and releasing " wrong thinking " ).

I also got the following to sleep with: prehnite with epidote (to release fears

and heal the cause; protecting and calming), a chunk of rose quartz (for drawing

off negativity and replacing it with love, healing and self trust) and a piece

of charoite (to align body, mind and spirit, drawing out fear, pinpointing the

caise of dis-ease and tramsmuting it to healing).

 

I'm new to crystals, so I'm open to all your thoughts and would be very grateful

for your suggestions.

 

Love and light

 

Cheryl x

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

You may need smokey quartz to ground yourself and draw off some of the negative

energy. You could be very receptive to picking up on others negativites as

well. Just a thought.

 

Kristin

 

 

 

 

 

 

sherry.l

Wed, 27 May 2009 13:42:31 +0000

[CrystalHW] How to cleanse aura/mind of fear + destructive thoughts?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hi

 

Awful thoughts involving harm coming to myself or others keep appearing in my

thoughts, particularly when I'm trying to meditate. For example,when trying to

calm myself, I've imagined my brain exploding or things happening to my eyes.

I've also had images of awful things happening to my cats. It's really

disturbing. It's almost as if I've got Tourette's syndrome in my head. Sometimes

a horrible thought about someone will come as i'm talking to them. None of these

thoughts are intentions, quite the opposite. It's like I'm possessed sometimes,

or an evil entity has access to my thoughts.

 

I am Reiki 1 and try to do the Hatsurei-ho, but my mind gets side-tracked and

don't always feel I'm connectiong properly. I am cleasning the house and giving

myself Reiki. I have bought some protective crystals (see below).

 

a heart-shaped snowflake obsidian palmstone to put in my pillow (for protection,

getting to the root of the problem, and releasing " wrong thinking " )

prehnite with epidote (to release fears and heal the cause; protecting and

calming)

a chunk of rose quartz (for drawing off negativity and replacing it with love,

healing and self trust)

a piece of charoite (to align body, mind and spirit, drawing out fear,

pinpointing the cause of dis-ease and tramsmuting it to healing)

 

I'm new to crystals and very inexperienced, so I'm open to all your thoughts and

advice and would be very grateful for your suggestions.

 

Love and light

 

Cheryl x

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Hi Cheryl,

do you ground yourself with any visual medtaions before you start your regular

medtiation? Also when i read youre-mail i felt fear in there. do you get theses

ideals in normal conditions? I f so,You should see someone to help you.

But if its only when you go into medtition, the fear, life is death, your

cousiousness sounds like it may have found a way to get keep its control, with

me it was monsters of sorts, and when i reliazed it was the fear doing the

visions i was seeing. I said to myself God (my hirer power) and my guides were

there to protect me and learn so I gave love and compasion to these hiddous

faces and the fear melted away along with the understanding of what they were

tring to tell me, and some time there was no message just compassion for what

is.

 

In love and Light

Bella

 

 

 The life we lead is in the happiness we live

 

 

 

 

________________________________

kristin Swint <Kristin1_7

 

Saturday, June 6, 2009 7:07:22 PM

RE: [CrystalHW] How to cleanse aura/mind of fear + destructive

thoughts?

 

 

You may need smokey quartz to ground yourself and draw off some of the negative

energy.  You could be very receptive to picking up on others negativites as

well. Just a thought.

 

Kristin

 

 

 

 

 

 

sherry.l

Wed, 27 May 2009 13:42:31 +0000

[CrystalHW] How to cleanse aura/mind of fear + destructive thoughts?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hi

 

Awful thoughts involving harm coming to myself or others keep appearing in my

thoughts, particularly when I'm trying to meditate. For example,when trying to

calm myself, I've imagined my brain exploding or things happening to my eyes.

I've also had images of awful things happening to my cats. It's really

disturbing. It's almost as if I've got Tourette's syndrome in my head. Sometimes

a horrible thought about someone will come as i'm talking to them. None of these

thoughts are intentions, quite the opposite. It's like I'm possessed sometimes,

or an evil entity has access to my thoughts.

 

I am Reiki 1 and try to do the Hatsurei-ho, but my mind gets side-tracked and

don't always feel I'm connectiong properly. I am cleasning the house and giving

myself Reiki. I have bought some protective crystals (see below).

 

a heart-shaped snowflake obsidian palmstone to put in my pillow (for protection,

getting to the root of the problem, and releasing " wrong thinking " )

prehnite with epidote (to release fears and heal the cause; protecting and

calming)

a chunk of rose quartz (for drawing off negativity and replacing it with love,

healing and self trust)

a piece of charoite (to align body, mind and spirit, drawing out fear,

pinpointing the cause of dis-ease and tramsmuting it to healing)

 

I'm new to crystals and very inexperienced, so I'm open to all your thoughts and

advice and would be very grateful for your suggestions.

 

Love and light

 

Cheryl x

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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