Hello all..........

[Guest guest]

Hi,

 

My name is Sherri and I will tell you some of my journey. I have been

interested in energitics since birth and have had some " unusual "

experiences being out in nature and in connecting with animals.

 

As a young person I investigated many types of things including

meditation, " feeling " energy with my hands, being able to feel rocks

and crystals and have always been interested in the mental health

field as I believe most people/kids who are diagnosed as mentally ill

in some way perhaps have had an experience, usually negative,where

they jumped out of their bodies in order to escape it and are then

left with sort of a bubble of higher awareness and consciousness

without the rest of their awareness having developed at the same rate.

 

As time went by, my work on this plane seemed to be guiding, usually

young, souls into an understanding of this, teaching them how to

operate in consentual reality and, hopefully, giving them some

information they could follow when they were ready, on how to further

develop. I also work with the dying, AIDS patients and am able to

feel the patterns of heath and illnes in a persons body.(and am

awaiting the time when I will be told to use this)

 

I go where I am led, trust totally in this process, the devine and in

the abundance that seems to be built into it.

 

My major K experience came during and after a 2 week Tantra event in

Maui. We did many things with breath, asanas, and the usual awakening

things and I experienced my first Kyria. After the workshop I was

invited to an assistants puja and saw God in the eys of my fellow

humans for the first time. I was totally breathless and amazed!

 

I went home and went straight to a level 6 HAI weekend at Harbin Hot

Springs and then, for the next 2 months, struggled with dealing with a

heightend awareness that was very frightening, to say the least. I

had never heard of K and had no one to talk to. Then a friend gave me

a book suggesting that a K experience might be what was happening and

I was interested, thought it only might have happened in the " old

days " and horrified at the same time.

 

I saw my surroundings with very new eyes and nothing looked familure.

I knew, looking at my back yard and the huge tree I had always used

for grounding, that it was the same backyard and tree, but all looked

and felt so diffrent it was like being on another planet and very

frightening. I had heat going up and down by back(to the point of

pain), my hands felt like there were hot coals in the palms, I shook

all the time, little shakes and larger ones and my muscles were always

sore. I finally gave up resisiting and just sort of went with the

flow, surrendering to it and having faith that this alien experience

would end sometime and maybe be a good thing. After all, I had been

asking for some time to be shown the path and to be able to use

healing powers.

 

 

I was also afraid to go outside as it felt as if the top of my head

was missing and that my brain was exposed and that the sun or light

would totally burn it if I were to go outside. I eventually learned a

sort of technique where the top of my head was like an apurture (like

the lens in a camera) which culd be opend or closed a certain amount

as I wished.

 

Needless to say, I was alarmed, could not work (but had taken a bit of

time off to be able to " hear " the next best thing to do, thank

goodness) and felt like I was living truley in another plane of

exhistance where nothing looked familure. And there was no other soul

who knew what I was talking about. My new Tantra friends had not had

anything like this experience.

 

Eventually things calmed down (like my mind gave up trying to make

sense of all this) and, although my reality was just as altered or

more, I became used to it and then became (cauitiosly) more and more

delighted, wanting to play and experience this new heaven and the new

abilities that began to be evident to others as well as myself.

 

I became an assistent in Tantra groups, HAI, abused women groups, a

chaplin in the jails and prison and psych wards of hospitals and

learned more and more as I gave away what I knew so far.

 

In looking back on my life I remember a poem I wrote long before all

this happened which was about a snake I " saw " coiled at the base of my

spine, beginning to awake and looking around with a baleful eye. And

my reaction was excitement tinged with aprehension. Boy was that a

precurser of things to come!

 

Thanks for listening to my share and I have very much enjoyed all of

yours.

 

I live in San Rafael and would love to have whoever might be

interested get together here for a potluck and conversation. My home

is surrounded with dieties (actual ones all can see in art form) and

people, even those who do not know they are very aware, ar bemused to

be here.

 

Thanks