Inner Halo

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Hi all and All-

 

Chrisssss asked me to post this-

 

On the night between the two days of the seminar when I was lying awake

in the early morning hoping to return to sleep I saw in my minds eye a

black silhouetted row of sky scrapers and as my eyes followed them up I

saw at the top a very bright white light. This got my attention which

immediately caused the image to go.

 

Two night ago on another sleepless moment in the early morning I saw

the same bright light two or maybe three times. It was very white and

luminous and I would say it looked like the sun but one can't really

look into the sun. Color wise it was very much like looking into a soft

white incandescent lamp. Each time it got my full attention which made

it disappear.

 

I have always been internally visual, but this has increased

exponentially in the last few years. Sometimes in my minds eye I am

flipping through a book of many different images. Quite often I would

of stunned out of the frame of mind that enabled these visualizations

in trying to really look at these sometimes very detailed images. Now

when they come I can relax and just see them. But this sun image has so

for been so startling that I go away from seeing into looking which

makes the image go.

 

Chris says this is the golden halo I am seeing, although I do not

recall if it was at the brow point or if my eyes were turned up. Some

how it seemed different from the vast white space, which I have seen

full awake three times in the months when I first started to do my

drawing. Chris says I will see these all again, but this can't

anticipate because I know it will do me no good to do so as it seems

more of a matter of grace and surrender.

 

Bret