The Slump

[Guest guest]

I don't find this to be a slump. This is my time out of the

spiritual plane and on the physical plane. With the K active

everything is extreme; emotions, fear, anger, time lost, time

gained, etc. This is the time I must pay close attention to the

things around me. I am about to learn something, observe something,

or be tested. It could be human contact(the public),listening to my

intuition or not, an observation of nature or the dreaded things I

need to work on like forgiveness and opening my heart. I work long

varied hours, different days of the week, in other words an

unpredictable work schedule. I don't eat, sleep or do my practice at

any set time. I find I get more fireworks when I get less sleep.

Many times I've been woken up from sleep with kryas. I don't know

how many times the kryas have not woken me up. My food intake has

varied with being K active. Sometimes I can only consume liquids,

just raw vegetables or bloody red cow flesh. When I'm not having

these cravings the thought of these foods just make me ill. The only

food items that have stayed consistent are the starches; grains,

potatoes and breads. When I get over whelmed on the physical plane I

can turn my thoughts to my own special gift, the K. I focus my mind

on my spine and can see my K flowing up my spine. It my not be

fireworks but it is still there. Knowing that I still have the flow

is very comforting to me. I was shaktipat on July 24, 2004 and have

had many observations and tests since. I have decided to become K

active, going into this open eyed and willing to surrender to it.

Each day has something for me I only wish I could remember every

event to write in my journal.

BB