Guest guest Posted February 6, 2006 Report Share Posted February 6, 2006 hi k group! after chrism gently admonished that i wasn't as committed to the practice as i might be, i stepped up the spinning, meditation and breathing from once a day to two or three times daily. and then today i finished reading an inspiring channeled book titled 'bringers of the dawn' by barbara marciniak... so anyway, i'm asleep around 4am (after having to go and pee a bunch of times) and this intense roto-rooter feeling starts going up my back. i start to twist and thrash about in reaction to this feeling and suddenly i'm facing a wall on which colorful little pictures of various indian gods are pasted. and the whole thing feels like i'm awake inside this dream because it doesn't hurt but it's unpleasantly intense. the feeling gets up to around the kidneys and then it all stops and i open my eyes. i remember to get up and drink some water. it felt very real & exciting and since i want to progress into activation, i'll continue with the more frequent practice. thanks chrism! love & blessings to all! (suggestions and feedback welcome, of course) -steve f Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 6, 2006 Report Share Posted February 6, 2006 Lots of water now Steve. Remember the other aspects of the practice ie the praying the meditation, the forgiving, the gratitude, the service. If your having much sexual stimulation, break the dam and refuse any more stimulation, this should help the bathroom visits. Try and remember which of the deities was in communication and as you do so bring a sacred area for their communications into your home not a shrine so much as a place of communication and mutual respect, love. - good work! Now slow down a bit and get your bearings - " deepdance1 " <deepdance1 wrote: hi k group! after chrism gently admonished that i wasn't as committed to the practice as i might be, i stepped up the spinning, meditation and breathing from once a day to two or three times daily. and then today i finished reading an inspiring channeled book titled 'bringers of the dawn' by barbara marciniak... so anyway, i'm asleep around 4am (after having to go and pee a bunch of times) and this intense roto-rooter feeling starts going up my back. i start to twist and thrash about in reaction to this feeling and suddenly i'm facing a wall on which colorful little pictures of various indian gods are pasted. and the whole thing feels like i'm awake inside this dream because it doesn't hurt but it's unpleasantly intense. the feeling gets up to around the kidneys and then it all stops and i open my eyes. i remember to get up and drink some water. it felt very real & exciting and since i want to progress into activation, i'll continue with the more frequent practice. thanks chrism! love & blessings to all! (suggestions and feedback welcome, of course) -steve f Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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