my realization.........

[Guest guest]

.........had become that I was harboring fantasies of my Own that needed

to be addressed, and because I am analytical, I was tearing apart the

whole subject in my head to understand it completely and see what was

there, so that I could change it from the inside out. I was on a

completely different path than your assumptions. It only takes me one

second of realization to change directions or take different paths.

Thanks for your input. Namaste