Guest guest Posted February 11, 2006 Report Share Posted February 11, 2006 Hi chrism, Just wanted to check up with you about the scatterfield and how it works. I'm at a point where I have some doubts where it's coming from and who's doing it, a highr aspect of me, or you?. Doubting like this is my usual pattern of behaviour and a stage I often reach at some point or other. As you know, the first time was very strong - when I had my net and phone disconneted ...to make sure I didn't interupt it and ask you to stop. At that time I knew it as you and had no doubts. It has continued since then in a less dramatic way...and more smoothly too. I suppose I just need some reassurance that everything is ok and continuing as it should. I've been having trouble with energy in my knees and by 1am this morning I was tired and fed up with it all so called on you and your scatterfield. I called it down to me as you described. Thankfully everything calmed down and I fell asleep. This morning I awoke and my first thoughts and feelings where of being pressured by other people and circumstances in my life to keep doing things their way and not my way. I wanted to cut ties and hide away at home without contact with anyone. Then I sat quietly and soon the scatterfield (or whatever it is) started to work and my focus of attention became clear, my path was clear, I felt a connection again of being grateful and thankful for everything and I felt happier as I got up out of my chair and started my day with lighter feelings. My knees still have the annoying energy but it's more of something in the background and not overwhelming me like before. This is how it is for me now when I call down the scatterfield. I notice also it always starts with me feeling an 'intrusion' by other people in my life - then it settles down. I'm presuming the intrusion feeling is just the different energy entering into my own energy field (in the deeper sub-conscious level)and this is how it's felt and recognised in my conscious mind. I'm not sure if I'm correct on this - but it appears the kundalini has it's own agenda for what gets clears or healed i.e. the energy in my knees is clearing away personal relationship issues - and the scatterfield/whatever is helping me focus intention on what is needed in my everyday life i.e. get up and get to work, today I needed to work on finances and write some letters that are overdue. Is this generally how it works....or does it work different ways for different people? Am I on track.....or waaaay off? *smile* Amaargi __ Music: Vote 'Who's Next' and see your favourite band live http://au.music./artists/whos-next/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 11, 2006 Report Share Posted February 11, 2006 Hello Anne, I can retract the field it is no problem. Please remember it is not invasive or in any way interrupting your free will or choices. It is simply a " me " that is there to help " you " . If you feel an intrusiveness try not calling it in and see if the feeling goes away. The Kundalini most certainly has its own agenda with you and as you surrender to that agenda so will the progress be made. It is our interference with that agenda that will bring the discomfort. Kundalini may not appreciate contemporary lifestyles seeking a more primitive scenario as it is primitive in its actions upon the body. I will retract the Scatterfield as of " NOW " ............. So now its back with me. How do you feel? - chrism amaargi <ama_ar_gi wrote: Hi chrism, Just wanted to check up with you about the scatterfield and how it works. I'm at a point where I have some doubts where it's coming from and who's doing it, a highr aspect of me, or you?. Doubting like this is my usual pattern of behaviour and a stage I often reach at some point or other. As you know, the first time was very strong - when I had my net and phone disconneted ...to make sure I didn't interupt it and ask you to stop. At that time I knew it as you and had no doubts. It has continued since then in a less dramatic way...and more smoothly too. I suppose I just need some reassurance that everything is ok and continuing as it should. I've been having trouble with energy in my knees and by 1am this morning I was tired and fed up with it all so called on you and your scatterfield. I called it down to me as you described. Thankfully everything calmed down and I fell asleep. This morning I awoke and my first thoughts and feelings where of being pressured by other people and circumstances in my life to keep doing things their way and not my way. I wanted to cut ties and hide away at home without contact with anyone. Then I sat quietly and soon the scatterfield (or whatever it is) started to work and my focus of attention became clear, my path was clear, I felt a connection again of being grateful and thankful for everything and I felt happier as I got up out of my chair and started my day with lighter feelings. My knees still have the annoying energy but it's more of something in the background and not overwhelming me like before. This is how it is for me now when I call down the scatterfield. I notice also it always starts with me feeling an 'intrusion' by other people in my life - then it settles down. I'm presuming the intrusion feeling is just the different energy entering into my own energy field (in the deeper sub-conscious level)and this is how it's felt and recognised in my conscious mind. I'm not sure if I'm correct on this - but it appears the kundalini has it's own agenda for what gets clears or healed i.e. the energy in my knees is clearing away personal relationship issues - and the scatterfield/whatever is helping me focus intention on what is needed in my everyday life i.e. get up and get to work, today I needed to work on finances and write some letters that are overdue. Is this generally how it works....or does it work different ways for different people? Am I on track.....or waaaay off? *smile* Amaargi __ Music: Vote 'Who's Next' and see your favourite band live http://au.music./artists/whos-next/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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