subtle symptoms......

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Hi Chris and all,

 

I have been experiencing a number of different things especially in

the last 3 days. It has felt to me that a surge of something has been

coming for some time. So I had physical symptoms similar to food

poisening for 2 days and a night, unable to keep even a sip water down

for very long. Before that I had occasional sort of ringing in my

ears that sounds like a constant high pitched hum and now it is almost

constant. My torso is so sore from throwing up that all the muscles

hurt if I even move. (which is pretty interesting as I have not felt

like this since the first wild K experience where Kyrias kept me sore

for a month or so) And I have been cold and now am cold and hot with

occasional dizziness. (usually while driving...it does get my

attention better) And my hands are on fire again.

 

Today was great as I drove to Sebastopol to get a new foster child for

a pre placement visit and chanted the Hanuman Chaleesa all the way up.

 

Sometimes, as today, mouthing the words has a wonderful actual flavor

and there is such joy that I feel when that happens. I became very

altered and the clouds and sky were so beautiful and fiercely

tremendous and powerful. Like the fierce magnificence of the entire

universe. And I exulted. (While driving and still being a little dizzy)

 

So I have waited for something like this and ask you now, Chris, what

next? Shall I just continue or do you feel inclined to step in?

 

I am happy to have this movement, very respectful of the possibilities

and have always worked with this myself.

 

And I will be off to Europe to visit family on March 7th which, over

time,has turned into a wonderful retreat time for me if I wish it. So

I could have uninterrupted time to process.

 

 

Thanks,

 

Sherri

[Guest guest]

Definitely continue. Try some fresh wheat grass juice and banana - separate.

Small amounts. Don't drive as this could happen for you at any time. Get ready

for the next wave! Start to intentionally move the energy with love and healing,

by thought or by action or by letting the energy guide you. Remember the

Standing Shakti Waves and put them up all over the place if this pleases you.

Surrender. As you are no novice at this Sherri, this experience will be easier

and possibly stronger in intensity but not recognized by you that way unless a

completely different trajectory is being established which doesn't seem to be

the case. So really enjoy this next stage of your development. Chart your

experiences. Look at your connection with divinity. Be gracious and thankful

even though it hasn't been pleasant. Feel your chakras for balance and blockage

now before the wave that you can now bring balance to the areas that need it to

ensure a unimpeded flow. Eyes up, Tongue up, K mudra, living

water. (spring or Fiji) poured over stone and collected. A place in your house

for divinity to be honored a new place as this is a new development after a long

period of time. Keep us informed and

 

sherri <kaliese wrote: Hi Chris and all,

 

I have been experiencing a number of different things especially in

the last 3 days. It has felt to me that a surge of something has been

coming for some time. So I had physical symptoms similar to food

poisening for 2 days and a night, unable to keep even a sip water down

for very long. Before that I had occasional sort of ringing in my

ears that sounds like a constant high pitched hum and now it is almost

constant. My torso is so sore from throwing up that all the muscles

hurt if I even move. (which is pretty interesting as I have not felt

like this since the first wild K experience where Kyrias kept me sore

for a month or so) And I have been cold and now am cold and hot with

occasional dizziness. (usually while driving...it does get my

attention better) And my hands are on fire again.

 

Today was great as I drove to Sebastopol to get a new foster child for

a pre placement visit and chanted the Hanuman Chaleesa all the way up.

 

Sometimes, as today, mouthing the words has a wonderful actual flavor

and there is such joy that I feel when that happens. I became very

altered and the clouds and sky were so beautiful and fiercely

tremendous and powerful. Like the fierce magnificence of the entire

universe. And I exulted. (While driving and still being a little dizzy)

 

So I have waited for something like this and ask you now, Chris, what

next? Shall I just continue or do you feel inclined to step in?

 

I am happy to have this movement, very respectful of the possibilities

and have always worked with this myself.

 

And I will be off to Europe to visit family on March 7th which, over

time,has turned into a wonderful retreat time for me if I wish it. So

I could have uninterrupted time to process.

 

 

Thanks,

 

Sherri

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Thanks Chris.

 

Its so sweet to have you around. Strong Kyrias (full body shaking with ecstatic

feelings) and strong panting started at 6:30 pm or so. About 6 so far. I am

experiencing great delight in these children. I have been visually altered most

of the night. Everything looks very beautiful and sort of golden. The kids are

happy and bemused. (Enchanted a bit? Lol) I am trying to hold the space for 4

again. I can hold the space for anything any 3 might do but sometimes lose one

that has been in the house when introducing a 4th. And I do not have much time

to get them settled before I am gone for 2 weeks. But we all know long distance

things work just as well. I worked with a Peruvian Shaman several times who

held the space for 60 of us as we explored all over space and time in all night

rituals and held he the space for the group as well and taught me many things

including how to sort of separate ones consciousness without too much effort and

" be " with many at a time.....sort of like you with us Chris.

 

I am very dizzy which is funny as it has been a long time. Everything is

somewhat like before but I view it from a more deep and calm place. And, if

" reality " begins to look too bizarre I will not be scared this time but

surrender deeper and deeper into whatever is to come and welcome it. I trust.

And do need to drive some. (like an hour back to Sebastopol and then back

tomorrow) but also trust all will be well with that. I will not drive after

that, Chris.

 

It's almost midnight, the girls are eating a cake I baked and strawberry's in

one of their rooms and its time for me to sleep. My computer is not working

correctly, the oven took 2 hours instead of 1 to bake a cake, a new charger I

bought for the youngest girls laptop is not working and who knows what else is a

bit off kilter. But who cares! I know these things eventually balance out.

 

Bye,

 

 

-S-

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Ensuoya Creteeyatis Sherri - c

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

That is lovely sounding Chris. Thank you. What does it mean? (I looked around

at some Greek and Latin sites but did not find it)

 

I had a lovely and deeply peaceful night seeing many gods and goddesses,

Christian and otherwise, like complicated line drawings in glowing colors

against a backdrop of black. Dancing or gently moving and benevolent towards me.

Beautiful beyond compare. I wept with gratitude. (SEVERE gratitude, Chris)

 

And, Chris, when you say to pour water over a stone..... My 1'st experiences

feeling energy were with rocks and crystals, my home is surround by them, I have

many inside and I have (and just rediscovered a few days ago) a 6 " or so dark

grey river rock with a snake etched upon it. That had to be the one you meant.

 

Everything is still altered this morning as the dawn arrives but it is more like

seeing with crystal (pun intended) clarity instead of a seeing visual reality

only somewhat related to what was usual for me last week. Again it is very

beautiful to be allowed to see this way.

 

Bye,

 

-S-

 

 

 

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