The unfaced fears

[Guest guest]

Yes the unfaced fears.

Hello Ammargi. We can all learn from your

present circumstances. The fears will pass but only when you face the terrible

truth that you are the one that decides if something is scary. The tests are

designed for your love and courage. Do you think you have been abandoned? Could

it be so? With so much interest and assistance? What do the Yogi and the others

offer you in regards to your fears. Certainly not staying shut inside your

doors. Fears go right thru doors. Perhaps it is their presence that is being

gifted. That no matter how terrible the fear you are not alone with it. You are

safe and protected inside the love and guidance of those who would see you

succeed. There is work to be done however.

 

I was lost for many years. When my K came upon me I was almost immediately

sucked into a web of fallen entities. They tortured me for quite some time.

Holding my feet over flames and raping my mother and sister in front of me. I

was afraid to sleep or dream as once again I would find them drawing on my

memories and appearing to me in the forms of harsh and negative people from my

childhood or past.

 

My core self however never gave in. I would pray and ask for help, I found

that forgiving the fears and the perpetrators thereof would weaken until they

finally fell away and stay away now. The energy vampires were same scenario

except that anger and temperance were used with them successfully.

 

All this to say that you are not weak or powerless. You have strength and

skills that are waiting for you to use them. This is the test. " Will she use her

skills? " or will she lie down under the couch hoping for a savior. Ask for

assistance and it will come in ways that are unfamiliar, but it will come. You

must also do the work that allows you to roam and live and develop. The mouse

saying " fuck off " to the owl so to speak. OOps a bad word but I hope you get the

point. - blessings and love, strength and courage my friend - chrism

 

PS Giving John E a healing for what he will allow could be a good first step

in the recognition that you will do as you wish to do no matter what fears

present.