yellow crown chakra light....

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Hi,

 

I am called to meditate early in the morning before the dawn through

when the dawn breaks.

 

I found this morning that my heart and 3ed eye chakras were less

intense than the rest. (I just broke some favorite necklaces that were

hung on a godddess statue and they were green adn purple, lol. Things

are pointed out to me in many subtle and funny ways lately.)I have

given up a lover with whom I had a great deal of sexual fun but not as

much spiritual connection to please me.

 

I continued meditating, found myself floating on wisps of lavender

clouds and then saw this very bright yellow light at the crown of my head.

 

It was like the top of my head was gone and there was great vastness

and light.

 

As I am not fearful any longer when body parts seem to disappear, nor

afraid when my whole body dissolves and I am just out there in the

vastness I just continued to observe and enjoy.

 

My littlw Shar Pei dogs (funny, wise spirits to say the least) came

and lay close to me and just joined in.

 

I am about to get the 4th foster child today and so was led to adjust

the energy of the house a bit and am very joyus at having these

particular 4.

 

The serene sense of calmess is amazing as is the ease that my busy,

could-be-hectic life unfolds. It is all simple, beautiful and

peaceful as I drive from San Rafael to Santa Rosa and also Sebastopol,

doing things in criminal juvinile oourts and sterile social service

offices. I am intensly and quietly blissed out and control my wild

bunch of kids with a look or a word. Nice. People who know these

kids are surprised when this works.

 

My 3ed eye has become very, very hot and throbbing. It feels like a

protrusion from my forehead. I do not have any more dizzyness or

uncomfortable physical symptoms but have many kyrias and much panting

while meditating.

 

I have reconnected with some old friends and between them and a few

other good/newer friends my life seems populated with just the right

amount of bright jewel like people.

 

Well, I am off to Sebastopol and the office of education. Starange

places to experience such bliss.

 

Thanks,

 

Sherri