Guest guest Posted March 8, 2006 Report Share Posted March 8, 2006 Hi chrism, Wonderful news about your rapid recovery, the healing abilities of Kundalini are amazing and still leave me in awe every time A lot has happened to me over the past couple of days with healers/teachers from different schools/lineages which I will be posting on soon - when it's completed. The question I have at this time is that while I'm going through this and have contact with the different beings (some still in the physical others who have passed) I keep getting the messages about being tested before I get their approval. I don't feel this is right and when I am on my own without their contact it appears there is a mix up in some way. I have had such hard tests over these years, harder than what they are doing now that part of me is upset that they would question my capabilities, loyalties and judgements at this time....I've been through it all before and I'm hurt they don't have trust in me. The tests are standard healing/psychic tests that I did a long time ago. I can compare them to being tested at junior school level when I have passed to college stage - it just doesn't sit right with me. I was wondering if this is some sort of residual affect from your scatterfield. Does your scatterfield include tests for the newly initiated? If this is the case, then maybe I've become entangled in it and it will affect me in some way... Not to be egotistical but the 'tests' I'm being presented with make me feel like saying " you're joking....right??? this is kindegarten stuff " I shake my head in disbelief... love Amaargi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 8, 2006 Report Share Posted March 8, 2006 No the scatterfield is not involved with these tests. Nor is it connected to the other systems - Happy testing! - ama_ar_gi <ama_ar_gi wrote: Hi chrism, Wonderful news about your rapid recovery, the healing abilities of Kundalini are amazing and still leave me in awe every time A lot has happened to me over the past couple of days with healers/teachers from different schools/lineages which I will be posting on soon - when it's completed. The question I have at this time is that while I'm going through this and have contact with the different beings (some still in the physical others who have passed) I keep getting the messages about being tested before I get their approval. I don't feel this is right and when I am on my own without their contact it appears there is a mix up in some way. I have had such hard tests over these years, harder than what they are doing now that part of me is upset that they would question my capabilities, loyalties and judgements at this time....I've been through it all before and I'm hurt they don't have trust in me. The tests are standard healing/psychic tests that I did a long time ago. I can compare them to being tested at junior school level when I have passed to college stage - it just doesn't sit right with me. I was wondering if this is some sort of residual affect from your scatterfield. Does your scatterfield include tests for the newly initiated? If this is the case, then maybe I've become entangled in it and it will affect me in some way... Not to be egotistical but the 'tests' I'm being presented with make me feel like saying " you're joking....right??? this is kindegarten stuff " I shake my head in disbelief... love Amaargi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 8, 2006 Report Share Posted March 8, 2006 ah well....another puzzle that will unfold... I think it might be me standing up and identifying myself - I've been doing quite a bit of in depth solar plexus work lately, empowering myself, especially with my female side. keep smiling Amaargi , chrism <> wrote: > > No the scatterfield is not involved with these tests. Nor is it connected to the other systems - Happy testing! - > > ama_ar_gi <ama_ar_gi wrote: Hi chrism, > > Wonderful news about your rapid recovery, the healing abilities of > Kundalini are amazing and still leave me in awe every time > > A lot has happened to me over the past couple of days with > healers/teachers from different schools/lineages which I will be > posting on soon - when it's completed. > > The question I have at this time is that while I'm going through this > and have contact with the different beings (some still in the > physical others who have passed) I keep getting the messages about > being tested before I get their approval. > > I don't feel this is right and when I am on my own without their > contact it appears there is a mix up in some way. > > I have had such hard tests over these years, harder than what they > are doing now that part of me is upset that they would question my > capabilities, loyalties and judgements at this time....I've been > through it all before and I'm hurt they don't have trust in me. > > The tests are standard healing/psychic tests that I did a long time > ago. > > I can compare them to being tested at junior school level when I have > passed to college stage - it just doesn't sit right with me. > > I was wondering if this is some sort of residual affect from your > scatterfield. Does your scatterfield include tests for the newly > initiated? If this is the case, then maybe I've become entangled in > it and it will affect me in some way... > > Not to be egotistical but the 'tests' I'm being presented with make > me feel like saying " you're joking....right??? this is kindegarten > stuff " > > I shake my head in disbelief... > > love > Amaargi > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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