Tests, Colors, and a troublemaker in the basement

March 15, 2006

Barbara,

I can't really answer your question any differently from what

Selena already did, but I certainly can relate to the question of

colors. I'm definitely more active in my 4th and 5th, which you and

Richard worked on, on Saturday (and a thank-you to both of you).

At first this wasn't experienced as color. The difference in the 4th

is obvious -- greater capacity for love, more emotional than usual

for me. But then yesterday...

Question: What is that first song on the cd from the seminar (the

long one)? I copied it (the whole cd) onto tape so I could listen to

it in the car, and here I was driving home from work, another day

another dollar, running an errand, and I accidentally missed my

turn and was going down a residential street with this song

playing and was instantly transported into a technicolor dayglow

wonderland. It was garbage collection day, and the trash cans

were arrayed in such perfect order along both sides of the street!

but what I noticed the most was the electric blue color (5th?) of

the recycle containers: I wanted to eat that color!!

Arriving home...

" We're having pasta for dinner. Do you want tomato sauce? "

And the thought of that red stuff (scream!!!)... " No thanks, I think

I'll have pesto this time. " For I've suddenly got a color fetish, a

longing for anything from the greenblueindigoviolet part of the

spectrum, and an aversion to the lower three. And she's wearing

this bright orange-red sweatshirt and I'm thinking please take

that thing off! and sure enough the striptease begins and a tease

it is, for she's got on another red shirt beneath it (scream!!!)

Am I having a problem with my 1st? It's a full moon, there's

bound to be some dreams and then there I am with a group

walking into a house from the bottom up (!), entering the

basement (1st) and starting to ascend the stairs when

*something* grabbed onto my left hand and started spinning

me. Ok ,except this felt like a hostile act, and it was spinning me

counter-clockwise! (why?) I rushed out of bed and did a few

clockwise spins thinking that would set me right again. I was not

very kind to whatever did that to me -- maybe in waking life if I had

all my wits about me I could send it away with peace and love,

but all my emotional dreamself could think was " you bloody

bastard! "

And then I briefly found myself swirling through vortices of green

and yellow, all done in what looked like ceramic tiles with

geometrical shapes just like the ones I saw in the Vienna dream

when I had a brief crown chakra event. That time I described the

tiles as " lozenges " but technically I think they may be 6-sided.

(Again, why?)

John E

,

barbara galvez <galvezbarbara wrote:

>

> I'm still trying to figure out one of my tests. I know I need to work

on my heart. I had a woman in a shop ask me a minimum of five

times how colors made me feel. The first three times she

showed me a blue and an orange cap together. I remembered

these colors from when I was in second grade and had made a

construction paper design with them and told her of that. Later

she came over to me and showed me a small floral design and

asked me " how do these colors make you feel " . I was the only

one in the shop she was asking. Another woman offered an

answer to the orange and blue caps but she wanted my feelings

only.

> Any tips for me? How are colors suppose to make you feel? I

either like the combination or don't care for the combination.

Thanks.

>

> B

March 15, 2006

Can anyone respond to this series of events John E? - c

nologo3 <esposito wrote: Barbara,