post-activation update

[Guest guest]

Hi folks new and old,

 

Just a few observations from the laboratory. 4 to 5 days of

heightened awareness, off and on, after the activation (and a few

days before it too?) has been followed by 5+ days of nothing much. A

little tired, seeming to return to usual mode. Lots of intellectual

analysis (as usual) about what I'd experienced, the dramatic mood

shifts, etc. And I think the answers I've come up with are pretty

useful (I won't go into them here because it has very little to do

with K per se). Then about a years' worth of dreams in one night.

I'm hesitant to go into them here because: one, other people's

dreams seem kinda flat when described with words, and two, I'm

trying to interpret them before they're interpreted for me. Suffice

it to say that a small group of people poked me (a lot) in the eyes

and neck with " non-physical " fingers that passed inside me (mood:

absolutely petrified, but at the same time trusting), that a similar

group of people (a man and two women) sent me on a madcap chase to

rescue either an extremely valuable piece of information or object

that I had found and lost, and which after a couple incidental

labors worthy of Hercules was found (mood: distrustful -- why was I

so eager to satisfy their greed, if that's what it was?), that I

paid a man to introduce me to another man who was a master of some

sort and was going to do something with my chakras, and I spent what

I thought was a couple hours waiting for his return, and met some

extraordinarily blissful people, and also something about the

word " jivatma " , which is mildly anoying since I usually don't refer

to things in Sanskrit and had to look up the word's meaning. I'm

being restrained here, saving you several pages' worth of analysis,

theories, interpretations, descriptions and details!

 

john E

[Guest guest]

You are being tested now and these events are for the clearing of your system.

Keep practicing and as the fatigue ensues no need to worry as the body must take

the charge incrementally at first with growing dynamism especially a top down

activation. - blessings and tell us what you found regarding jivatma - unless it

cannot be mentioned in public - chrism

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

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>tell us what you found regarding jivatma - unless it cannot be

mentioned in public - chrism

 

Jivatma(n) is, I gather, roughly equivalent to soul -- but then we

could split hairs about what that means, too. I don't know why this

word occurred between these dreams. Maybe this is the producer and

director of these scenarios. Since the dream that was most unlike

ordinary experience came early, when sleep is heaviest and dream recall

is usually nil, it makes me wonder how many such " initiatory " dreams I

just forget. I occasionally remember dreams of being under the tutelage

of some sort of " master, " whose appearance and methods vary according

to what I might expect them to be at that time, but these are usually

just momentary glimpses, not ordeals that seem to last all night.

A paradox: If someone doesn't sleep while they're sleeping, do they

have to sleep while they're awake to catch up? zzzzz...

[Guest guest]

What did you learn - c

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

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chrism <> wrote:

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> What did you learn - c

 

In my opinion -- so far -- a whole lot about whom to trust and

whom not to trust, and that even in the latter case there are

safeguards, so my naviete didn't seem to result in any harm.

The third dream was easy, all positive, loving and of course

trustful.

The first dream was agonizing, yet I never felt like someone was

actually trying to hurt me (nor did they). Presumably work on my

5th & 6th.

But the second dream, disguised between the other two, may

have been about a couple of " alchemists " who wanted what I

have. First, they had me scour the literature (alchemists always

expect to find the answer in a book!), then after a fight with a dog

(?!) I helped them find the object itself (call it the philosopher's

stone if you wish): a child's toy with the characteristic coil shape.

The woman took possession of the toy -- but not only was it

turned off, it had been frozen!! I guess the joke was on them (at

least I hope it was).

Of course this is just a preliminary working hypothesis...

Crown wide open this afternoon. Trying to bring it (energy) down.

I don't know where it ends up.

John E