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April 3, 2006

dear chrism... i'm doing the tibetans and meditation/alternate breathing daily,

sometimes twice. i get the 'helmet' feeling around the head and that's about it

as far as intense sensations go. i do my healing prayers for various people i

know or who i encounter at the store. i'm also aware of some progress in my

sense of surrender. but again, as i read of everyone's intense physical/psychic

experiences, i feel like i'm in the slow lane on the k highway. the females and

some of the males here seem up in arms about the sexual k that's happening. i'm

not aware of any of this stuff. you know, the word 'guru' has accumulated alot

of mixed connotations in recent times. but i can't help but see you as my guru

anyway since we've both made a commitment of a sort to each other. so i respect

that and honor that. people's trust here, though, seems to have gone to hell at

this point. and that's a fairly common scenario in the whole guru process.

either the 'guru' is truly irresponsible or he's facilitating people's issues

exploding to form big drama -which can be a growth process. in any case, i don't

have much of a clue so i've suspended judgement. and i don't mind being in the

slow lane if that's what k needs to do. you can't push the river. also, in

response to something renee wrote about others being more erudite or

knowledgable about k.... i personally do not put much stock or emphasis on this

kind of academic approach to spirituality. it all must come from deep experience

and a heart-felt love. blessings to all!

-steve

April 3, 2006

Yes the slow lane is good as it gives you time for the adjustments. The helmet

feeling is a sign of k activity though so be aware of your safeties at this

time. It is good to stay in nuetral about the drama as of late. I do this too

but try to offer more information which seems to dig the hole deeper. So after

this post unless a person wants information offlist I will cease this thread as

of...this post.

Yes the tantra brings with it a quality of suspicion and drama in our society.

The fact that so many teachers have been charged with abuse is a big part of the

picture and then you add Kundalini to the mix and it can explode as has happened

here.

Just for the record I have not and will not provide Tantric forms for anyone

without their expressed permission and without the clearing. Its so tiring going

over this again and again but if there is a need I will gladly go through this

again and again. Kundalini can change a persons perceptions especially if they

come from fear inside the activation. The Tantric forms I use are very very

ancient. They are from the time of the Caucasian peoples earliest reaches into

the Indus peninsula and are perhaps not the best fit with contemporary society.

But they are really effective and that's the only reason I use them.

I don't cover Tantra in the seminars so Renee is a bit off the mark there, and

she would not be even considered as she has not even begun to clear and any

suggestion she makes otherwise is an example of that especially her use of fear,

it also would impugn her marriage. She is correct that I am a fellow traveler

and do not presume superiority over others. As a teacher I am probably not the

best but I do try. There are those much more expensive than I who are probably

much better. Experience is the best teacher.

I do use selectivity based on energetic signature, in regards to the

Shaktipats I perform though, as those who will end up teaching will understand

as that time comes to them ie Selena, John R, Steve F, Sarceto, John E. Richard

S., Amaargi, among others on this list. This is important to do as you must feel

comfortable that the person can handle it and trust that you can help them

through the difficult parts of the awakening.

As it comes with conditions, as Kundalini does for me, so must it be given

with similar conditions. And this is for all Shaktipat recipients. In this

lineage of the Kundalini if it is ever used for the purpose of evil intent or

hurtful intent it stops working. Sometimes causing great pain, sometimes just

suspending the flow. All Shaktipat receivers would know immediately if I were to

go this way. It would stop.

So if there is anyone interested in more frank discussion about Tantra or the

recent dramatic events please write to me offlist. Or eachother. Lets please

keep the communications considerate and helpful and let us proceed into the next

topic. - Blessings to all here - chrism

" deepdance1 " <deepdance1 wrote:

dear chrism... i'm doing the tibetans and meditation/alternate breathing

daily, sometimes twice. i get the 'helmet' feeling around the head and that's

about it as far as intense sensations go.

March 30, 2007

I would like to begin preparing please .

I am a woman in my fifties, mother and grandmother .I hope my reaching upward

will benefit the generaions to come .

I have been using yoga to heal my physical body for several years due to disc

problem and frozen shoulder .

I practise meditation with difficulty because until recently pain made sitting

hard for me .

Forgiveness is something i ask and offer daily and also thanks for the many

blessings in my life .

I am reading the safeties and will also begin on the tibetan rites.

Daily i search my body for unconnected or stiff parts to hand heal and when i

can i help others learn how to do this and start them off as i have some

scanning ability although the payment is constant palm tingling !.

This offer of help comes at the right time for me and i would like to thank

chrism for his help in allowing me to make further progress towards clarity ,

harmony and peace .

Is it true that others are stimulated to begin feel or seek peace in the

presence of someone who has achieved this ? I hope so as this seems a good

retirement job to me ..to spend my daily walks spreading peace would be an

achievement , especially as at one stage i thought i would be in a wheel chair

..I call myself cosmic healer because i desire to be healed or by the cosmic

energy which will then pass through me to those who need it .Finally i see that

this may describe the kundalini process ,a becoming one with all that is , an

opening up to the cosmos so here i am prepared to work at it ....ready to jump

from that plateau.

thankyou .

elizabeth

chrism <> wrote:

There are those on this list that have had access to my Kundalini in

regards to

activating their own. Or in stimulating a jump from a plateau. This

is good and

something (i) and grace(I)* do with joy. There are some

preconditions.

As I explain at the seminars, the use of this energy must always be

based in

love and consideration. Never out of hatred or spite, revenge or

greed. There

are certain fail safes within this that will present to the person

who

operates outside these parameters. Sometimes after one incident

sometimes after

many it depends upon the what is being learned and how the K -

being an

intelligent force by itself - wishes the response metered.

Clearing the the five bodies is one of the most important tasks for

the person

preparing to receive the energy. For those wishing to begin

preparation please

indicate by writing the list and communicating this.

Foregiveness is the first step. Forgiveness clears the past and

present

energetic attitudes of an individual, and if you have been

practicing other

systems this will become clear to you as your energy will respond

almost

immediately to the idea, before the Shaktipat is even initiated.

Yoga is great

for the physical centers major and minor to begin to recieve the

energy.

There are no barriers of distance for the Shaktipat. It is

constant where ever

you are. I sometimes will use a scatterfield technique that keeps

the energy at

a 24/7 level and sometimes not it varies with the individual. I ask

that the

person be involved with a practice of the safeties that is in

accordance with the application of

forgiveness, love, trust , surrender, diligence, service, gratitude,

and honesty

for a start. The bliss and joy will come after the initial spinal

sweep.

You will own this activation/awakening. I will merely facilitate and

offer assistance. - blessings to all - chrism

March 30, 2007

Welcome Elizabeth,

I must caution you that the agenda of Kundalini

can be different and the same in regards to its effects upon the body. If you

have issues of self worth then those can be amplified or issues of a nature that

could swing around and in an amplified form cause you more hurt so please do

your best to just be yourself, a human being.. For the time being I will ask

that you discontinue the Hand healing. This is only a temporary measure. I would

like you to focus on Elizabeth only for the moment and take the focus out of the

hands that the other area can be worked with. - blessings Elizabeth - chrism

elizabeth hyde <cosmichealer1 wrote: