checkin in..........

[Guest guest]

Hi,

 

I am just checking in. I remain dissolved, as in not " feeling " the

boundries of my body and I remain calm and comfortable as well. I do

feel the interior of my body, organs and all that and can focus on

skin sensation if I want but no longer need it to feel safe in the

world. (Or to feel as if I am in the world at all) It seems my

consciousness is located somewhere above the eyebrows, and I feel a

sort of slight tension around the skull from the eyebrows up.

 

Interesting.

 

The foster kids are having their issues and I am setting very firm

boundries.

 

The fire has resulted, potentially, in more reconstruction for the

house than I had thought and things may get done that I had thought

would be far in the future. And, having restored 3 historic homes in

Texas, I am never happier than when putting a house back together and

picking out flooring, paint, furnishings, etc. Strange how things

work out.

 

I am letting go of many posessions (found a free recycling store and

give eveything to them) and my weight is dropping on its own. I do

not feel anxiety at not having so much " stuff " to keep me grounded and

attached to the earth and that is very different than when this

happened before. Before I was terrified. And it feels as if I will

stay this way, not go back and that things will only change again when

I move forward to a different level of understanding.

 

I am also making jewlery to be sold on the internet and infusing the

beads and stones with everything I know to be felt by whoever buys the

pieces. And playing with color vibrations and combinations as well,

tuning each piece to work with a certain chakra or chakras and also

tuning its intensity.

 

Thanks,

 

Sherri

[Guest guest]

Yes Hello Sherri,

As you continue a feeling of

non-attachment will increase as will the lightness of

your being - grace - as you have been allowing so may

you continue as this is Shakti and she is guiding you

-

 

--- sherri <kaliese wrote:

 

> Hi,

>

> I am just checking in. I remain dissolved, as in

> not " feeling " the

> boundries of my body and I remain calm and

> comfortable as well. I do

> feel the interior of my body, organs and all that

> and can focus on

> skin sensation if I want but no longer need it to

> feel safe in the

> world. (Or to feel as if I am in the world at all)

> It seems my

> consciousness is located somewhere above the

> eyebrows, and I feel a

> sort of slight tension around the skull from the

> eyebrows up.

>

> Interesting.

>

> The foster kids are having their issues and I am

> setting very firm

> boundries.

>

> The fire has resulted, potentially, in more

> reconstruction for the

> house than I had thought and things may get done

> that I had thought

> would be far in the future. And, having restored 3

> historic homes in

> Texas, I am never happier than when putting a house

> back together and

> picking out flooring, paint, furnishings, etc.

> Strange how things

> work out.

>

> I am letting go of many posessions (found a free

> recycling store and

> give eveything to them) and my weight is dropping on

> its own. I do

> not feel anxiety at not having so much " stuff " to

> keep me grounded and

> attached to the earth and that is very different

> than when this

> happened before. Before I was terrified. And it

> feels as if I will

> stay this way, not go back and that things will only

> change again when

> I move forward to a different level of

> understanding.

>

> I am also making jewlery to be sold on the internet

> and infusing the

> beads and stones with everything I know to be felt

> by whoever buys the

> pieces. And playing with color vibrations and

> combinations as well,

> tuning each piece to work with a certain chakra or

> chakras and also

> tuning its intensity.

>

> Thanks,

>

> Sherri

>

>

>

>

>