Selena--checking in

[Guest guest]

Have been going through a strange phase. There has been a lot of

energetic disturbance in many areas of my life--much maligning,

attacking, fighting, etc. While the negativity was not directed at me,

it affected me deeply. In fact, it made me feel dirty and restless. As

John E. correctly diagnosed a while ago, chaotic energies bring me

down. So, I felt emotionally imbalanced and energetically impure, I

lost sight of the lights above my head, and had to focus back on my

first chakra set. My physical health has been somewhat off balance,

too--with disturbed sleep, a state of general inflammation and

dehydration, and an incessant thirst (I am drinking gallons of water).

Withdrawing felt like the best strategy under these circumstances.

 

I started crawling out of the hole last week, when the energetic

activity above my head resumed. For several minutes I could

contemplate a beautiful Shiva smiling at me as he held his trident

above my crown. I am slowly re-connecting, but first had to find peace

in and around myself by letting go.

 

I wonder--does one ever get to a place where energetic chaos does not

cause any disturbance any more?

 

Love,

 

Sel

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Hello Sel,

Glad you've been able to bring yourself back - it can be

difficult and many lose their way when this occurs. This a test of resolve and

resiliency. It is a part of being in a world of such diversity. You will get to

the place you describe Selena but it will take more disassociation from

attachment. As this occurs the problems begin to drop away, except for those of

a personal nature where withdrawal isn't the best approach. Patience,

forgiveness, love(for you and others) and separated service(service not directed

at the issue) are helpful there. Welcome back your highness!! - blessings -

chrism

 

 

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