Dismemberment

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Hello all,

 

Here is an account of the Dismemberment that I underwent a few weeks

ago. Since this is my first post on the board, let me first start with

a brief introduction. I am a 40-year old Asian Indian male with

several higher education degrees. I was blessed with good fortune and

living a rewarding and happy life. However, this happy pace of life

was punctuated about 5 years ago when I started experiencing

overwhelming fatigue that just would not go away and was accompanied

by occasional bouts of depression. It was as if something inside me

changed over few months. Since then I have consulted several doctors

and have undergone numerous medical tests but to no avail. In

addition, life just became difficult – like one step forward and two

steps back. I was in a downward spiral. Things precipitated last year

when I took a new job, a job I wanted and I liked. Unfortunately, I

soon found out that it came with a boss from hell and my stress level

just went through the roof. The two of us just could not get along

with each other and all my ailments were accentuated. It was around

that time that people who know told me that I am undergoing a

kundalini awakening. To make the long story short, I started praying

and meditating. The practice has been on and off, perhaps more off

than it should be. However, I think even this level of praying and

meditation has been good enough to halt my physical and emotional

slide, but healing is yet to happen.

 

About a month ago, things at work came to a head and my boss and I

decided to part ways. My boss was the CEO so the only person that was

going to leave was I. Needless to say, I was in emotional distress

which, in turn, was causing psychosomatic physical discomfort. Simply

put, I felt sick to the core. As such, two days after the event, I

asked my wife to give me a healing (she is far along the kundalini

awakening curve). During the process, I was lying down on my back,

eyes closed, and meditating as I received the healing. And then it

started. The Dismemberment. In a vision that remains lucid to the day,

I saw Shiva, one of the manifestations of gods in the Hindu trinity,

standing beside me and observing me intently. His hands were were over

my torso with palsm down. After some time, a narrow beam of

bluish-white light started emanating from his hands and I saw this

light beam chopping me slowly into small cubes measuring about 1 " on

the side. It was very deliberate chopping, as if a skilled surgeon was

at work. Shiva knew exactly what he was doing. My entire body except

the head was chopped. When he was done, he collected me (or rather

cubes of me plus my head) in a white sheet and dumped me into a huge

pot of boiling water. Interestingly, the sheet had no bloodstains. I

can still see my head with eyes open bopping up and down in the

boiling water as Shiva, with his arms folded across his chest,

observed the process with concentration. At some point, it seemed he

thought I had been boiled enough. Or rather he knew exactly how long I

was to be boiled. The boiling then came to an end and the contents of

the pot were dumped on the white sheet on the ground. Shiva then

started the process of reassembling me, one piece at a time, much like

a lego asembly. And then three young maidens dressed in all white –

Apsaras in the Hindu pantheon – appeared to help him with the task.

Shiva was again the skillful surgeon guiding the task of his

apprentices. I could see my body coming to shape under his watchful

eye. As the task came to end, my body was assembled but I could still

see the seams between the cubes. The cubes were in place but still

separate. At this point, Shiva, standing by my side, started pouring

silver light into my body with his hands. The light started at the tip

of my toes and gradually progressed upwards, much like a silver

blanket. And as it progressed upwards, the seams stated disappearing.

The cubes were being fused to each other in a seamless fashion by the

light. Over several minutes, the blanket of light would stretch all

the way from my toes to the top of my head. The end result was my body

– one piece as it was before the dismemberment. At this point I woke up.

 

How did I feel after the Dismemberment? It is hard to say. I do have

up days and down days. Even within a day my mood can swing. But on the

whole, considering the situation I am in (still looking for a job) and

my proclivity to be pessimistic, I have been holding up surprisingly

well. Unfortunately, I have not been regular with the prayers and

meditation since the Dismemberment, so may be the gains were not as

forthcoming.

 

To close, there are several messages in this vision that people who

are guiding me have observed. However, I will throw this open for

discussion on the board to see what others say. Hopefully we can have

a discussion that enlightens us all.

[Guest guest]

Hello Vaishno Kripa,

 

Welcome to the list! I am glad you decided to share this experience

with us all...

 

Much love,

 

Sel

[Guest guest]

Thank you for joining Vaishno Kripa,

Your account is very much

in line with one who is and will be running more of the Kundalini. I hope you

are doing a practice -

 

selena230 <selena230 wrote:

Hello Vaishno Kripa,

 

Welcome to the list! I am glad you decided to share this experience

with us all...

 

Much love,

 

Sel